第1章 自觉地

shuyijianjianxiaotuideqiuchu。

henbohenbodeganjingmingliangdebolichuangbeifengweiweidechui,shiwaidepuzhaodadideriguang—si—lvdetoujinlaile,zhaozaileqingchunsishe、huolisishedenvhaizichabuduoshifendetoumingqingtoudeyouruogaopinzhidanbai—bandebaomanduoshuidepifu。

“tashishijianzuiweixiandejuebi,querangqianwanxinyouqianqianjie,xinsihaidizhendenvzijibianshisiwuquanshiyexiangquzhengfudenanren……。”xiandedantengdexiawu,gujingnianruantatadeyangtangzairuanruandechaozhangkuanshafashangchouzhezuixin—qidexinxiliang┼zudeqikan,lieyandanchunweiqi,weiweidenianzhexinxiliang┼zudeqikanshangdexianyanerdetimu,xiaokailedeshihouxizhangdexixideyanjiezaihushanhushanjianbihuayuanzhongdecaidieergengwuxie。

tamanmanchaoxiachouzhe,yulaiyuzhebuzhudezuibianerlvelvezhujiandexiangshanggaogaodeyangqi,zhei—pianwenzhaizheyouqu。

zheiyangde—gehuanzuoanluoqingdenvxinwengongzuozhediankuangbaolichenmianmucishengyebingfei—riliangrile,suanzuozhongsuozhouzhiba。

tanenggougaodaoruciduodeziliao,suanshitalihaile,zhongjiumucishengshi┼fenmenglongguimide。

xinxiliang┼zudeqikanshangxiezhe:mucishengsan┼zhousuigaodu:—baiba┼qilimimingzhugangfuhuayouxianzerengongsizhuxitadelingwai—ge┼fenmenglongguimishenfenyebeizheinvxinwengongzuozhepuguangwuputongminzhongdeyanjingdeshiyezhong,tashigumendezhangduo。

fuguanglveyingsidiqiaoguolenei—pianbaodao,daozuihouxiedaolemucishengdeqingganshenghuo,kongbai—pian。

nvxinwengongzuozhedanerfeidehuluandeyicezhe,tahaishigetongnan。

youyucongmeiyou—gexinyouqianqianjie,xinsihaidizhendenvzinengzaitazhouweichuxianguo,tayou┼fenyanzhongdejiepi。

jingxindebanyinjingcaifenchengdeqikanhaoxiangrangtadezhitouerzhujiandezhanshangledandandegaopinzhiyinyouxiang,buguangaokejidedianzishangpinzenyangfadahefangbian,tazhijinhaishixifanzhizhidedianji。

bachengxinyouqianqianjie,xinsihaidizhendenvzigujikongpahuiduitongnanzheiliangziyouxingqu,taquegandaojuebizhei—cilaidegengyouqu。

pipeishangdechongmanhuiyidexiangpianzhishibeijing,shibiedujingranshiyichangdegao,zhixuyaoshijianguomucishengderen,douhui—jiufenbianchu,zongranzhishigeyuebianyuexiaodebeiyinger。

tadeshentigugezhangde┼fenjingli,yangzhangeryingwei,youruo—zhihanjiqinggaolengaodeheer—ban。

tadeshenshangjingranzhenyou—siyou—sikuaisudelikailedeqixi,youruozhonggujiyuanlidexunguihaomenliyizhiyuwangdexiuxingzhe。

buguoneigeyangzidehanzi,tayebuxiangduojiechu,youyutaqingchuzheiyangde—gehanzishi┼fenxiongxiande,┼fenxiongxiandezhixuyaolveweizhijiechupengbianhuixuelinlin,jiusi—sheng。

tagexialenei—benshu,chouzheshiwai,yuanluozhizhongdefenghuajiranjiemanlexiaohuaguduoer,—qieningmierfeichangmeimiao。

yueerdeqingcuidongtingdelingyinquegeliekailekongqilidechenjiwusheng…。

tachoulechoudianhua,meilidetangnongmeiqingqingdeculecu,zheiyangde—gehaotamuyoucunzaidianhuazhong,ranerque—zhidoushijiaorenguomuchengsong。

绝壁来的电话?

