xiaodushuideqiweiguozhewozuanzhexiguandezhijianshi，wohuranxiangqimuqinzonghan“xiaoai。”，
shuozheimingzitouzhexunchangrizidenuan。lingchenwudianshiqifen，
icubingfangwaidezoulangjingdenengtingjianzijixintiaozhuangjileigudeshengyin，
meiyixiadoudaizhetiexiubandeduntong——jiuxiangsannianqian，
wozaitaipingjianzuihouyicichupengmuqinbinglengdeshouwanshineiyang。bazhanzhedoujiangcanzidexiguansaijinpeiyangminshi，
wozhifuhuaguolengwen——zhoumingyucengniezhewodeshouwanjiao“xiaoai”，shuoyaojiwo“anwenshenghuo”，
rujinzheilianggezitingzhezhishengcigudeleng。zheishizheishiwozhangfuzhoumingyuxinmaideneitaocanju，
tazongshuodailengwendexiguanneng"genghaodifensanyinliaoliusu"，kezhiyouwozhidao，
zheibuguoshitaweileranghuanshijiaonanglidelvantonggengkuairongjiedexiaobaxi。
peiyangminbianyuanhailiuzheshangciqiangjiushijiandaodedianfuhenji，zaicanbaideyingjidengxiafanzheguiyidechenghuangse。
binglikedeyingguangransejizangzaixianweijingdizuodejiacengli。wozuoweiyiminghushixiguanxingningkaishijiping，
houransejijiechuxiguanneibideshunjian，neixierouyannanbiandeyaowucanliuturanxianxing。
anshiyexianweijingdemujingyadeyankuangshengteng，danglvantongteyoudelingxingjiejingzaishiyelizhujianqingxishi，
wohuranxiangqimuqinzongshuowoxiaoshihoujianbolichazideyangzi——"yanjingliangdexiangzhuanglefangdajing"。
bazhaopiansheweiluntantouxiangshi，shoujipingmuyingchuwoyanxiadeqinghei。
zhangfuzhoumingyudelingdaijiatexieshishangzhoutou**de，"zw"lianggezimubeiwofangdadaozhanmanzhenggebeijing，
jinshufanguanglinengyinyuekanjianicudejianhuyiboxing。shukoushuideboheweihaicanliuzaichijianshi，
woyijingsuanchulejingquedejiliang。baiwanfenzhiyinongdudelvantong，ganghaonengduoguochangguijiancedeyuzhi，
youzuyirangzhoumingyudeshenjingtuchubaochizaibanxingfenzhuangtai。tazongshuozijinengwanmeizhangkongyaowudaixiezhouqi，
meizhousan、zhouliuleidabudongtingyao。ketabuzhidao，wozaitadediandongyashuadizuozuanlegezhenkongdaxiaodedong，
meicitashuayashi，xishihoudeyaoyehuishunzheshuamaoshenrukouqiang。disanzhoudezhouerxiawu，
gukeshoushudefenghexianzaizhoumingyuzhijiandoudexiangtiaoshoujingdeshe。wozhanzaiqixietaipangdizhixueqian，
qingchudikanjiantaejiaoshenchudelenghanzazaiwujunbushang，yunkaiyixiaopianshensedezihen。"xuyaoxiuxima？
"wodeshengyinpingwendexiangzaibaotiwenshuzhi，
muguangquesisidingzhetawozhenqideshou——neishuangshoucengjingwenroudijiwoxiguoweiqun，
yecengjingbazhuangmanduyaodejiaonanghunjinwodeweishengsuhe。
shoushujiludanshangde"yisiyaowujieduanfanying"jigezi，woxiedegewaiyongli，
bijianhuapozhizhangdeshengyinzaijijingdeshoushushiligewaiqingxi。zaocanzhuoshangdeyangguangxiexieqieguobolibei，
doujiangbiaomianfuzhecengximidepaomo。wodahaqianshiguyirangshuiyilingkouhuadaojianbang，
luchusuoguxiafangneipiandanqingsedeyuhen——neishishangzhoutatuiwozhuangzaibingxiangmenshangliuxiade。
"zuijinzongjuedefali，shibushiqueweishengsu？"woshenshouqunachoutilideyaopingshi，
zhijiayijingqiajinlezhangxindejiuba，neidaobashimuqinzoudeneitian，wozuansuibolibeihuade，
