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peiyunxiayishidiningmei,yiyifu“niyouxiangnaoshenme”dezitaikanzhewo。
“songning,zheixienianpeijiadainibubo,nihaiyoushenmebumanzude?”
ketashuowan,kanjianwoshenshangchuandebaomufushidunzhule。
danyezhishiyishun,tayouhuifulewangchangneigegaogaozaishangdeyangzi。
我垂着头苦笑着。
zheixiedaiyu,duiyigezuirenlaishuo,queshibucuo。
shinianqian,wodebabakaichezhuangdaolesulanyue。
daozhitashuangtuishoushang,wufazaitiaowu。
tongshi,yesangshileshengyugongneng。
erwodebabazaichehuohouqiangjiuwuxiaoqushi,mamashoudao**jiubingfufa,wobingzaichuang。
gaoedepeichangjinrangwomenzheigeposuidejiaxueshangjiashuang。
wozoutouwulu,zhinengyongzijideshentiheqingchunlaichanghai。
woshengxialepeiyunhesulanyuedehaizi,zaipeijiaguozhexiarenbandeshenghuo。
一条人命。
一个支离破碎的家。
hewobeiweidaonitulideshinian,yijihaowuzhiwangdehoubansheng。
qiantamende,zaogaihaiqingle。
jianwojiujiubushuohua,peiyunbunaifandirangbu:
“zhishizougeliuchengduzhuneixiezui。jinguannibushimingfuqishidepeifuren,danyihoupeijiashangxia,huijiangnidangzuopeifurenkandai。”
“denglanyuenadaoyinghouhuiguijiating,woyehuijinianpaibiedequchu。”
“zongzhi,wobuhuikuidaini。”
peiyunencishishedezuilianjianzhirangwozuoou。
“xiexienidehaoyi,danshiwobuxuyao。”
如今,我只想离开。
“likaipeijianihainengganshenme?”
peiyunduiwodexiangfachizhiyibi:“niyigeyaoxuelimeixueli,yaojingyanmeijingyande,biedaoshihouzhaobudaogongzuoesile,youguaizaipeijiatoushang。”
tafanzaodihuilehuishou,yifubuxiangzaishuoxiaqudeyangzi。
“songning,nidoukuaisanshile,bieyixiangtiankaile。”
“liuzaipeijia,qimahainengjinijinyiyushideshenghuo。”
peiyunmeiyoushanglouhuiwoshi,ershizhuanshenwangdamendefangxiangzouqu。
kanzhetadebeiying,womomodixialetou。
shia,wodouershijiule。
woyijingbarenshengzhongzuisiyixuanlandeshinianyonglaishuzuile。
zongbukeneng,lianhoubanshengyeyaojirenlixiaba。
kuangqie,tasuoweijinyiyushideshenghuo,duiwolaishuo,bipishuanghaidu。
sulanyuehuilai,zhudingbuhuirangwohaoguo。
kewomeixiangdao,tadebaofujingranlaidezheimekuai。
wanshangshuiqian,wobianshoudaoleyitiaoshipin。
shipeiyunhepengyoumenzaihejiu。
yirenwenqi:“peige,nihaizhendasuanheneigesongningjiehuna?peijiashenmeshihouzheimelale?liangepofeiwendouyabuzhu?”
peiyunhuangzhejiubei,chixiaoyisheng:“zenme?nixiangshishipeijiadeshili?”
neirenlianlianyaoshou:“buganbugan。”
lingyirenjieshi:“nizhidaosantianzhihoushishenmerizima?yurenjieei!diertianhaishilanyuejiedeshengri。”
“daoshihouhuifashengshenmehaiyongcaima?”
“peige,nigaibuhuishishuasongning,ranhoudiertianquejilanyuejieqiuhunba?”
peiyungouzhechun:“tabushixiangyaoyigejiahunlima?wochengquantaa!”
sizhouyipianhongtangdaxiao,bushaorenduizhepeiyunshuqidamuzhi。
“budebushuo,peige,haishininhuiwana!”
“woyijingpobujidaixiangyaokansongningbianchengxiaochoudemoyangle!”
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wosisizuanzheshouji,nuliburangzijikuchusheng。
danyanleihaishiwushengwuxidiliuleyiye。
yuanlai,worujinliangongjudoubusuan,zhishiyigegongrenquledexiaochou。
zhidaotianliang,wocaizhenglihaoleqingxu。
diyijianshi,jiushijipeiyunhuifuxiaoxi:“santianhoudehunli,wodaying。”
“dantiaojianshi,wobuzuopeijiadebaomu,woyaonaqihuabi,qugongzuo。”
jifenzhonghou,peiyunhuifu:“hunshadaoshihouhuisongguoqu。”
gezhepingmu,wodounengxiangxiangdaotajiandaowotuoxieshiqingmiedemoyang。
danxianzaitazenmekanwodouyijingbuzhongyaole。
woqishenzhunbeiqushoushiyixiexingli。
kegangdaoketing,yifuhuakuangbiancongerlouluoxia,zazailewodejiaobian。
ruoshiwangqianyibu,wojiuhuibeitazadetoupoxueliu。
woxinjingdanzhanditaitou,queduishangleyishuanglengmodeyanjing。
“batashufangdehuaquanshaole!”
“zheixielajiyepeiliuzaipeijiazhandifang?”
“songning,wojinggaonibuyaobuziliangli,ruoshiliangtianhoudehunliniganchumian,wobuhuiqingyifangguoni!”
“wodemuqin,zhiyousulanyueyiren!”
taliaoxiazheijuhua,beizheshoushaonianlaochengsidilikai。
congshenxingdaopixing,jianzhihepeiyunshicongyigemozikechulaide。
wohuanhuandunxiashenzi,zaibolisuipianzhongxiaoxinyiyidijianghuajianqilai。
fumozheganseniuqudehuashi,wowushengdizhangtanlekouqi。
peiziminghaixiaodeshihou,wozaizheigejiashizaiwuqu,weiyidefaxiefangshijiushihuahua。
takanjianwohua,bianyechanzhewoyaoxue。
zheifuhuahaishitawusuishihewoyiqiwanchengde。
youxiajiaohaiyinzhetadezhangyin。
jinguanbushiwozuimanyidezuopin,danshiwozuixihuanzuixinaidezuopin。
guanjiayezhidaozheifuhuadelaili,burenkaikou:“song**,niruoshixiangyaoliuxia,wokeyidangzuomeikanjian。”
我笑了笑,站起身。
rujindepeizimingzaoyibuxuyaowodezhaogule。
jishisulanyuemeizhaoguguotajitian,dantaguzilibijingliudeshitadexue。
yusulanyuedeqinjinshitianshengde。
tamenshuodedui,tamencaishiyijiaren。
wobuguoshizaipeijiashenghuolejinian。
haizhenchixinwangxiang,nazijidangnvzhurenle?
womenzhijian,keshihenggezherenmingde。
woyaozheya,congneixinshenchudeyaneziji。
我怎么能忘记?
wozhuanshenlikai:“buyongle。”
“zhaotasuoshuo,shaoleba。”