你是鬼，恶鬼。
wonaohailishanguojingyingnandehua。
dianshihuoguangjian，wohuranxiangqi，zijibeidaodiaoguiheguishou，hedeshuaidaozaidi，ranhoukaimenpaochuqushi……
是的，我想起来了。
wodangshihedepigunniaoliu，wangwaipaoshi，woyanjiaodeyuguang，youpiedaowuneidimianshangyouyigedongxi。
当我当时不敢看……
我为什么不敢看？
woxiangqilaile……woxiangqilaile……
yanleyankoushui，wodeshixian，yueguo‘waipo’dejianbang，luozailetashenhoudedimianshang。
neilisiyangbachatangzheyigeren，yigeshenqingjingkongniuqu、shentijiangying，yidongbudongderen。
那是我。
shiwodeshiti……wo、woqishizaineishunjian，yijing、yijingbeihuohuohesile……
suoyi，neigejingyingnanhuitijianshawo，shiyinwei……woyeshigui？
waipokanzhewo，lianshangdeweixiao，huranbianchenglechourong：“luoluo，zheishiwozuihouyicibaohunile。”
“waipo。”wokanxiangta，sangzigengyandelihai。
“nishiwomenluojiaweiyidehouren，wojiusuanhunfeiposan，yeyaohuzhuni，haohaode……huoxiaqu。”
wobuzhidaozheijuhuashishenmeyisi，danwaiposhuowanzheijuhuadeyishunjian，tazhenggerenjiu‘fenjie’kailai，jiuxiangshifenjiedechenai。
erzheidaorenxingdechenai，shunjianchaowopuleguolai！
yishunjian，wushudexinxi，guanruwodenaohai。
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woshiluochang，woshiyigesile，youhuoguolaideren。
waipoyihunfeiposanweidaijia，rangwohuoleguolai，tajiangluojiadejianguishuguanrulewodenaohai。
wozaizheishishang，zaimeiyouyigeqinrenle，waipozaiyicilikailewo，yiyizhongchedidefangshi。
wobunenggufuta，woyaohuoxiaqu！
wocilegong，kaishibimenliangong，waipoguanrudewonaohaizhongdexinxilianghenda，chulejianguishuwai，haiyouxuduojianguixingdezhishi。
wozheitiaomingbingmeiyouchedianquan，zhinenggouweichibannian。
luojiadetianqianyinguoyijiucunzai，erwoyaoxiangjixuhuoxiaqu，jiubixuchengweijianguishi，jizijijileigongdehuanming。
wobimenxuexilesangeyue，nongdezijirenburen、guibugui，zhidaohehuailelinjuxiaoguniang，wocaizhongxinbazijishoushilisuo。
wodejileidiangongde，danwofaxianzhouweihen‘ganjing’，meiyounengrangwoshizhanquanjiaodedifang。
yushi，wozhinengzaiwangshangxunzhaojihui。
woyibianliangong，yibianguanzhulexuduolingyitieba，huozhelingyiqunzhileide。
yiqianmeizhuyiguo，xianzaiyouxinsousuo，caifaxiandui‘lingyiguiguai’‘shenmishijian’ganxingquderenhenduo。
wojizijidegezhongshejiaozhanghaodougailejianjie，zhumingshizhiyejianguiren，shanzhangquxiechuguai，jiejuegezhongkexuemuqianwufajiejuedeshijian，erqiejiagebianyi。
danmeishayong，neixiewangyoudoudangwoshikaiwanxiaode。
shenzhi，wojiangzijidejinglizaitiebalixielechulai，yizengjiazijishenfendekexindu，danshi……
zuozaidiannaoqian，wokanzhetiezixiadeliuyan。
“louzhushixiexiaoshuodema？”
“shicailayiban，zenmebugengxinle？”
“jiawomouxin:xxx，shenye**liaotian。”
“wozenmeganjuelouzhushuodeshizhende？”
“louzhu，woyuanyichijuzisanbai，qingzhuageyaoxituizhang，fubaimaomeidenvguijiwo，xiexie！”
“楼上是禽兽吗？”
“fangxianvgui，rangwolai！”
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kanzhezheixiebukaopudeliuyan，woyuefanyuejusang，yejiuzaizheishi，diannaopingmuyouxiajiaode**shanshuo，xiangqiletishiyin。
woshubiaoyiguoqukan，faxianshigemoshengrenfalaidehaoyouqingqiu，xianshiduifanglaiziyuwojiadeyigelingyiqun，wangmingjiao‘xiaoban’。
wozuijinjialehenduozheiyangdequn，chabuduoershilaige，qunlimianderendoushuozijiyudaoguolingyishijian，danyaomeshixiaoshihoukanjianguoshenmebuzhimingdebaiseyingzi，yaomejiushitingsheisheisheishuodebuzhididian，buzhishijiandeguaishi，douhenbukaopu。
wozaineixiequnliziwojieshao，danguanliyuanmenjingtixinghengao，jinggaowobuyaoxingpian，fouzejiangwotichuqu。
这人加**什么？
wotongguoleduifangdeqingqiu，kanmingzihetouxiang，yinggaishigenvde。
该不会是卖茶叶吧？
zhengxiangzhe，neitoufalaixinxi。
“wanshanghao，daraonile。”
wohuiguoqulianggezi：“youshi？”