sannianlaicongweizhenzhengyuhe。zhoumingyujieguoliangliyaopianshi，zhijiandewendutouguolvbobaozhuangchuanlai。
dangwomanyouyoushuochu"shuomingshushangshuoyitianyili"shi，qingxidikanjiantahoujiegundongleyixia，
zuoshoubuzijuedimoxiangkoudailidejiekangji——neilikongkongruye，wozaoshangyijingbayaohuanchenglerutangpian。
"kenengnianjidale，jixingbuhao。"tachechugejiangyingdexiao，
yanjiaodexiwenlihaizangzhezuowanhezhangweiyouhuishidedeyi。woditouyongshaozijiaodongdoujiang，paomopomiedeshunjian，
fangfokanjianmuqinzaijianbingtanqianmangliudeshenying。tazongshuo"hairenzhixinbukeyou"，ketadaosidoubuzhidao，
zijishizenmebeizuixinrende"nvxu"yidiandiansongjinfenmude。zhangxindejiubashenchuxuezhushi，
wozhongyumingbai，duifumoguizuihaodebanfa，jiushibazijiyebianchengmogui。
zhishiwohuijidezaishenyuanbianyuanxishangshengsuo，erzhoumingyu，zhihuizaiyuwangdenizhaoliyuexianyueshen，
zhidaobeizijizhongxiadeeguocheditunshi。zhoumingyujiaobankafeidecishaopengdaobeibi。
shoujipingmudeguangyingzaitajingpianshang，
wonengkanjianzijizhijianxuanzaishurukuangshangfangdeyingzi——julihushizhanzaohuihaiyouqifenershimiao，
bixuzaitaduanqikafeibeideshunjianwanchengfasong。"zaocanchidedoujianghaoxiangyoudianchendi。"taturankaikou，
yinzhilingdaijiazaichenguanglihuangchucimude"zw"daoying。wozhijianfeikuaitiaodong，
jiang"lvantong"sangezigaicheng"teshuyingyangji"shi，
zhijiafenglihaiqianzhezuowanchulixiguancanliudeyingguangranseji，lanyouyoudexiangcuiledu。"kenengshimeijiaokai。
"woxiaozheanfasongjian，yuguangpiejiantataishouqufuyanjing——zheishitayaocoujinkanpingmudezhengzhao。
duihuakuangshanchudeshunjian，shoujizidongqiehuanchenghushizhangongzuojiemian，
keshiqunlizhengzaitaolun3chuangdeshuhouhuli，wosuishouqiaoleju"yidaosubengjiliangyidiaozheng"，
qiahaozhezhushurukuangdecanying。"nizheilingdaijiagaixiaodule。"wobashoujidaokouzaizhuomian，
jinshuqiaoyumuwenpengzhuangdeshengxiangrangtawobeideshoudunledun，"zuotianjiechuguoyiganyangxinghuanzhe，
wanyizhanletuoye..."taguoranlikezhaixialingdaijiawangxiaoduhelireng，
jingpianhoudetongkongsuolesuo——zheigenanrenzongzaixijieshangbaoluxinxu。
yaofangdebuxiugangjuzaitoudinglengguangdengxiafanzheqinghuise。wobalingyongdantuijitatudishi，
tingzhenqichuizaibaidaguaqian，suizhehuxiqingqinghuangdong——zheishiicuhushidebiaozhixingdongzuo，
nengrangrenherenfangsongjingti。"3chuanglingchendixuetangxiuke，jiashugangqiandetongyishu。
"wozhizhedanzishang"jinjibeiyong"sigezi，gangbizaibeizhulanhuachuliluodexiexian，
"buchufangxiawusongguolai。"xiaolidegangbizaidengjibenshangtingdunlebanmiao。
tashifukendingdingzhuguoyaodingjinwodelingyongjilu，youqishiyidaosuzheileinengjingzhunkongzhijiliangdedongxi。
wojiazhuangzhenglihushimao，yuguangsaoguotaxiongqiandegongzuopai——zhaopianlidenianqingrenxiaodeyilianchunliang，
genbenbuzhidaozijizhengzaibangshifuyangaimoushazhengju。wuwuchulijiandetiexiuweizuanjinbiqiangshi，
wozhengyongshoushudaoguabixinshangdebiaoqian。sannianqianmougebaoyuye，wojiushizaizheiweidaolifaxiantadaozaimianhutongpang，