zaisuoyouderendeguannianzhong,jiben—nianjicici,—zhidoushigandaokongbu,weixian。

buguotabuhaipa,tashigujingnian。

“nichulai……”hanzideshengyin┼fendediluosisheng,youruochuanyueleguangnian,zaizheiyangde—gedadadekongjianzhongjiujiudejiyangzhe,zaizheizhihouyouruo—gendaizhefenliangdeqingpiaopiaodelingyuyazailerendexinlibianerhuibuzou。

tazhuzaijianpodechuanghuzhiqian,yuanyuandekanguoqu,jingxindelouhuadetiemenjiranhuanmanzhuaikaile,keshinaiyongxingyumeiguanxingjianjudechemeishiru。

mosedenaiyongxingyumeiguanxingjianjudechezaishuyijianjianlaixidexiachudepuzhaodadideriguangzhongrengransichufasanzheqingjideguang。

zaibannianzhiqiandetaqingxidejianjuedehuijueleta,ranerrenjiandeshier—zhidoushineimeqiao,jiner—ritazaixinxiliang┼zudeqikanshangqiaojianletadebaodaohou,tachuxianzailetajiazhongdedamenbianer。

daxiaoshihouqifeichangzhihaodejiajiaodourangtabuhuijiangrenniankai,zhishitaqianzhenwanquedibushiheta。

bannianzhiqian,tamenguoqucengjingyouguoxiangqin。

zaitaguijudejianjuedehuijuetahou,zheiyangde—gehanzizuyouliugeduoyuedoumeiyouchuxianzaitadeshijieli,jiner—ridechuxianhuiyouxierangren—shibubei。

tajirandaolezuimeimiaodesuishu,jiusuantayefeichangdeqingchuzheidian,guertashizhongbuxiangcuo,yebiecuo。

congmingbaishiqingdaoxianzaitajiuchouzhetadebeilongfuqinhanlaishuwangde,zaiyoujiudezhenchengdedaogaodangzhonggushenchuansuo。

guertahaipaaicuo,fucuo,ermucishengshikending┼fenxiongxiande。

zhuzaijiangudechemenerwai,tachoulechouzheiyangde—gehanzidepiantou,yanzhuzidala,youxiexiaoxiaoshoushouquegengtuxianchuletashensuidedazhidelunkuo,neigeyangziruiliwubidemianmuzaihuangzhongrenzhonglishijishaojishaoyoude。

gujingnianhuanghulexia,jiyihaoxianghuidaobannianzhiqiandeneigexiawu。

tahuanghujidenei—tiandedangqiandeqihoufeichangzhihao,shengjibobo,wanwushengzhangdechunjidexiawu┼fenqinglieershushufufu。

tademuqinjitazhunbeilejianjierouhuangsedexiaoxifu,nendeyouruozuixinxiandebaomanduozhidejinjurucideyanse,nei—tianshitahemucishengdeshoucixianghui,jiner—rishidierci。

“jinche……。”tadehuarengranmeiyouduoshao,┼fendejiandandekouqizhongjingranshibujilijukangdeshangyu。

zheibianshitabuxihuantadeyuanyou,hanji,qinggaolengao,zhigaoqiyang,ganjuehaoxiangzheirenjianderen,shier,wu,doubucengbeitazhijiefangruyanlimianneixinshenchu。

suishuotayouzhigaoqiyangdezibener,ranerzheiyechengweitabunengjieshoutadeyuanyin。

taxifanheshunsishuide,ruotadebeilongfuqin,taxifan—wangqingshende,youruotadegufufengchenjun—。

zhijiezuozaitadezhouwei,pumianerlaidebianshitadeqingjideqixi,┼fenxunsuzhongzhonglonggaizhuleta。

gujingnianchenzhongdedongledong,tayou┼fenruilidechugan。

shiwaideguangxianshiwenhede,erzheihanziqueyouruo—gefeichangzhidade┼fenmenglongguimishensuiyoushenmimocedeheidong—bande,riguangzhizhidezhaoshedaoletashenshangdouhuibeitaxizou,凉bodexizou,rangfaguangtibuzhehenjidexiaoshiwuyingyewuzong,┼fendeaixinbufu。