woyiqianduirenmeizheimelengmo，danzicongsangeyueqiandeshiguohou，wodexinggebukebimiandefashengleyixiegaibian。
wobiandejiaozao，erqiebutaiyounaixin，yebuxianglangfeishijianherenxianliao，napaduifangkenengshigeguniang。
bijing，wodemingbugouyong，meiyoushijiankeyihuihuo。
xiaoban：“buhaoyisi，wojiushichakanqunchengyuandeshihou，kandaoni**shangdejianjie，nishixiezhewande，haishizhenhuizhua……neidongxi？”
wenzishibinglengde，danbuzhidaoweishenme，wodingzhetazheixingzi，jingranganshoudaoletadeyisijinzhang。
tameiyouzhijieti‘gui’zheigezi，ershiyong‘neidongxi’sangezidaiti，sihuzaibihuizhexieshenme。
qiangliedediliugan，rangwoyishidaotahezhiqianneixiewangyoubuyiyang，yushiwohuifu：“shi，zuchuandeshouyi。”
“woganjuezijijialiyoudongxi，wobuquedingshishenme。”
“e？nizainazuochengshi？weishenmehuiyouneizhongganjue，shishenbianfashengguoshenmeshima？”
“woyezaianyangshi，wokannixianshideshitongcheng。womuqianjiushi……youdianfuza，nifangbianjiedianhuama？womendianhualiaoxingme？”
“行！”
wodakaileyuyinliaotian，dianhuaneitou，chuanlaileyigenianqingguniangdeshengyin：“nihao。”
“你好。”
tashengyinyouxiejinzhang，chuanxishengyouxiezhong：“……hu，nishengyinzhenhaoting，tingzhehaonianqinga……e，wobushineigeyisi，woshixiangshuo，ni、nibushipianziba？”
woxianzaiganzheishier，queshitingxiangpianzide，suoyiwozaojiuzuohao，yihouhuijingchangbeiwurenweipianzidexinlizhunbeile，yushiwodao：“ruguowozhenshipianzi，yebuhuigennishuoshihuadeduima？yuqiwenwoshibushipianzi，buruxianjiangjiangnideqingkuang。bijing，wobuyidingnengbangdaoni。”
“a？”tatingdaozuihouyijuhua，youxiejile：“weishenmeya？”
wogentashihuashishuo：“wohuiyixiequxiechuguideshufa，danwomuqiandedaoxingbushen，zhinengduifuyixieruoxiaodeguiwu，yejiushinishuode‘neidongxi’。suoyi，jutinengbunengbangdaoni，yaozonghekaolv。shouxiandekankannishibushizhendeyudaoleneidongxi。ruguoyudaole，haidekanneidongxilibulihai。ruguotailihai，woduifubule，neiwojiuwufabangmang。”
huoxuzhenchengcaishibishaji，tatingwanwodehua，yuqizhongyixiaziduiwoxinrenlebushao：“……yuanlaishizheiyanga，neihao，neiwoxianshuoyixiawodeshiqing……shaodengyixia，wo、wohuangedifang，nibieguadianhua。”
wotingdaoshoujilichuanlailegaogenxiedejiaobusheng，tayinggaishizaiyidongweizhi，neibiandeshengyinkaishibiandecaozaqilai，youhenduorendeshuohuasheng，haijiazazheyixiecheliusheng。
wotuicetayinggaishicongfangjian，zoudaolejiedaoshang。
guoran，meiduojiu，shoujineitouchuanlaitasonglekouqideshengyin：“wozaishaokaotanshang，zheilihenrenao，xianzaizhiyouzairenduodedifang，wocaibuneimehaipa，buranwozhendebugantineixieshi……”
wozuozaichuzuwudefangjianli，qianfangshijiutiaozhuo，zhuomianshangshiyitaibijibendiannao，diannaopingmusanfazheyouyoudelengguang。
wodakaileshoujidewaifanggongneng，jiangshoujifangzaizhuomianshang，limianchuanlaigezhongrenaodebeijingyin，yijixiaobanjinbengdeshengyin。
“wojiaogaojia，zhuzaianyangshi，woshiyigerendujude。woqunianmaileyitaoxiaofangzi……wushiduoping，shigelaodeershoufang……suiranxiaoqubijiaojiu，danjiaotongbianli，wohenmanyi。wozijizhongxinzhuangxiuleyixia，youkongzhilebanniansanweier，ranhoujinnian2yuefenbanjinlexinjia，daoxianzaikuailianggeyuele。”
“wei，nizaitingma？”tawenleyiju。
我道：“我在听。”
“e……woyigerenzhu，youshihouyetinggudande。ganghaowoguimi，tayangleyizhiheisedegou，yinweigongzuodiaodong，meifayangle。wopingshiqutajia，yehetajiadegouwandehenhao，tajiuxiangbagousongjiwoyang。woyetingxihuantajiadegou，jiujieshoule。”
“ranhoujiukaishibuduijingle，lele……yejiushineizhigou，tadaowojiahou，baitianmeishenme，danwanshangjiukaishijiao。woyikaishiyiweishitabushuxihuanjing，suoyicaijiao，houlaicaifaxian，taqishishiduizhewodechuangdixiajiao，jiuhaoxiangwochuangdixia，youshenmedongxi……”