第1章
wohechuyanjiehunshinian，xianghuzhemoleshinian！
woshouwotadejingji，sihuobukenlihun。
taweilebaofuwo，xiaoxianrouyigehuanyige，shenzhijiangtamendaidaowodemianqian，jijintiaoxin！
jibianzheiyang，woyemeiyoulihundeniantou。
zhidaoyishenggaosuwo，naoaiwanqi，zhishengxiasangeyuedeshijian......
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lihundiyigeyue，chuyanzhendingziruo。
lihundiergeyue，chuyandengwoqiutafuhun。
lihundisangeyue，chuyanzhaoshangmen，qiazhuwodebozi！
“weishenme？！weishenmenihaishibukenditou？”
“因为我要死了！”
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duzizaiyiyuanzoulangzuolexujiuzhihou，woshouqineizhangxuanpanwoshengmingyijingjinrudaojishidezhenduanshu，shihunluopohuilechengjiaodebieshu。
potianhuangde，chuyanjingranzheishihouzaijia。
tingzhefangjianlijianjiankongzhibuzhudeshengyin，xinzangxiangcongqianwushucineiban，huaguoyizhenjuliedetengtong。
erhouqueyouguiyupingjing，zhiliuxiachunbianneiyimozichaodekuxiao：“zheiyangyehao，shengdewotuozhexuruodeshentidaochuzhaota。”
duanzandeyouyuguohou，wotaishouqiaoxiangfangmen。
huanzuoyiqian，woshijuebuhuizaizheigeshihoudaraotade。
tapiqilie，youqizheishihou，ruoshiyinweibeidaraomeinengjinxing，zhidinghuidafapiqi，jiangneixiewofeijinxinsisouluohuilaitaotahuanxindegudongquandouzadexibalan。
woxintengzijidexinxue，genghenzijibunengtaodetahuanxiyuyue，suoyinapaxintongdekuaiyaoliekai，shuangshouzaiqiangshangzadexianxuelinli，yemeiyoudaraoguotabanfen。
kexianzai，woyifenyimiaodoubuxiangzailangfei。
buzhidaoqiaoleduojiu，litouzhongyuchuanlaishuxidejiaobusheng。
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“yaobuyaobangnijiaoshangmenfuwu？”
henkuai，menbeilakai，chuyanyitouxiufalingluan，guangjiedeetouqinzhebohan，liangjiabuzirandehongyunhaiweituiqu，
zhijiantayongzijixianxideshenzidangzaimenkou，xiumeijincu，binglengdeyanshenlichongchizheyane。
“chuyan，woxianggennitantan。”
suiranzaozhidaotabuaiwo，keduishangtayaneyanshendeshunjian，wodexinhaishixiangbeigangzhenhenhenchuozhong，fanqiyizhentengtong，yizhiyushengyinxiguanxingdigengyan，yuqiqueshicongweiyouguodejianjue。
“nizuihaoyoushiwanhuojideshi！”
dadishikanwoyanshenguoyujianjue，chuyanyaoyaqiechiweixiehou，zuizhonglongjinshuiyixialou，taijiaoqianhaibuwanghenhenshuaiwoyijidaoyan。
“我们离婚吧。”
“lihunxieyishuwoyijingzhunbeihaole，niqianzijiuxing。”
kanzhechuyanyilianbuqingyuandezaishafaqianzuoxia，woqiangrenzhexinzhongkusenachulihunxieyishudiguoqu。
chuyanquelianyanpidoumeitai，yishuangliuyemeicudegengjin，juemeidemouzilixiemanlebunaifan：“zheimeduonianle，yemeidianxinhuayang，ninandaobujuedewuliaoma？suchen。”
“zheiciwoshirenzhende，ziwoyijingqianhaole，niqianwanzhihoukeyijiaojilvshi，limajiunengshengxiao。”woqiangpozijibuqukantayanlidelengmoyuyane，dandankaikou。
wenyanchuyantaimousaolewoyiyan，sihuzaipanduanwodehuashizhenshijia，guolexujiucaizhongyutaishoujieguo。
“shenmeyisi？fangzicunkuangufennidoubuyao？”
fanlejiyezhihou，chuyanzhoumeidingzhewo，manyanbukezhixin。
“ng，shenwaizhiwueryi，duiwolaishuomeishenmeyong。”wopingjingdidiantou。
zheixienianwozijicunleyibiqian，buduo，danyezugouwowuyouwulvdeduguojiexialaidesangeyue。
jiashangbamazaozaoguoshi，wozaizheishijieshangyijingmeiyouqinren，yejiumeiyouhouguzhiyou。
suoyibuxiangnatayifenqian，zhiqiuduangeganjing。
ketaquebingmeiyouxiangyuliaozhongneiyangshuangkuaiqianzi，fandaoyilianfanzaodirengxialihunxieyishu：“zhuangshenmeqinggaoni？xiangjiezhejingshenchuhudeyoutouchuqumaican，haiwobeiqianfusuozhishima？”
