第1章

第1章

wochushengneinian，yeyezuoleyigezhongyaojueding，tuichujianghu。

zheigexiaoxichuanchuzhihou，wojiayuanbenqingjingdeyuanluodunshirenaoqilai，meitianmentingruoshi，cheshuimalong，lairenluoyibujue。laidezheixierendoushibeifangfengshuijiedegelurenwu，tamenlaiwojiadoushiweiletongyijianshi，quanshuowoyeyefangqizheigejueding。

danshiwuluntamenzenmequan，yeyedoushineiyijuhua，“zheishi，jiuzheimedingle。”

youderenhenshiwang，tanzheqi，yaozhetouzoule。

youderenhenfennu，zhizhewoyeyepokoudama，linzouhaizalewojiadezhuozi。

youderengengguofen，feibizhewoyeyezaituichujianghuzhiqian，zaijitamensuanyigua，burandehua，tamenjiulaizhebuzoule。

woershunianqingqisheng，jianzheixierenzheimebujiangguiju，danu，huiwunachuletadeqixingbaojian，chongneixierenhoudao，“sheiganbiwoba，wonongsishei！”

yishenghuxiao，shanlinjijing，suoyourendoubushuohuale。

yeyemantiaosilidechouwanleyan，qiamieleyantou，zhanqilaibeizheshouzoule。

jianlaotouzoule，zhongrenmianmianxiangqu，tamenkanlekanshaqitengtengdewoershu，momodezhanqilai，huiliuliudezoule。

wobashenweiyeyezhangzi，qinzijiangtamensongdaolecunwai。

youyigerenlinshangcheshi，zhuantouzhizhewobadebiziehenhendishuoleju，“junyu，huiqugaosusishu，tazheishizuodebuzhangyi！wujiaqianwomende，nimenzaowandehai！”

wobayingzheneirendemuguang，dandandeshuoleyiju，“hao，wohuirangwodidizhuangaowobade。”

neirenyiting，erhuabushuo，ganjinshangchezoule。

congneizhihou，zaiyemeirenlaile。

wobahoulaiduiwoshuo，yeyeweilewo，bazhenggejianghudoudezuile。

这事还得从头说起。

womenwujiasuiranbushishenmexianhedexuanxueshijia，danshicongwoyeyewangshang，zushangshisandaidoushifengshuishi。zhishiwomenzheigejiazuyinweimouxieteshuyuanyin，xingshizongshigailaigaiqude。birujiapushangjiuxiezhe，songchaodeshihou，womenxingmurong，daolemingchaoshi，womenjiuxingmule。xingleliangbaiduoniandemuzhihou，daoleqingchao，womenyougaichenglewuxing。

woyeyejiaowuniansheng，shiwujiadedishisidaichuanren，sishinianqian，tashijianghushangzuiyoumingdeguashi，renchengmeihuashengshouwusiye。yinweitajingtongmeihuayishu，jirenduanguaconglaifenhaobucha，suoyibuzhilaobaixingqingtaduangua，fengshuiquanlidehenduofengshuidashiyushangnanshi，yehuiqiaoqiaodeganlaicangzhounanhezhen，zhaowoyeyeweitamenduanshangyigua。

zhengyinweiruci，yeyezaifengshuiquandediweihenyouyisi，mingqibuda，quemeiyourenheyigedashiganyuqingshita。suoyourenjianlewoyeye，buguannianjiduoda，shenfenduogao，doudegonggongjingjingdezunchengtayishengsishu。

yeyeshiliusuichudao，wushiliusuifenggua，sishinianjian，tayigongjirenqiguasanqianerbaijiushijiuci，meiyouyigeluogua（buzhun，buying，buyan）de。yeyeshiyigechuanqi，zaitadeneigeshidai，tajiushineixiefengshuidashimendeshen。

duifengshuishilaishuo，wushiliusuibingbushigaijinpenxishoudenianji，yeyezuozheiyiqie，queshidoushiweilewo。tashuorenyibeizinengqideguashiyoushude，tazheibeizi，nengyansanqiansanbaigua，suanwanlezheigeshu，tajiubunengzaipengzheixiele。

tayaobazheiyigualiujiwo，liujitaweiyidedisun。

suoyi，wochushengzhihou，tajiuguoduandetuichujianghule。

yeyeyoulianggeerzi，wobashizhangzi，jiaowujunyu，woershujiaowujunhuai，quzidaodejingqishizhang——zhiwozhexi，zewozhegui，junzibeiheerhuaiyu。wodemingzijiaowuzheng，yeshiyeyejiqude，tashuozhengzhegaojun，chushijuechen，shuozheigehaiziminggeqingqi，youxianfuzhiyuan，daojiasuiyuanerdong，yushiwuzheng，jiujiaotawuzhengba。

