huanghunxiadehuodongshinei，shaonianheshaonvxiangduierzuo。
“niweishenmexiangjiaruwomenguanxingshe？”
“ng……yinweiwohenxian，xiangzhaodianlezi。”
“你可以出去了。”
“haoba，qishishishetuanguwenzhoulaoshiyaoqiuwojiarude，woqiantarenqing，buhaojujue。”
“zheihaichabuduo。wojiaoyeluoli，jinniandasan。”
“wozhidao，xuejiezaixuexiaoshimingren。”
“neijiuhaoshuole。tongxue，nixiangxinguwenmingcunzaime？”
“……shijienizhideshinazhong？ruguoshixiashangzhouzhiqian，sanxingduiyijiyijingzhengminghaiyouguyuguodecunzai……”
“wozhidebushineixie。wosuoshuodeguwenming，shibucunzairenleilishijiluzhizhong，beimouxiecunzaikeyiyinman，juyoubukesiyililiangdewenming。bieyongneizhongyanshenkanwo，wobushishenjingbing。”
“shijienishuode，shileisiyatelandisineizhongme？”
“nikeyizheimelijie，neime……nixiangxinme？shishanghuiyouchaoziranliliangcunzai……”
“我相信。”
“为什么？”
“因为我很倒霉。”
“……youshenmeguanlianme？”
“ruguoshishangyouchaoziranliliangdehua，neiwoyinggaijiushieyunchanshen，beimingyunzuzhoudechaonengliba……”
“e？”shaonvlailexingqu。
“dagebifang。birucaiyingbi。wotongshixuanzezihehua，danwangwangyingbihuishuqilai。”shaonianwunaitanshou。
见少女不信。
tanachuyikuaiyingbidiuchu，yingbiluodaozhuoshangxuanzhuan，zuihouwenwendeshuliqilai，jielianjiucijieshiruci。
“haoqiangde……eyun。”shaonvgankaidao。
shaonianwunaidao：“duiba。”
“bu，conglingyigefangxianglaishuo，henlihaia……”
shaonvyanmouweiliang，niezhejingzhidexiabazuosisuozhuang，“ruguonixiangzhexiangfandejieguo，jiejubujiuhuichaoxiangduiniyoulideyibianleme？”
“woshiguo，meiyongde。wulunruhejiejudouhuidaoxiangduiwobulideyimian，chifangbianmianmeiyoudiaoliao，waimaimeiyoukuaizi，shangxuebeidianfengshandiaoluozatou，tushushibeidaotashujiayadao，qichebeichezhuang……pingjunmeitiandouhuifashengyijiandaomeishi，huodahuoxiao。”shaonianyuqikuse，“zheishishangyaoshiyoushenling，wokendingshibeishuaishenfutileba？”
shaonvtingdezashe，ziyanziyudenannandao：“nandaoshisheji「yun」denengli？”
“你说什么？”
“a，meishenme……nijiaoshenmemingzi？”
“luzhou。jinniandayi。”
……
医院病房内。
结束回忆。
yeluoliwangzheyanqianbingchuangshangshuangmuhequanshenbeibengdaicengcengguozhu，hunshenchamandiandijiaoguan，mianmuquanfeidemunaiyi。
tahennanbaduifanghenaohaizhongneigezaihuanghunjiaoshineihezijijiaotan，yanshenchengchedeqingxiushaonianzhonghezaiyiqi。
“zhoulaoshi，zheishizenmehuishi？”
yeluoliwendao，shengyinqingleng，daizheyisinuyi。
zaitapangbian，zhanzheyimingchuanzhebaisechenshanheheisejinshenkuojiaoku，youzhechaomobanshuangtuihexianxiyaoshendeduanfayujie，bengjindechenshanlingkou，rangrenrenbuzhuweiniukoudeanweidanxin。
zhoutongtanqidao：“zhidaozuowanshangyejiedebaozhaba？fashengshijiandeshihou，tazaifujin。”
“shibaozhazaochengdeyiwai？”
“suanshiba。haoburongyinadaodagongdeqianchuquchiyidunjiuyudaozheizhongshi，zheijiahuoyezhenshidaomeitoudingle。”zhoutongzhualezhuatougankaidao。
yeluolitingwanyouxiebushiziwei，chenmoshumiao，dao：
“他的家人呢？”
“tameiyoujiaren，yebunengshuomeiyouba。fanzhenghenjiuqianjiuduanjueleguanxi，shuoshigueryechabuduo。zhiyuyuanyinma……”
“厄运缠身。”
“meicuo。suirantashenshangdeeyunzhizhenduitageren，danzongshiweiraozhetafashengyixiliededaomeiheguaishi，sheinengbuduoxiang？batadangchenglesangmenxingganchujiamenyeshiqinglizhinei。”
yeluolilengxiao：“qinglizhinei？zheisuanshenmejiaren。”
“renzhixing，eye……”
zhoutongcongxiongkoudechenshankoudailimochuxiangyan，xiangdaoshiyiyuanyourenzhefanglehuiqu。