“yaolihunkeyi，ranglvshizhongxinnixieyi，bieshuguini，paocheyekeyisuibiantiaoyiliang，lingwaiwozaijiniyiqianwan，xiuxiangrangwoweilenibeishangmaming。”
chuyanhenhenwanlewoyiyan，shuobajingzhiqishenlikai。
我想要叫住她。
naodaiquehuranjulietengtongqilai，yishunjiantianxuandizhuan。
“youxiangzhuangbingbotongqingshiba？”
“suchen，nijintianjiusuansizaizheier，woyebuhuiduokanniyiyan。”
shiquyishizhiqian，erbianchuanlaidenvrendeshengyinyirujiwanglengmoyane，queyoutouzheyisixiweidehuangluan。
zaiduxinglaideshihou，wofaxianzijitangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang。
chajuedaoshenbianyouren，woxiayishitaimou，quebingmeiyoukandaochuyan。
daoshisuianzuozaiyizishang，zhengyongtaneigujiefenmingdeshouzhibenzhuodexuezhepingguo。
tashisannianqianqiandaogongside。
neishitagangguoershisui，zhengshizuihaodenianji，youzhangleyizhangrenchuwuhaidelian，jiashang180degeziheneiyishendejianzirou，zhudayigefanchameng。
yichudaojiushouhuolewushumimei，tongshiyerulechuyandeyan。
chuyanduitajijinchongai，maihaochesongbieshubusuan，jitadeziyuanyeshizuihaode。
shenzhizengyuletagongsigufen，pogerangtaliexidongshihui。
gengshijiangzijisuoyoudekongxianshijiandoujileta。
liangrenrujiaosiqi，bufenchanghedediaoqing，gongsijiudian，shenzhishiwomengongtongjuzhudebieshu，daochudoushitamenhuanhaodehenji。
zhangzhechuyandechongai，suianyecongbuanshishidexiaonaigoubeiweichengleyexinbobodelang。
sihaobubawofangzaiyanlibushuo，haijingchangmaitonggao，minglianlibiaoshizijihenkuaijiuhuiqudaiwo，chengweibeichengnvshoufudezhangfu，dayoudengtangrushidejiashi。
tashengchongdeneiduanshijian，chuyanjihumeitiandouhuitilihun，shenzhihaobubihuidizaigedameitimianqianyibianyouyibiandibiaoshihuijisuianmingfen。
naihewosichanzhebufang，suoyicaiyizhimeinengruyuan。
suianyeyincijiangwoshizuoyanzhongdingrouzhongci。
“晨哥你醒了？”
“好些了吗？”
“buhaoyisiwowangle，nixianzaishinaozhengwanqi，xianghaoyehaobulele。”
jianwoxinglai，suiantingxiashoushangdedongzuo，zhuangchuyilianguanqie，queyongzhiyouwomenliangtingdedaodeshengyinfangsichaofeng，yandidedeyizenmeyeyanshibuzhu。
womeiyouliqi，yebuxianggentazhengbian，yushihuanhuanbishangyanjing。
menkouquehuranchuanlaiyizhenshuxidejiaobusheng。
chuyanjingranhuilaiyiyuankanwo？
nandaotazhidaowodeaizhengdexiaoxi，kaishihouhui，xintengle？
turuqilaidexiyueshunjianyaguomanxinkuse，wo。mengdizhengkaiyanjing，duishangdequeyijiushiyizhanglengruobingshuangdelian。
“ganmaofashaoeryi，zhiyuxiangdelejuezhengyiyang，yaosiyaohuoma？”
“nibushiyaolihunma？qianziba！”
“qianwanziganjinshoushidongxigundan，shengdekanjiannixinfan！”
chuyanhenhenwanlewoyiyan，yanyujianshiwufaxingrongdeyane。
haositangzaitamianqiandebushigehuoshengshengderen，ershishenmejianbuderendeazadongxi。
“yanjie，nibieshengqi。”
“chengeyeshitaiainile，xiwangniduopeipeita，suoyicaizhuangbingde，yetingkeliande。”
suianqishenlouzhuchuyandejianbang，zhuangdeyilianshanjierenyi，jiaxingxingtiwojieshi，queguyichutadenilin。
zicongchuyankaozhesujiadeshilizhongzhenchujia，ersujiarijianshuailuozhihou，zuitonghendebianshibierenzaitamianqiantiqiwoduitadeshenqing。
suianbushizaihuoshangjiaoyouyoushishenme？
guoran，chuyanshunjianbaonu，lianfujiaqianjindelianmianyebugu，chongzhewodashenglengxiaodao：“aiwo？tayepei！”
“limaqianzi，nazheqiancongwoyanqianxiaoshi，fouzebieguaiwoshouxiawuqing！”
shuowan，nvrenlinzhebaozhuanshenlikai。
suianhenkuaigenleshangqu，quehaibuwangchaowotoulaichaofengdeyanshen。
tongshiyongkouxingwushengdishuochuyijuhua：“qusiba，kelianchong。”