wodemingzi，jiushizheimelaide。

yeyetuichujianghuzhihou，badabufendexinsidouqingzhudaolewodeshenshang。woxiaoshihoutiruoduobing，santianliangtoudefashao，laduzi，wobamajingchangbanyedaiwoquyiyuan。duannaizhihou，yeyejiubawobaodaolelaozhaili，qinzizhaoguwo。

shuolaiyeguaile，ziconggenyeyeyiqizhuzhihou，wozaiyemeishengguobing。

wodetongnianhebiedehaizibutaiyiyang，wobuaigenrenshuohua，zongxihuanyigerenduoqingjing。bushangxuedeshihou，dabufenshijianwodoushiyigerenpadaofangdingshang，momodekanzhetianshangdebaiyunhuozhefanxing，hunranwangwo，yizuojiushisiwugezhongtou。

womapawoshuaizhe，jicigenyeyefanyingzheigeshi。

yeyebuyiweiyi，tagaosuwoma，“zheihaiziconghui，nimenbudong，bieguanle。”

mamabufangxin，youqugenwobabashuo，qiangliedeyaoqiubawocongyeyeshenbianyaohuiqu，tayaoqinzidaiwo。

wobayeyouzheigeniantou，jiciguzuyongqixiangheyeyeshuo，danshimeicihuadaozuibianle，shengshengdeyouyanhuiqule。meibanfa，bieshuotacongxiaodongshi，conglaibuganwuniyeyele，jiushiwoershuneilvyiyangdepiqi，yijianlewoyeye，dunshiyeshipidoubuganfangyigede。

zheishiwujiadejiafeng，erzizaifuqinmianqian，haiburugesunziyouzunyan。

rifuyiri，nianfuyinian，womanmandezhangdale。

woshiyisuineinian，yeyeliushiqisuile，neinianzhongqiujieguohou，yeyekaishijiaowowujiadefengshuishushu。woxianxuedeshifengshui，xuedehenkuai，wobahewoershuxueleershiduoniandoumeixuemingbaidedongxi，wozhiyonglebannianzuoyoujiuquanbuxuehuile。zhihouyeyeyoujiaowosuangua，jiaowofuzhou，jiaowoneigong，jiaowolianwushu。

xuexidedongxiyuelaiyueduo，meitiandouhenxinku，woyibianshangxue，yibianzuanyanwomenwujiademishu，neiduanrizi，tebiedechongshi。

sannianhou，woshisisui，shangchuzhongle，yeyeyeqishisuile。

guowantaqishidashouzhihou，yeyedeshentituranjiubuxingle，yilianjitian，tuxuebuzhi，bujiujiuqushile。

miliuzhiji，tabawoba，woershuhewojiaodaoshenbian，rangnvjuanmenhuibizhihou，jiaodailesanjianhoushi。

diyi，laozhaihexianchengdexinfangziliujiwoba。

dier，tadesuoyoucunkuan，chulejiwoshiwanzhiwai，qiyudedoujiershu。

disan，tazaijingchenghaiyouyitaofangzi，liujiwo。

tashuotazoulezhihou，jiurangwoqujingcheng，congciyihou，yigerenzhunei。tagaosuwobahewoershu，sheiyebuxujiwoqianhua，tongshiyebuxuwochuqudagong，zhaogongzuo。fanzhengchuleneishiwankuaiqianzhiwai，wojuebunengzaipengwujiadeyifenqian！

wobahewoershuhenchijing，tamenshuowohaishigehaizi，zheimezuo......

yeyebailebaishou，yongburongzhiyideyuqishuo，“zheijianshi，jiuzheimedingle！”

wobaheershuhuxiangkanlekan，jiezhedoukanxianglewo，muguanglimanshixinteng。

wobumingbaiyeyezheimeanpaideyongyi，yebudongdebabaheershuneiyanshenzhongdeshenyi，neishidewo，zhiguzheshangxinle。

jiaodaiwanzhihou，yeyerangwobaheershuchuqule。

fangjianlijiushengxiawomenzusunliangle，tacongruzixianachuyibenyonghongbubaoguozhedeshu，zhanzhanweiweidedijiwo，“dakai。”

wocalecayanlei，jieguolaidakaihongbu，limianshiyibenxianzhuanggushu，shangmianxiezhezheimejigezi——dongxuantianjifumichuanshierjinguangjianjue。

womangrandekanzheyeye，bumingbaitadeyisi。

“zheishiwujiademing......”yeyeningshizhewo，“wuzheng，nibatasikai。”

woyileng，“si......sikai？”