zuijiaoneimoguiyidetianxingwei，houlaicaizhidaoshilvantongguoliangdetezheng。
"weishengsud"dedayinbiaoqianbianyuanhaidaizhedayinjideyuwen。wobasanzhibixinsaijinxiaodushabudaishi，
tingjianzoulangchuanlaituichegulusheng——shisongbiaobendehushi，
tamendebaidaguakoudailizongzhuangzhekuaisujianceshizhi。tiebanxiafangdeyouwuzaizhijianningchengniannidemo，
zheicengbeiyouyanjintoudebaohuceng，birenhebaoxianjudoukekao。jianbingchetingzaiyiyuanhoujiedelaohuaishuxia。
woxianqitiebanshi，chennianyougouzaizhifujiechenghuposedeqiao，yangguangtouguoshuyezaibixinshangtouxiaxisuideguangban。
youpiankuyeluozai"weishengsud"biaoqianshang，
womeiqujian——jiurangzheixieweizhuangzaiziranlizangdegengshenxieba。huibingfangdelushangyujianzhangwei。
taxiangshuiweilihunzhexiaodushui。。"lvxiaoainazheimeduoshabu？"tapiaozhewogugudekoudai，
jiajiemaohushanhushande，xiongqiankoudailuchubanzhangtexubingfangdejiaofeidan。
wochelechekouzhaozhezhuzuijiaodelengxiao——yongbuleduojiu，tanvershubaoshangdexiaoxiongtiezhi，
jiuhuichengweijiechuantamen**deguanjianzhengju。koudailidebixinsuizhejiaobuqingqingpengzhuang。
zheixiezangzaiyouwuxiadewuqi，zhongjiangbianchengcixiangmoguideliren。
womolemobaidaguaneiceandailideluntanjiamiyaoqingma，
zhijianchuanlaizhizhangdecucaogan——neilizangzheshiliugeshouhaizhedemimi，erwoyaozuode，
jiushirangzheixiemimibianchengshenpanshu。xiaodushuideqiweizaizhibanshimiman，zhoumingyudebaidaguadazaiyibeishang，
lingkouhaizhanzheshoushushidedianfuwei。qiangshangdedianzizhongtiaochenglingchenliangdian，jianhuyidedidashengli，
woniezheshijipingdeshouweiweichuhan——zheishicongbinglikefeiliaotonglijiandeguzhishiyanshitongkuan，
pingshendekeduxianbeiwoyongshazhimodemohu，zhenghaoyangaixishihoudenongduchayi。yijujiacengdemubanzhiyazuoxiang。
wobasanpingshengliyanshuixishideyangbensaijinqushi，zhijianchudaozhoumingyuzangzaizheilideziwaixianxiaoduyi，
jinshuwaiqiaohaidaizheyuwen。zheigenanrenzongyiweimeitianxiaodujiunengmoqusuoyouhenji，
quebuzhiwozaojiuzaitadexiaodujiluceshangzuoleshoujiao——shangzhousandedengjishijianbeiwowanghoutuileliangxiaoshi，
qiahaonengyuwoweizaodegouyaoxiaopiaoshijianduiying。chenshankoudailidexiaopiaobianjiaobeitiwenyundefachao。
woyongyiyuanshoufeichudefeiqipiaojuzhidayinshi，teyirang"lvhuajiapian"dezijiweiweiyunran，
xiangbeihanshuijinguo。zhoumingyuyoushuiqianjianchakoudaidexiguan，mingtianqingchentamodaozheizhangzhishi，
tongkongshousuodehuduyidinghuihenhaokan。luntandenimingfatiejiemianzaishoujipingmushangfanzhelengguang。
wojishijipingtexiedamashi，teyiliuxiapingkouluowendedutewenlu，
guzhishiyanshidelaoyuangongyiyanjiunengrenchuzheishitamenkeshidezhuanyongkuan。
"moumazuikeyisheng"jigeziqiaodehenman，zhijiazaipingmushanghuachuqianhen，
huranxiangqimuqinshengqianzongshuo"ziruqiren"，neizheixieniuqudewenzi，gaiduiyingzhezenyangniuqudelinghun？
jianbingchedetiebanhaidaizhezuoyedeyuwen。wozhiqi"mianfeitijian"demupaishi，
chenwuzhengshunzhehuaishuyefengwangxiadi，zaitanmianshangzachuxixiaodeshuihua。zhangweidenverbeibaomuqianzhezouguoshi，
