第二章通房书意
wodieshigepoyoucaimingdejuren,yibeizimeiyoukaozhongjinshi,zuolegexiaoguan。
congxiao,wobianshoudiediexunran,shiwenduanzi,xiedeyishoupiaoliangdezanhuaxiaokai。
basuineinian,wodiexiedeyipianwen,dezuileyiweidaguan,jiwodieanlegezuiming,kanletou。
gegequzhaoneidaguanlilun,beihuohuodasi。
woniangqujigumingyuan,beidalewushidaban,taihuijiashi,yijingzhishengyikouqile。
wobeidangchengzuinufamai,zhanzhuanlehaoxierizi,maidaolejinganhoufu,chengweishiziyeyuanzilidesasaoyahuan。
shizibiwodaliangsui,neinianwobasui,tashisui。
shizizuiaidushu,tajuedeyahuanxiaosimendoubenbende,woshiyahuandangzhong,nandeshiwenduanzi,haihuizuoshide。
tabianpolijiangwotichengerdengyahuan,weiwociming“shuyi”,zaishufanglisihoubimo。
yahuanmendoubuxihuanwo,tamenandilidoumawoshihumeizi,buyaoliandegouyinshizi。
tamenzaidalengdetiantoutouzaiwobeiwoliposhui,wangwodefanlichanshazi。
woweiqudiduozaibeiwoliku,genshizishuo,woxiangquzuosasaoyahuan。
shizidezhilewodexiangfa,zaiwomianqian,xiexia“yejuanyunshusuiyilan,wenshoubifangguantachao”。
taxunchileneixieqifuwoderen,rangwoanxindangcha。
shiwusui,shizishenpangdeyahuanxiangpachuangzuoyiniang,jishizixialeyao,shizijiangneiyahuandalechuqu,duozaishufang,yongbishoucizijidedatui,rangzijiqingxing。
wozhengzaishufangdasao,danxindiweishizizhixue。
shizishuangyantonghong,wenwo:“shuyi,ni......keyuan?wo......dingbufuni......”
yushizichaoxixiangchuzhengzhengqinian,tabaodushishu,wencaifeiran,fengdupianpian,tonglingdegongzimen,zaozaishiersansuibianyouletongfang,shiwuliujiuchengleqin。
danshizizhengrizhizhidushu,conglaibujinnvse。
tashitianshangdemingyue,woshidishangdechenai,conglaibuganxiaoxiang,zhijiangneilingrenxintongdejidong,maizaixindi。
一夜抵死纠缠。
shiziyutaiwoweiyiniang,furenbuyun,yiwanbizitangguanruwofuzhong,wochengweileshizidetongfang。
tajiangwolanzaihuaili,shuotaduibuzhuwo,rihou,dinghuijiwogemingfen。
其实,我不在意的。
wobenshizuinudeshenfen,jinrushizifu,chidebao,chuandenuan,fushangdezhuzi,conglaibucengkedaixiaren。
woduijinganhoufushiganjide。
zhiyaonengliuzaishizishenbian,jiusuanmeimingmeifen,woyebuzaiyide。
henkuai,jinganhoufurenweishizidingleqin,yaoquchengxiangjiadedinvweiqi。
laofurenxiangjiangwosongdaozhuangzishang,shiziyulaofurenjulilizheng,yizaibaozheng,dizichushengzhiqian,jueduibuhuiyoushuzishunvchusheng。
我才被留了下来。
shizixinhunneiri,wobeijuzaipianyuan,budekaojinzhuyuan,tingzhewaibianchuichuidada,shifenrenao。
dierri,tingshuo,shizizaidongfanghuazhuye,diuxiaxinniangzi,duzizaishufangdaidaotianming。
shizifurentingshuolewodemingzi,jiangwojiaodaogenqianliguiju。
woduanzheguntangdechabei,guizaishizifurenmianqian,yizhidaochaliang,shousuan。
shizijiandao,kanlewoyiyan,yanli,shiwokanbudongdefuza。
taduishizifurenshuo,“fuzhongjiaoyoufurendali,ruhechuzhixiaren,quanpingfurenzuozhu。”
我的心,沉到谷底。
wodeminga,jiushizheimedejianni。