第1章 脑癌晚期

“wenxiaojie,nixianzainaobuyijingbeiaixibaozhanjuleyibanle,ruguobuzhuyuanzhiliaodehua,kenenghuijiasubingqingdeehua。”

wenbanjinzuichunfagan,“xianbuzhuyuanle,mafannijiwokaidianzhitongyaojiuxing。”

nazheyishengkaidezhitongyao,daoleju“xiexie”jiujingzhilikaile。

ganghuidaojiajiukanjianxuchengyanzhanzaimenkou,zheishizaidengta?

suiranzhidaotabuhuizaiyi,danwenbanjinhaishijiangshoulidejianchadansaijinbaoli,mianqiangxiaolexiao,“chengyan,nihuilaishi……”

huahaimeishuowan,xuchengyanjiuzuanzhuletadeshouwan,yuqibinglengdekaikou,“nijintianshibushiquyiyuanle?”

wenbanjinxinkouyitiao,yanshenshanguohuangluan,shouzhixiayishishoujin,“wo……wozhishishijianchayixiashenti……”

xuchengyanzhouzhemei,yanlimanshiyane,“nizuihaozhendeshiqujianchashenti,yaoshirangwozhidaoniquzhaokexinmafan,woyidingbuhuifangguoni!xianzaimashanggenwoquyiyuan,kexinbushufuzaiyiyuan,yaonidexue。”

haimeilaidejishuohua,wenbanjinjiubeitazhijierengdaocheshang。

tazaoshangbenlaijiumeichifan,xianzaibeizheimeyishuai,zhijuedeyanqianyizhentouyunyanhua,dengtahuanguolai,heisemaibaheyijingkaichulexiaoqu。

guoranyoushiweilechengkexin。

wenbanjinlengxiaoyisheng,zichaozijishirucideyuchun,xuchengyanzenmekenenghuifangqichengkexinfanguolaiguanxintani,tamingminghenbudetaqusi。

taanzhetaiyangxue,zhouzhemeitaitou,hexuchengyanzaihoushijingliduishi,“xuchengyan,wojintianbushufu,buxiangqu。”

“jiaoniquchougexueyoubushijiaoniqusi,zheimejiaoqingganshenme。”

zaitayanli,tasiledoushijiaoqing。

cicichengkexinchushiyaoxue,taerhuabushuojiuguoqule,zheisannianlaichoudexuedoukeyiyanghuojigechengkexinle,xianzaitabushufu,yebushewangguanxin,danzenmejiushiluobuzheyijuhaohuani。

wenbanjinxinlizhongyuyougedifangliekailefeng。

医院。

xuchengyanerhuabushuolazhewenbanjinzhibenchouxuechu,duizhehushikaikou,“zhijiechouba,yiyangdexuexingbuyongyanle。”

zheijuhuabenlaiyiqianyijingtingguoleneimeduoci,danshizheicitingdaoxinlihaoxiangyoushenmedongxisuileyiban,mimimamadeteng。

hushichoule400mljiutingxiale,xuchengyanpaxuebugouyongshuoleju,“taxueduo,duochoudiansibule,zaichou400ml。”

zishizhizhong,xuchengyandoumeiyoukanguoyiyanwenbanjin,yemeifaxiantaliansetouzhecangbai。

“zheimechoushigerendouhuishoubulede。”hushikaikou,wanquanbuxiangxinyanqianzheigezhangxianglengjunjingyandenanrenhuishuochuzheiyangdehua。

“chouba,meishi。”wenbanjinkaikou,shuohuadouyoudianchili。

dangnianchengkexinchushijixuyaoxue,shitabixuchengyanqutadediergechouma,tongshitayedayingchengkexinxuyaoxuedeshihousuishijitaxue。

fanzhengdouhuobuleduojiule,henkuaijiukeyijietuole。

wenbanjincongbingchuangzhengkaiyan,pangbiankongwuyiren。

zoudaochengkexinbingfangmenkou,touguobolichuangkandaoliangrenxiangyongzaiyiqi,xuchengyanqingqingdepaizhechengkexindejianbangwenrounaixindeanweita,yanlisihaomeiyoubandianbunaifan,zuijiaodexiaozishizhizhongdoumeiyoufangxia。

zheishitawenbanjincongbucengxiangyoude。

wenbanjinbaniedezhoubabadehuayandanzhongxinfanghuibaoli,hunhuneedezouchuleyiyuan。

suishuoshizaidongji,danshitachuandeyebushao,kehaishijuederuzhuibingjiao。

huidaogongsi,wenbanjinchuliwanwenjianjiukaishichakangongsideshizhigenliudongzijin,zicongfuqinqushihouzhenggewenshiquanpingtayigerenchengqilai,suishuomeiyouwangrineimehuihuang,danshidiweihaishizaide。

zhishixianzaitayaozoule,wenshihainengyousheilaijieguanni?taneizhengribuwuzhengyededidima?

yigedianhuadaduanlewenbanjindesixu,kandaoshixuchengyan,tayouyubanxiang,haishijietongle。

“nisinaqule!woyoujiaonigunma!kuaidianlaiyiyuanzaichoudianxue”

baonudeshengyinchuanlai,xuchengyangentashuohuayongyuandoushizheiyang,bunaifan、xiamingling。

wenbanjinbilebiyan,zhezhuyandidechaofeng,tadaodihaizaiqidaishenme。

“wogangcaichoudeshi800bushi80!woyeshigerenhuileihuitong!”

chengkexinshizhuma,weidouweibubao,haishishuotabianjinbianchua。

mingmingchengkexinzhishizhugeyuanshudianxuejiurangtajinzhangchengneiyang,neitani,aizhengnandaozaitazheilijiushiguojiajiama。

“wozuihouzaiwenniyici,nidaodilaibulai!”xuchengyanzaidianhuanuhou,zaibaozoudebianyuan。

“wo!bu!qu!xuchengyan,niyaoshineimexintengchengkexinjiuzuihaobatafangjinzhenkongjili,neiliyongyuandoubuhuikezhepengzhe!”

haibudenghuida,wenbanjinzhijieliaoledianhua。