“tahaiyougenvyou，buguocongshiqingfashengyilaiyicidoumeichuxianguo，yejiushinatadangtikuanjiba。zheixiaoziyeshi，mingmingzhidaoduifangshishenmehuose，quehaishiyigenjindebadagongdeqiannaqujita，haobubaoliudeduirenjiahao。huanlaideshishenme？”
周瞳埋怨着。
yanyinfanledetabuguanshibushizaiyiyuan，dianranyigenxiangyan，pazaichaowaidakaidechuanghuchu，shenshendexileyikou。
yeluolikanxiangbingchuangshangde‘munaiyi’。
“能治好么？”
周瞳摇摇头。
叶落璃看向她。
zhoutonglikemingbaitadasuanshuoshenme：“dazhu。jiusuannibatazhaoruguanxingshe，xiangyaodongyongneijiandongxibangtazhiliao，nidegongxianhaibugoushiyongyicide。”
“erqieneidongxiyezhibuhaotadebing。”
“病？”
“tameihenishuo？tadeleguai，kuosanquanshen，xiandaiyixuezhibuhao，yijingmeijigeyuehaohuole。”
叶落璃沉默。
zhoutongyoushenxileyikouyan，xiangyanjisuranshao，
“呼……”
“benlaiwojuedetajuyou【zizhi】，rangtajiaruguanxingshe，wanyinengjuexing，jiuhaiyouxiwang，jiusuanshibai，qimayenengrangtazairenshengzuihoujieduanxiangshouxiangshoumeihaodeqingchun，danxianzai……shishihaizhenshinanliao。”
tadiudiaoyanzui，congyeluolishenpangzoukai。
“jiudangmeizheihuishi。wangjiba。”
啪嗒。
房门打开又关上。
yeluolizuodaochuangbian，zuihoushenshendekanlechuangshangluzhouyiyan，zhuanshenlikaizhiji。
“师姐？”
luzhoushayadeshengyinxiangqi。
yeluolijiaobuyidun，niutoukanqu。
“是你么？”
“嗯，是我。”
“果然……”
“你怎么知道的？”
“weidao，nishenshangdeweidao……henxiang。”
“……danzibuxiao，yaoshiqitarenganduiwoshuozheizhonghua，tajiusidingle。”
tingdaoduifangdeshengyin，naohaifuxianneizhongqinglengjuemeidemianrong。
路舟勉强挤出笑容，
“woyinggaiyebuliwai，buyongshijiedongshou，wohenkuaijiuyaosile……”
叶落璃沉默。
“qishiwobupasi，henzaoyiqianwojiuzhidaowohuisi，shenzhihaiyoudian……qidai？zhishimeixiangdaohuizheimekuai。”
“为什么？”
yeluolichayidao，zhengchangrenyinggaibuhuiqidaisiwangba？
“woyebuzhidao，zhishiyizhongganjue，leisi……keke……kekekekeke……！！”
说到这里。
luzhouhuxituranjicu，kaishijuliekesou。
jiqifachujicudejingbaosheng。
“让一下。”
hushiheyishenghenkuaiganlai，yuanbendanrendebingfangyixiazibiandeyongji。
“kuai！jibingrendazhitong。”
“xianruhunmile，xinzangzhouting，shangshenshangxiansu，1haosheng。”
“**，bingrendeqingkuangbuleguan。qingninchuqu，kanwangjieshule。”
beiqingchuqudeyeluolizuihoukanleyanbeiyishengbainongdeluzhou，yongzhiyoutazijitingdaodeshengyinshuolesangezi。
“活下来。”
…………
“活下来。”
“我能活下来么？”
“huoxialaiyouyoushenmeyisi？”
xianruyunjuedeluzhouyixijiantingdaolezheijuhua，yishishaoweiqingxingleyixie。
zaitayanqian，shiyipianhunzhuoheiandeyishikongjian，guangguailuli。
“zheilishi……wodemeng？”
jiyipianduanjiazazheshubuqingdemengjingsuipian，fangfowubianwujidebanboxinghai，hunluan，wuxu，haowuluoji，queyouyichangmeili。
luzhoucongzhongkandaolehenduoguowanghemengjing。
youxiezaoyiwangji，youxiejiyishenke。
yekandaolezuowanshangyejiefashengbaozhashigengduojutidehuamian。
baozhadechongji，feisandetiepi，posuidezhuoyi，haiyou……hunzairenqunzhongjingkongshicuodeliubaiyi，zijidenvyou。
tabeixiaoneidefuerdailazheshou，kandaoledaodideziji，yandifuxianchuyishunjiandejinghuang，quezhuanshunbiandebingleng，zhuangzhexiangmeikandaoyiyang，touyebuhuidegenzheduifangpaole。
jiuyinweipaduifangwuhui，napazijisileyewusuoweime？
路舟自嘲一笑。
“人心啊。”
“还真是捂不热。”
“要是有来生……”
【lunhuixuwang，zhizhengjinchao】
tadeyishimianqiantuwudetiaochuyixingshanshuodezitiao。
【renshengmonixitongjiazaiwanbi，shifoujinxingdiyilunmoni？】