第一章

yunguoshiwunian,jingwangfu。

我是被疼醒的。

wotangzaibinglengdechuangshang,yunjingzhuaizhewodetoufa,henhenwenwo:“chuge,nijiuzheimexiangjiajiwo?”

wodepiroubeitoufalachedibuchengyangzi,tengtongyoujiazhongjifen。

taehendebiaoqingrangwoneiyangmosheng。

“什……什么?”

woyazhesangziyonglikaikou。

tadingjinwoyanlidemuguanggengjianlile,wozheicaifaxiantayanzhongyouxuexing。

tahudibawofangkai,wobeihenhenshuaizaidishang,chelielebianbuquanshendeshangkou,wotenghunleguoqu。

zaicixinglai,wofaxianzijizaiyunfudejialao,zheilimianguanyadedoushiqiongxiongjiedejianu,yunjingbawoguanjinzheiliganshenme?

wozhengzhazheqishen,jinjinbaozhuziji,shudilaofangmenbeidakai,wokanjianleneigewoyizhixinxinnianniandeyungege。

zhishitameitoujinsuo,kanxiangwodemuguangneiyangzenge,jiuhaoxiangzaikanyigechouren。

“yunjing,woshenshanghaoteng。”

woyanzhongqinzhelei,xiwangtanengxiangyiqianyiyangzaiwoshenbiandunxiashenanweiwo,shuoyiju:“ananbupa,yungegehuibaohuanande。”

keshitameiyou,tadalewo,yongjinquanli。

“jianren,anrandaodiyoushenmedifangdezuinile,nijingranyaoxiaduhaita!”

lianshanghuolaladiteng,xinshangyeshizuanxindeteng,congshenmeshihouqi,yungegeduiwojiuxiangduiyigemoshengren,tabaduiwodesuoyouguanhuaidouzhuanyijileanran,neigechengxiangfudeyangnv。

“ta……tayouzenmele?”

woxinzhongdaizheweiquwen,bijingtaxianhaiwoyebushiyiciliangcideshile,kemeiciyungegedouxiangzheta,renwozenmejieshidouyushiwubu。

“youzenmele?”tatingdaowodehuasihugengfennule,henhentilewoyijiao。

yiwangtasuidaguowo,kecongmeiyouguojintianzheiyangpinfanqiehenjue。zheirangwobujinhaoqianranyouzuoleshenmeshi。

“她死了。”

tadehuayouruyibalijianzhizhicharuwodexinzang。

wozhenjingdiwangxiangta,zheicaidudongtayanlidehene。

anransile,taaideren,sile。

erwo,chengleneigeshahaitadexiongshou!

“bu,bu,womeiyou……womeiyou……”

wopinjinliqichaotadahan,keshengyinzaitengtongdesichexianeiyangcangbaiwuli。

“chuge,woyaonijitapeizang!”

zuihouyidileizaiyankuanghualuo,yanlidaoyingdeshiyunjingjuejuedebeiying。

taweishenmebutingwojieshi?

laofangliyinanchaoshi,wobeijiazheshangleshenpantai。

wocengtingdiedietiqiguo,yunfudejialaokanbilianyu,congneilimianmeiyouyigerennenghuozhechulai,suoweideshenpantaibuguoshishenpannigengshihenazhongsifa。

“犯人,可认罪?”

laidaozheiliderendoubeitongchengwei‘fanren’。

shenpanguanshiyunjingdexinfu,yeshidiediededuonianhaoyou,takanxiangwodemuguanghenshiburen,lianshenwendeyanyudoushizhandoude。

wozhanglezhangzui,yigeziyeshuobuchu,wozhinengzaiyishihaiqingxingshiyongliyaotou。

woyaojinshetou,buganyouyisixiedai。

“haigentafeihuashenme?”

zuozaiyipangkanzhezheiyiqiedeyunjinglengshengkaikou,wobujindalegehanzhan。

henxiaodeshihou,wotingdaoguozheijuhua——“haigentamenfeihuashenme?”xiayimiao,yunjingjiuhuzaiwoshenqiantiwoaileyibianzi。

yunjing,wodeyungege,tayaoduiwoyongxing?

tazhidaode,wozuipatengle。

wotaitou,zhengyingshangtademuguang,lenglengde,henhende。

shenpanguanyouxieyouyudixiaoxinduiyunjingshuo:“wangye,cinvzikeshichengxiangdarenpengzaishouxinshangdexiaojie,zheimezuo,kongpayouxiebutuo。”

“butuo?tajiushizhangzhelaochengxiangdeguanaicaihuizheiyangsiwujidan,lianzijidebaojiedoucanrenshahai,zheiyangdenvrenliuzheheyong?”

liuzheheyong?wokanzheyanqianzheigelengmoruchangdenanren,yikouxianxueduzailesangziyan。

tadehuameiyourenganweikang,yunguojingwangconglaidoushiyigeshafaguoduan、shuoyibuerderen,kewowanwanmeixiangdaotadeshafaguoduanyouyirijinghuiyongdaowoshenshang。

“来人,上刑!”

wozhongshibeiyonglexingju,renworuhepinmingzhengzhadouyushiwubu。

yunjing,nizhidaode,wozuipatengle,shizhilianxin,nizenmekeyizheiyangduiwo?

wozaixinliyuanhenleyunjingqianwanbian。

shenpanguanzaicikaikou:“renzhengjuzai,fanrenhaiburenzuima?”

shuohuajian,lianggeshenshangzhanmanxuejidenanrencishiyebeirentuolejinlai,xianranyunjingyeduitamenjinxingleyanxingkaoda。

“yunjing……ni,xiangxinwo,wozhende……meiyouhaiguoanran!”tashiwodeqinjiejie,wozaizenmejiduniduitahao,woyejuebuhuihaisita!

yunjingchongshangqianlaihenhendalewoyibazhang,nuhedao:“bizui!nibupeititademingzi”

ganjuezuijiaoyouyigureliuyongdong,lianshangjiushangweiyuyoutianxinshang。

yunjing,nidaodiyouduohenwo?