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1982年，上海
“xiaozhou，nizhendexianghaoleyaodiaodaoheilongjiangmimibuzuozhulikeyanyuanma？”zhangchulianshangmanshixinweiyuzhenjing。
zhounianyanshenandanleyishun，suijijiandingdediandiantou，dijiaolecicheng，“woxiangweiguojiajinyifenli，napayinqushenfen，yibeizizaiyebunengjianshiren。”
zhangchuxinshangdedianlediantou，tanlekouqi，“zheishi，nijiajiangkeyanyuanzhidaoma？niliangxinhunfuqi，youlizheimeyuan，nanmianganqinghuibiandan。”
tiqijiangyanshen，zhouniandexinfangfobeirenhenhendecheleyixia，manmuchuangyi。
zhounianmeizhengmianhuida，“zhangchu，tahuitongyide。”
bijing，tadexinzaojiumeiyoutale。
zhangchuyetingdaolexiefengyanfengyu，haixiangquanliangju，“fuqinayoubuchaojiade，niyaogentagoutong。”
“我去意已决。”
budaobanxiaoshi，shangmiandeshenpiwenjianyijingxialaile。
shitianhou，tajiuyaodiaolishanghai，quwangheilongjiangzuodixiazhuliyanjiuyuan。
shiqingyijingbanwan，zhounianwangjiagan，dasuanjinwanjiuzhemantouganyanjiujindu。
quemeixiangdaohaimeichumen，jiangyanshenjiulaidanweizhaoleta。
jiangyanshenyishenzhongshanzhuang，biliangshangjiazheyikuangyinsiyanjing。
yiqianzhounianzuiaitazheifuyangzi，xianzaikandaoxindiquezhishengxiaduntong。
tazhandingzaitamianqian，kaikoujiushizhizedehua，“zhounian，nizaizenmetaoyannijiejie，yebugainvedaitadehaizi。”
zhounianzichaodegoulegouzuijiao，zongshizheiyang，zicongtayinweixintengbiaojiefangshuyan，batahehaizijiehuijiashuyuanhou，jiangyanshendeyikexinjiuyijingkaishipianyi。
napafangshuyanyiciyouyicideyongzhuoliedeshouduanwuxianziji，kejiangyanshenhaishiwutiaojiandexinrenta，shenzhicongbuquchazheng。
zhounianbuyuzhengbian，chelechechun，zhijietiaoguojiangyanshenmeiyicideshuojiaohuanjie，“nixiangzenmechufawo？jiangkeyanyuan。”
jiangyanshenzhenglengleyishun，tameixiangdaozheicidezhounianjingranyijudoubuweizijibianbo，yaoshiwangchang，tazaojiudahandajiaole。
jiangyanshendemeitouzhoudegengshenle，“anzhaozuzhiguiding，woyaonixiesanqianzidejiantao”
“buguo，wobuxuyaonizaiyanjiusuodangzhongnianchulai，zhixuyaozaijiashuyuangendajiabaozheng，nizaiyebuhuiqifushuyanhehaizi。”
zhounianbilebiyan，mingzhishizheizhongjieju，xindihaishibuyoudemanyankaisuanse，xinfangfobeirenyipianpiansisui。
jiangyanshennandaoyiweizaijiashuyuannianjiantaojiubuhuiyingxiangtazaiyanjiusuodegongzuoma？
bu，tazhidao，danshitajiushixiangjitayigetongrugusuidejiaoxun。
ruguojiantaonianchu，neimetadezhiyeshengya，jiuzaiyemeiyoujinshengdekenengle。
jianzhounianchichibushuohua，jiangyanshenyouyaokaishijiaoxunta。
“zhounian，shuyanshuotayijingyuanliangnile，danshiwojuedezheijianshiqingbunengzheimeguole，niyaoweizijidexingweifuze。”
ketagenbenshenmeyemeizuo，yexuyaofuzema？
zhounianjiannandezhanglezhangzui，daozuidehuayouyanlehuiqu。
zuihouzhishengxiashiwangdetanxi。
“wotongyizuojiantao，shenmeshihougendajiabaozheng？xiazhouwuduima？”
jiangyanshenyizheng，jingyifanwen，“nitongyile？”
zhounianrenzhuxinlizhenzhencitong。
“对，我同意了。”
meiyici，zhiyaotaganfankang，jiangyanshendouyoubanfarangzijishoudaogengyanzhongdechengfa。
suoyizheicitaturanbuxiangweizijizhengyizhengle。
zhounianhuanlehuanshense，lianshangzhongxinhuanshangpingdandebiaoqing，“jiangyanjiuyuanhaiyoushenmeshima？”
jiangyanshenlianshangshanguoyisibuyijuechadewucuoyuhuangluan，tabudong，weishenmezhounianturanbiandezheimelengdanle。
“mei…meishenmeshile，ni…chifanlema？”
zhouniantaijiaojiuzou，“meishenmeshi，wojiuxianzoule”
jiangyanshenkanzhetaliqudebeiying，xinliyinyinganjuehaoxiangyoushenmedongxiyijingbushoukongzhileyiban，congtashenpangtuoli。
zhounianyijingdaoyanjiusuole，faxianjiangyanshenhaidaidaidezhanzainei。
tameishuohua，zhishoushihaozijiyiliuzaizheideshiyanbaogao。
bijing，tayijingjueding，zaiyebuyaotale。