“dui！sikai！”yeyedeshengyin，jiandingerguojue。

wobuganbutingyeyedehua，zhandouzhefankaineibenshu，xinlizhiduosuo，buyoudeyoukanxiangleyeye。

“sikai！kuai！”yeyeyizhoumei。

wokezhizhuneixindezhandou，shenxiyikouqi，yibajiangshusikaile，fenchengleliangbufen。

qizhongyouyiyemeisihao，chekaile，liangbufengezhanlebanbian。

yeyexiaole，songlekouqi。

woquekule，jinzhangdekule。

“shaxiaozi，kushenmeya”，yeyeqiangdajingshen，zhihuiwo，“bahongbuyesikai，batamenbaohao。”

wohanzheyanlei，sikaihongbu，jiangliangbencanshuzhongxinbaoshang，shuangshoupengzhedijiyeye。

yeyemeiyoujie，tayiweishenzhangdekanzhelianggehongbubao，rushizhongfudeyixiao，“nibatamendaiqujingcheng，jinianhou，huiyoulinjiahourenquzhaoni，daoshihou，nisuibianxuanyibenjiaojilinjiaderen。niyaojizhu，zheishushangdemifashiwomenwujiademing，yeyeconglaimeijiaoguoni。zailinjiarenzhaodaonizhiqian，nijueduibukeyixueshangmiandemishu，zhidaoma？”

womangrandedianlediantou，quemeiwangshenchuxiang。

yeyerangwobashushouhao，jiezhedingzhuwo，“niyaojizhu，nidaolejingchengzhihou，keyijiaopengyou，danbunengchuquzhuanqian。ruguoyourenzhaonibanshi，niyaowentaxingshenme？jizhu，nidiyicibanshishijitangjiarenban，suoyichulexingtangdezhaoni，qiyuderenbuguanjiduomeyouhoudebaochou，nidoubunengdaying，mingbaime？”

woshijingdiantou，“ng，wojizhule。”

“mingbaime？”yeyelishengwen。

“ming......mingbai！”woganjinshuo。

yeyezheicaifangxinle，yuqirouhelexie，“jizhu，yeyejiaodainidezheixiehua，hesheidoubunengshuo，jiushinibabamamayebuxing。yeyezoulezhihou，nijiuqujingcheng，buyaodange，xueyebuyaoshangle，daolejingcheng，huiyourenjinianpaihaode。”

“ng”，wokuzhediantou。

yeyebishangyanjing，bailebaishou，“badongxishouhao，qubatamenhanjinlaiba。”

wozhanqilai，xianbashuzhuangjinshubao，jiezhelaidaowaimian，hanwobatamenjinlai。

dengwomenzaihuilaideshihou，yeyeyijingmiandaiweixiao，bimuershile。

wobaputongyishengguixia，yishengzhanghao，“ba！”

suoyourendouguixiale，beitianchuangdi，tongchexinfei。

yeyechubinneitian，lushangchuxianlejiutiaosanmiduozhangdeqingshe，shenshangzhanmanlebaifen，zaisongzangdeduiwuqianpaxing，fangfozaiweiyeyedelingjiukailu。neiyitian，youshubairenconggedixianhouganlai，liantongquancunnannvlaoshao，jinsanqianrenyiqi，weiyeyesongzang。

jiulongdaixiao，qianrensongzang，yeyedeshenhoushihongdonglezhenggecangcheng。

banwanyeyedehoushi，babadaiwolikailaojia，jiangwosongdaolejingcheng，zhujinleyeyeliujiwodefangzili。zheishiyigelaoshisushelou，weiyutongzhou，liangshiyiting，busuanduohao，danshitingganjing。wobapeiwozhulejitian，jiwomailegeshouji，banhaolexinxuexiaodeshouxu，dengworuxuezhihou，tajiuhuiqule。

linzouzhiqian，tabayizhangyinxingkadijiwo，shuo，“zheishiniyeyeliujinideshiwankuaiqian，shengzhedianyong，bugouledehua......”

taxiayishidexiangshuo，bugoulegenwoshuo，youyuleyixiazhihou，tachongwojichuyisixiaorong，“bugouledehua，zijixiangbanfaba。”

“baba，woshenmeshihounenghuiqu？”wowen。

“niyeyezenmegennishuode？”tafanwenwo。

“yeyemeishuo”，woshuo。

wobaqiangrenzheyanlideleishui，pailepaiwodejianbang，“zhaoguhaoziji，biejiniyeyediulian，zhidaoma？”

womingbaitadeyisi，zheibeizi，gujiwoshihuibuqule。

womeishuohua，momodedianlediantou。

babazhuanshenshangche，zoule。

wokanzhetadecheyuanqu，zaitaguaiguolukou，xiaoshideshunjian，wodeyanlei，duokuangerchu。

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