第6章 给点希望不如不给

“touzixiangmu?”shenzhichucujinmeitou,duishenchangnandehuaguwangtingzhi,tangruotazhenyouzheifangmiandejingshangtounao,neiyeyeyebuhuibashenshijiaodaotashoushang。

“zhidaojiubaqianzhuanguolai,woxianzaijizheyong。”

shenzhichudao:“wokeyijiniqian,dannibixubatouzixiangmudeziliaofajiworangwoguomu。”

nagedangbadebeinverzheimeguanguo?shenchangnanjuedediulian,duizheshoujidama,mashenzhichushigepeiqianhuo,dangchujiugaiyizaodadiao,shuolejijuhenhuayoumaican。

jigebazhangzaijiketang,zheixiezhaolushenzhichuzaojiujianguanbuguaile,tingwanhou,zhipingdandihuifuduifangyiju:“haiyouqitayaoshuodema?wozheilimang,meiyouwojiuguale。”

“biegua,biegua,wojinikan!”shenchangnanganjinzhizhita,shengpatayigefanhui,daoshoudeyazijiufeile。

guawandianhua,shenzhichushouzaidiannaopang,meiduojiujiushoudaoleshenchangnanfaguolaidewenjian,tajiangwenjianzhuanfajizhulirangtadayinyifenjinlai,shunbianzaibangtapaoyibeikafei。

wenjiansongguolai,shenzhichuchuimoufankanzhe,zhidaoyibeimaozhereqidekafeisongdaotazhuoshangtacaitingxia,kafeisanfazhechunzhengdexiangwei,shenzhichutengchuyizhishouduanqilaiminleyikou,kafeishishangdengdelanshankafei,huiweidaizhexiang,kehaishitaikule。

tashitianyanku,yiqianchiyikeyaodoushiyaohanyikuaitangderen,rujinquebudebukaozheikukafeilaiweichijingshen。

shenzhichuminleyikouhoufangxia,jixuzhuanzhufankanshoulidewenjian。

shenchangnantouzideshichufangdichan,youzhuanxiangjihua,zhengshu,tuanduikansiyekaopu……shenzhichufankanbudaobanxiaoshishenchangnanjiudadianhualaicuiqian。

zhuliqiaoleqiaomen,yixineryongdeshenzhichuyibianjietingdianhuayibianrangzhulijinlai,tayanshensaoguoqushiyitashuohua。

zhuli:“shenzong,louxiaqinyishengzhaoni。”

qinmozenmelaile?shenzhichuyileng,yijingwuxiagujishenchangnan,congmangshuoleju“zhidao”houbianzhijieguaduanletonghua。

“nixiaquqingtashanglai,zaizhaogerenpaobeichasongjinlai。”

zaizhuliquqingqinmozheiduanshijianli,shenzhichujiang200wanhuidaoleshenchangnanzhanghushang。

shenzhichudingzheshouji,zhidaoheipingleyemeinengdengdaotabayishengganxie,tazichaoxiaolexiao,zuihoujiangshoujirengzaizhuoshang。

“shenzong,qinyishenglaile。”

bangongshimenmeiguan,kandaoqinmojinlai,tachongzheyipangdezhulihuilehuishoushiyitachuqu。

“zheibianzuo。”shenzhichushuozhezhanqishen,tadebangongshihenda,youzhuanmendehuiketanshiqu,kaozheluodichuang,talingzheqinmoguoquzuozaishafashang。

qinmoyijinlaijiuwendaoyigunongyudekafei,shunzheweidaowangzhuoshangyikan,guorankandaoyibeihedaoyibandekafei,tacujinmeitou:“nizenmehaihekafei?”

“bunenghema?”shenzhichujiangchajishangdechawangtafangxiangtuiletui,suiyiwenleju,“jintianlaishiyoushenmeshima?”

qinmozuoxialai:“kanlai,wozuowanhenishuodeshiniquanwangjile。”

shenzhichushenchuqudeshoumengdeyijiang,tasuohuilaianjingdezuozaishafashang,touchuizhe,kanzhejiuxiangzuocuoshidehaizi。

“jintianniwulunruhedouyaogenwoquyiyuan。”

shenzhichutaitoumeikanqinmo,ershikanzheshenpangyipenyijingkuweidelvzhi,tarudongchunban:“quzuoshenme?”

“xiangxijiancha,quedingzhiliaofangan,zhuyuan。”

qinmoxixidaliangshenzhichu,tabuguoyigeyuemeijiandaoshenzhichu,tajingshouchengzheiban,tawufaxiangxiang,yiqianganmaodazhendoupadaoyaokuderenyaozenmerenshouweiaifazuodetongku?

shenzhichuyaotou,ejiandesuifazhezhutayanzhongdeqingxu:“qinmo,wodebingjiuxiangzheipenhua,genyijingfulan,zaizenmezhiyezhibuhao。”

“chuchu,bushishinizenmejiuzhidaozhibuhao?nikeyimeirimeiyedigongzuo,keyiduizheyigebuainidenanrenfeijinxinsitaohaosinian,keniweishenmebuhuayidiandianshijianzainideshentishang?”qinmoweishenzhichugandaobuzhi,tacaiershisisuibudao。

tagaishijiankang,kuaile,chaoqipengbo,xiangshouzuimeihaoderensheng,erbushianyukuzaodehunyin,bazijikunzaigongzuoshang,gengbushirenshouaizhengdaijitadezhemo。

qinmozoudaoshenzhichushenpangxiangguoquneiyangmolemotadetou:“xianzaiyixuefada,zhiyaonibufangqihaohaojieshouzhiliaoshoushu,jiuyou……”tashuodaoyibanhuranzhishengshuobuxiaqule,yinweitakandaoshenzhichuyankuanghongle。

shenzhichuyoushoufumozhekuhuangdeyezi,nannandao:“neinigaosuwoshoushuchenggonggailvyouduogao?shibaifenzhi50,haishibaifenzhi20,haishibaifenzhi0.1dekeneng?”

qinmominjinbochun,meizhisheng。

“suanle。”shenzhichuqianchezheganliedechunjiaoxiaoleyisheng,“nihaishibieshuole,neidianxiwangburubuji。”

qinmodeyisitamingbai,sheibuxianghuo?buxiangyongyoujiankangdeshenti?ketacongweitingguodeleweiaiwanqiderenhainenghuoxialai……

shenzhichuyoushouyiyongli,neipiankuhuangdeyezizaitashouzhongfensui,congtazhifenglipushuowangdidiao。