我耳畔嗡鸣作响!
zheibukeneng,xihaochenzenmehuihebuyuegejiehun,tazaipianwo。
ketashixihaochen,taxianghesheijiehundouyoukeneng。
“nikaiwanxiaode……shiba?”
wofachushengyindeshihoucaiganjuedaosangzifagan,xiangshizaiyonglidianjiunengchechuxuelai。
ertongshiwojindingzhexihaochen,qiwangtashuochuyige“shi”huozhediantou。
raner,tameiyouhuidawo。
tazhongxindixiatou,fanguowenjianyiye:“huishejibuqujibuyuegedaogeqian。”
谁给谁道歉?
woyouxiemangran,dengfanyingguolai,shoudouzaifadou:“tatouwozuopin,wohaiyaojitadaoqian?woyaobuyaozaiguixialaijitakeyige!”
xihaochentaitouzhouqilemei。
wozhidaozheishitashengqideqianzhao,keworenbuzhu。
woyijingshiquleqinren、airenhepengyou,ruguolianzijidexinxuedoubaobuzhu,neihuozhedeyiyishishenme?
xiangdaozheier,woturanjiuhaoxiangyoulediandiqi。
“wobuhuijibuyuegedaoqian,womeiduibuqitaguo,shitaqianwo。”
danxiayimiao,xihaochenzuozhelunyiraoguobangongzhuotingzaiwomianqian。
tayiziyidun:“neiniqianwodeni?duluyan,niyiweineiliangnianjiushiquanbu?”
tingjianzheihua,wohenhenyizhen。
wokanzhenanrenneishuangbizhiqizhangquezaiyezhanbuqilaidetui,chanlewoliangniandeneigeemengzaicifuxiannaohai。
qiqudeshanlushang,chezizaizhuangshanglubiandedashitouhougunxiadoupo。
一圈,又一圈。
zuihouchekazaixiamianpanshanludehulanshang,biqianglichuleqiyouxieloudeweidao,quanshixuexingwei……
wohexihaochennengzaineichangchehuolicunhuoxialaishigeqiji,gengqijideshiwomeishoushenmeshang,yinweixihaochenyizhibawohuzaihuaili。
但他的腿……
zheishiwoqiantade,woyongyuanyehaibuqing。
wokeyiduibuyuegebuman,danruguozheiyiqiedoushixihaochendeyisi,neiwojiubunengyouyidianbuyue。
keneixiezuopinxiangdangyuwodeshengming!
wochuixiayan,neixinzaizhengzha。
xihaochenyemeizaishuohua,xiangshizaidengwodetuoxie。
wozongshiduitatuoxie,yuanlaishiyinweiai,houlaishiyinweiaihekuijiu。
banshang,wozhongyuxiangmingbai,zhongxinkanxiangxihaochen。
“ruguowobazheishuangtuipeijini,ninengbunengrangbuyuegebawodedongxihaijiwo?”
……
shifenzhonghou,wozouchulexishijituandedamen。
xihaochenmeiyouyaowodetui,tadangshideyanshenkenengshijuedewofengle。
tajilewoyigelibaideshijian,rangwoxianghaolequhebuyuegedaoqian。
shizhuxiangxiaotoudaoqian,duohaoxiao,zhenshiwensuoweiwen,qiansuoweiyou。
yingmianyizhenmenredefengchuilai。
wodeyanqianshuranyizhenmohu,taishouqurou,caifaxianshijizaiyankuanglidediandianleishui。
bu,wojueduibuhuijibuyuegedaoqian。
我宁愿失去一双腿。
woxiadingjuexin,zhuanguoshenzhongxinzoujinxishijituandedalou。
zaidiantili,woyibianbianzaineixindacaogao,yizhiyudiantidaoledinglou,menkaineike“ding”deyishengjiwoheleyitiao。
zheiyizhengcengdoushixihaochendebangongshi。
woshenxilekouqizouchudianti,yitaitou,quekanjianyigerenbeiduizhewozhanzairuodadeluodichuangqian,zhengnazheshoujibuzhidaozaihesheidadianhua。
qiangliedeyangguangxia,nanrenwuguanwanmei,xizhuangxiadeshuangtuibizhiyouli。