shubaoshangdexiaoxiongtiezhizaichaoyangliliangdeciyan——neishizhoumingyuquniansongdeshengriliwu，
xiongerduolizangzheweixingdingweiqi，cikeyinggaizhengzhongshidijiluzhetamendeluxian。"xiaopengyouyaobuyaotingtingxintiao？
"wozhaixiatingzhenqishi，jinshutantoudeliangyiranghaizisesuoleyixia。tadefanbuxiezhanzhecaoxie，
xianranzaicaopingshangdagun。"mamashuoyiyuanyoubingdu。"naishengnaiqideshengyinguozhecaomeidangaodetianxiang，
wohuranxiangqishangzhouzaizhibanshilajitonglijiandaodedangaozhi，shangmianhaizhanzhezhoumingyulingdaijiadeyahen。
tingzhenqideersailichuanlaidongdongdexintiao。"caomeidangaodenaiyoushibushihexiaoxiongtiezhiyigeyanse？
"woyongzhifuqingqingchuolechuoneizhifensexiaoxiong，
haiziturangegexiaoqilai："zhoushushushuozheishiwomendemimiyanse。"baomuzaipangbiancuicuzhe，
wozhuyidaotashouwanshangdeyuzhuohezhangweidetongkuan——guzhisongdezangwu，yongdaomaiqiguandeqianmaide。
diertianzhongwu，hushizhandebaguaxiangpugongyingyiyangsankai。zhangweimuqinchongdaokeshidanaoshi，
wozhengzaiji3chuanghuanshuyedai，zhenjianjingzhundiciruxiangjiaosaideshunjian，
tingjiantajianlidekuhan："buyaoliandedongxi！zaizhibanshizangdangaojisheichi？"zhoumingyudelianshunjianlianbianhong，
shouzhisisizuanzhebinglijia，jinshujiabazhiyeqiachushenshendezhehen。zhangweishuaimenerchushi，
xiangshuiweizhuangzaizoulangdebolichuangshangsuichengyipian。wokanzhetaxiaoshizailoutikoudebeiying，
huranxiangqisannianqianmuqinyeshizheiyangshuaimenerqu，zaiyemeihuilai。koudailideshoujizhendongleyixia，
luntanxinxiaoxitishidanchu——yourenrenchuledamaxiaopiaoshangdeyaodiandizhi，
jiuzaizhangfuzhoumingyumuqinjialouxia。xiyangtouguozoulangdechuanghu，zaidimiantouxiazhangzhangdeguangban。
wobaxinshoujideshijipingfangjinyijujiacengshi，faxianzhoumingyudexiaoduyiweizhidongle——takaishihuaiyile。
danmeiguanxi。texubingfangdekongqilipiaozhexiaodushuihexiangshuihunhedeguaiwei。wodiaozhengjiashiqixuanniu。
zhangweinverdehuxishengzaijianhuyishanglachupinghuandequxian，
fensexiaoxiongtiezhizaichuangtoujushangfanzheyaguang——zheishiwodisanciwangshuixianglijiayao，
jiliangjingquedaobuhuichufadujian，quezugouranghaizideyanjianbianhei。yaofangdetiemenzaishenhousuosishi，
zoulangdeshengkongdengturanliangqi。zhangweicaizhegaogenxiejingguo，baidaguakoudailuchubanjieqiguanjuanxiandengjiben，
tadezhijiaxintulejiuhongsezhijiayou，heguzhibangongshibaoxianjudeqimianyigeyanse。"lvxiaoaizenmezaizheier？
"tadexiangshuiweilichanzhejiaolv，wozhuyidaotaxiongqiandegongpaishengsongle，
zheizaipingshijuebukenengfasheng——tazongshuo"xijiejuedingchengbai"。nimingyouxiangdefasongjianbeianxiaqushi，
wozhengduozaiwuwuchulijian。pingmushangdeliaotianjilujietufanzhelengguang，
"guzhineilaodongxikuaibeichale"jigezishiwoyongzhangweideyuqimofangde，
lianbiaodianfuhaodeqingxiejiaodudouhetapingshifaxiaoxishiyimoyiyang。dayinjituchuzhiyedeshashashengli，
wohuranxiangqimuqinyiqianzongba"hairenzhixinbukeyou"xiezaijianbingchedejiamubiaopang，
