第三章 红疮

第三章红疮

jiexialezheidaocihunshengzhi,wodienianghenshihuanxi。

peijiasuibianzhaogemeirenlaitiqin,hehuangshangyubicihun,zishijieranbutong。

manjingchengsheibukuawoyoufuqi,zanqinjiajiaonvyoufang?

wodiexiaodelianshangxintianleliangdaozhezi:「rouniang,nimozaishixiaoxingzile,woqiaozhepeishizidainihaishihenkanzhongde。」

zhiqianmeirenqingman,wobuyuanjia,mianqiangsuanshiqingyoukeyuan。

rujinpeizhiqiulaicihunshengzhi,jileqinjiahewotiandadetimian,woyouhaiyoubumanzude?

我怎么满足?

mingzhipeizhicaijiwo,yaozheruwo,yaoqinshousongwoqusi,wohaiyaoxiangshangbeiziyiyangxiaozhejiajita?

我做不到。

chujianeiri,yahuanpozimenjinlewodeguifanghou,fenfenjingjiaochusheng。

haiyoubuwenzhongdexiaoyahuanhededafanletongpen。

zheifandongjingyindewodieniangdouguolaile:「daxiderizi,doumaomaoshishidezaiganshenme!」

meiyouyahuanpoziganhuihua,douzhanzhanjingjingsuozaiyipang。

wodieniangjinwuyikan,liangyanyiheixianxiezhanbuwen:「rouniang......ni......nidelian!」

jianwosihaobujingbuhuang,wodieniangfanyingguolai,wozheiyilianhongchuangdoushiwozijigaodegui。

wodienuma:「nishiyaofanletianbucheng?!」

wobuxiangfanletian,woyefanbulezheitian。

wozhishixiangyougeqingjingdedongfanghuazhuye。

shangyishidedongfanghuazhuye,duiwolaishuojiushiemengdekaishi。

peizhiyanewo,dongfanghuazhuyebawozhemodejiuxiangshiyiweibinsideyu。

进气多出气少。

wodepeijiayahuanjiwomuyushi,renbuzhukuchulesheng。

beiquerfufandepeizhizhuangjianle,dangchangfamai。

zheiyihui,zaiqihonghaoshidezhongbinkemianqian,peizhitiaokailewodehonggaitou。

peizhihaishineibanruguiruzhang,dahongdexifuyingchendetayufajunmei。

binkemenxiqishengxiangchengyipian,peizhiquebunufanxiao。

tayanmouyoushen,songbinkechuxifangqian,shenshendihuiwanglewoyiyan。

peizhizheiyangdeyanshen,woshangbeizijianguotaiduohui。

zaichuangtashanglingnvewoshi,famaiwodepeijiayahuanshi,naaiqiehouwoanranshenshangshi,shenzhiqinshoujiangwosuozaicitanglidengsideshihou。

peizhidouluchuguozheiyangyoushenyinandeyanshen。

他以我的痛苦为乐。

wopingzhuhuxi,shengpataquerfufan,buguwomanlianhongchuang,haiyaoxiangshangyishibanlingnvewo。

可那又如何?

woyebushitongdeshaole,wufeishizaijiezhetongxiaqubale。

zheibanxiangzhe,zaijiandaopeizhihou,wojiushengqidezhanlidoutinglexialai。

woyuanta、henta,kegengjupata。

zheiyishi,womeidaipeijiayahuanjinpeifu,liuzaixifangneisihoudedoushipeijiadeyahuan。

yiriweijinmishui,huanzuoshangbeizicaijiajinpeijiadewo,dingshiedezhuaxinnaogan。

keshangyibeiziwozaipeijiaaiguotaiduoe,zheidianezaojiusuanbudeshenme。

yahuanjibunongfancairangwochi,yebubeishuirangwomuyu。

算是喜忧参半。

peizhixijie,juebuyuanyipenglaoleiyiriweimuyudewo。

weicengxiang,peizhibingburuwosuoyuan。