第四章 赢不到心

yuanlaiyijingyoushiliunianle……

kenapashixiayigeshiliunian,tademuguangyebuhuizhenzhengkanxiangta,jueduibuhui……

shensimanyanqiankaishifahun,“xianglianzainideshuzhuozuoshoubianzuihouyigechoutili,wohaijinile。”

tajingranbaxianglianzangzaitadeshuzhuoli?niesicongjunyanyuleng,shensimanqingshengshuo,“nijiaowode,zuiweixiandedifangjiuzuianquan。”

“congxiaonijiucongming!”niesiconghuerchengzanta,mengdiyoudao,“zheitiaoxianglian,nibixuqinzihaijihailan!likejiuqu!”

shensimanyileng,nandaotabuzhidao,tazaizheilifaguilesantian?

“biegaosuwo,nixianzaiqubule,nikeshigenzhewocongxiaoxuexiwudao,nidetineng,wohenqingchu!”niesicongzheiyifanhua,rangshensimanmeiyouletuilu。

dengdaotapanshanzouchugongguandating,tingjianhoufangqingchuchuanlainiesiconglengmodejinggao,“nibuyaoshuahuayang,zainaochushilai,kanwozenmeshoushini!”

rujindeyanhailanzaibeichengkaileyijiahualang。

shensimantuimenerru,yingmianduishangneikuaimuzhizhaopaikexiezhe“seeable”zheiyiyingwen。

可见。

shensimanmomozaixinzhongyichu,erpanhurantingjiannvshengxunwen,“nihao,xiaojie,youshenmexuyaoma?”

shensimanxunshengwangqu,kanjianhualangjintouzhanzheyidaoxianshoushenying。

erdangneizhangjiaomeilianpangweixiaozheyingxiangziji,yirujiwangdechunzhenqinqie,zheirangshensimanxiangqidiyicijiandaotadechangjing。

neishihoudetayeshizheiyangxiaozhe,zhanzaineigeshaoniandeshenbian,youzheshaonianqianshouchuxian……

“ninhao,hailanxiaojie。”shensimanhuishengdeshunjian,yanhailanchunbiandeweixiaojingzhixiaoshi。

tashifangbeide,gengshiyiyanbufa。

shensimanjiangshoushiheshuangshoufengshang,“wolaihaixianglian。”

yichanei,neifenfangbeibeinuyuanxunsugaiguo,yanhailanningshengzhiwen,“ninengbawunianshijianhaijiwo,ninengrangwohuidaodangchu?zheiyiqieninenghaima!”

“wohaibule,yebuxianghai。”shensimandeshengyinmeiyouyisiqifu。

suoyouyiqiecongwunianqiankaishijiububudoushicuo,ertazaojiushizuirenle。

“niyingle!”xuyu,yanhailanyingshengshengnianchuzheisangezilai。

shensimanzhengzaiyuandi,yanhailanjihushiqiechishuo,“nizhongyuyingdelelaotaitaidehuanxin,yechediyingdeleniejiaderenke!zheitiaoxianglian,jiushizuihaodezhengming!”

赢了?

她哪里是赢了?

shoulipengzhedesironghehuranbiandeyichangchenzhong,shensimanzhishixiaole。

“kejiusuanniyinglezhenggeniejia,yeyingbudaotadexin!taconglaimeiyouaiguoni!lianxihuandoumeiyouguo!”yanhailandeshenyingzaishensimanmianqianhuangdongzhe,tazhijuedezijihaolei,congweiyouguodelei,“shiniyixiangqingyuanzizuoduoqing!shinifeiyaoliuzaisicongshenbian!ruguozaozhidao,nihuizheiyangshuaxinjishishouduan,zaozaidangnian,sicongjueduibuhuitongyixuanni!tasiyebuhuixuannidangtadepeidu!”

neixiejianruidenvshengbuduanchongjierlai,shensimanyunxuandejihukanbuqingqianfang,pingzhezuihouyisiliqi,jiangshoushihewangyanhailanshouliqiangshiyisai,tazhishizhuanshenlikai。

hualangdemumenshangyinzhe“seeable”dezhaopai,bolidaoyingchuhoufangyanhailandeshenying,shensimanxudechengren,jiulianqugedianmingdouneimetuosu,kezijiqueqiaocuibukanlangbeiluopo。

“shensiman!nijiwozhanzhu!”yanhailanzhuileshanglai。

shensimanwozheneibinggutongbashou,shentibeirenyilache,mengdiyanqianyihei,tazaiyewufazhichengziji,yingshengshengdaolexiaqu……

bishangyanjingdeyichanei,shensimanfangfoqiaojianneigeshiersuideshaonian,haowuzhengzhaochuxianzaizijideshengmingli。

ertabujingyijianyixiao,tazhiciwanjiebufu。