rujinneizhangzhidagaizaojiuhehuijinhunzaiyiqile。guzhidepixieshengzaizoulangxiangqishi，
wozhengji3chuangcexuetang。tadebaidaguaxiabaizhanzhenitu，
xianrangangconghoushandefenhuachanghuilai——neilimaizheduoshaoshouhaizhedeqiguan，
zhiyoutabaoxianjulidezhangbenzhidao。"zhangweinverzenmeyangle？
"woguyibaxuetangyideshuzhibaogaole0.5，kanzhetazhoumeideshunjianshuo："yishenghuaiyishiyaowuyingxiang，
yaofangzuijindiulebushaoanding。"keshichenhuishangderiguangdengguanwengwengzuoxiang。diaochazuderenzuozaihoupai，
bijibenshangdegangbimeitingguo。wozhengliqiangjiujilushi，
yanjiaodeyuguangpiejianzhoumingyudeshouzhizaixigaishangdajiepai——zheishitajinzhangshidexiguan，
jiuxiangsannianqiantazaimuqindesiwangquerenshushangqianzishineiyang。"shangzhousanyebanbiaobenshihaoxiangjinlaoshule。
"wobakafeibeiwangzhuoshangqingqingyifang，cibeiyuzhuomianpengzhuangdecuixiangrangzhoumingyudejiepailuanlebanpai。
jiankongshidepingmufanzheyoulandeguang。shangzhousanlingchensandianshiqifendehuamianbeifanfubofang，
zhoumingyulinzheheisesuliaodaiconglengzangkucemenchulai。
wozhizhepingmujiaoluodexiaofangfushuo："zheifutouzenmebuzaiyuanwei？"biaobenshidelaoliturandalegeduosuo，
tadegongkahaizaizhoumingyudechoutili——neitianbeijiezouhoujiuzaiyemeihaihuilai。
zhoumingyudegangbidiaozaidishangshi，diaochazuderenzhenghaowendaoyaopinguanlijilu。
jinshubijianzaicizhuanshanghuachucierdeshengxiang，tawanyaoqujiandeshunjian，
wokanjiantachenshandierkeniukousonglexian——zheishizhangweijitafengde，
xianzaidaochengletazangbuzhuxinshidezhengming。"zhouyishengshangzhousanshibushidiulezhigangbi？
"wobaxinlingdezhusheqifangzaituopanli，zhenjiandefanguangqiahaoluozaitashoubeishang，
"yourenshuozaibiaobenshikanjianguoleiside。"zhangweibeiyaofangzhurenjiaoqutanhuashi，tadegongpaibeizanshishoule。
wozaizoulangyujianta，tadexiangshuiweidanlehenduo，jiuhongsezhijiayoudiaoleliangkuai。"shibushinigaodegui？
"tadezhijiajihuyaochuodaowolianshang，woqingqingbokaitadeshou，
zhifuchudaotazhangxindelaojian——neishichangnianshuyaopingmochulaide，yeshitabangguzhixiaozangdezhengju。
"guyuanzhangrangwozhuangaoni，nverdetexubingfangyaohuanzhuzhiyishengle。
"woyongziwaixiandengzhaoshexiaofangfudeshoubingshi，zhoumingyudezhiwenzaiyingguangxiaxianxing。
koudailideshoujizhendongleyixia，luntanshangyourenfalexintie，shuoguzhibazhangweinverzhuandaoleputongbingfang。
womolemobaidaguaneicedeandai，neilizangzhecongzhoumingyuchoutilizhaodaodegangbi，
bijianhaizhanzhebiaobenfangfujideweidao——zheijiangshixiayibayaochi，dakaitamenhuxiangcaijidepanduolamohe。
jianhuyideshujuliuzaipingmushangshanshuo，wobabeifenyingpansaijinxinfengshi，
zhijianchudaolewaiqiaoshangdehuahen——zheishishangzhoucongguzhibangongshidefeizhiloulijiande，
dangshitazhengduizhezhibotuanduifapiqi，shuo"zheidianxiaoshiwusuanshenme"。
xinfengshangdeshoujianrenxiezhe"shiyixuehuimazuixuefenhui"，youpiaoteyitiewaileyijiao，
xiangneixiebeitacuangaiguodemazuijiludanshangdeqianming。jianbingchedetiebanzaichenguanglifanzheyouliangdeguang。