第4章季家先祖
“xiaozi，wopiannizuoshen？ai！fanzhengyanjinyuci，xinbuxinzainige！”
yaotoutanxileyikouqi，laotouziduiwodao：“xingle，cijianshile，woyeyaozoulou。duile，tamendoujiaowoqiye，niyekeyizheiyangjiaowo。wojiazhuzailincundewangshanposhang，ruguoxiangzhaowo，suishihuanyinge！”
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kanzhetagouloudebeiying，wotiaozhemeitouxinxiang：tajiazhuzaiwangshanpo？
wangshanpozheigedifangjiwodeganjuehenshuxi？haoxiangzainalitingshuoguo，kejiushixiangbuqile。
lingwai，tagangcaiduishuodeyouguanyuzhuideshier，shizhendema？ruguoshizhende，wofuqinjiwozheizhongyuzhuishenmeyisi，zhendezhouwosi？
xiangdaozhiqiantahaizaidaocaorenshangxiezhewodemingziyongyijibai，wobiangengjiadanhan。
yaoleyaotou，wokongzhizijibuyaoluanxiangzheixie，bianditouzixikanlekanshoulidezheifengxin。
shouxianzaixinfengshang，wokandaolejigedazi——erjihanqinqi。
guangkanzheiziji，shiwofuqinwuyi。
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kaozhezushangliuxiade‘dizangbaodian’（fanghezilidegushu），zuyeyekaishilelaozuzongzuitonghendedaomuxingwei，minjianliushidebaobeiyeyishoupolandemingyishoulai，yebushangjiao，zaiheishijinxingjiaoyi，huanlaidabadecaifuyongyihuihuo。
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huashuoyaobushiyinweikanlefuqinliudezheifengxin，wogenbenwufaxiangxiang，shishihuishizheiyang！
raner，zheifengxinliuxiadeneironghaibujinyuci。
fuqinmoweihaishuo：dangnidakaizheifengxin，xiangxinwoyinggaimeinengchenggong，sizaileshachangle。yeshi，wokanbudongxianzuliuxiadeneibenshu，meiyourenhejingyan，zhinengmangan，zenmehuichenggongni？
haizi，buyaoquchangshizhaodaowodeshiti，yinweinihennanzhaodedaode。xiwangcongnizheibeikaishi，buyaozouwailu，buqiuguangzongyaozhu，danxutangtangzhengzhengdezuoren！
——父·绝笔！
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“yinggaimeichenggong？shenmemeichenggong？！”
“sizaileshachangshang？buyaozhaotadeshiti？wodiehuisi？wodiehuisi！！！”
dezhizheigeqingkuang，wozhenggerendoumamule。
haobantianwocaihuanguoshenlai，erhuabushuo，zhijiebenzheshachangpaoqu......
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jiranfuqinshuo，tahuisizaishachangli，wojiurenwei，zheishierkendinggenzhaodebiaotuobudiaoganxi！
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yigexiaoshibudao，wopaodaoleshachangzheibian。
womencundezheigeshachangmianjihenda，weileyiquanerdeqingshazhang。qingshazhangwai，dawangqisuizhehaifengdechuixilieliezuoxiang，daoshiyouneimedianqishigan。
wozhuyidao，jihumeiyigeqizixia，douyoulianggetoudaiyingqiaodazhanmao、zhuiwujiaoxingmaohui、shenchuanhuangxiejunyideshibing，zheixieshibingdabangtui、zhegaoyaopixie，shounawobuzhidaoshishaxinghaodebuqiang，kanshangqudaoshitinghurende。
anshuopingshi，shachangbuxuyaozheimeduoshibingkanshoude，kexianzaizheigeqingkuang，rangwoxiudaoleyisibutongxunchangdeweidao。
dangwoshunzheshachangmenkoupaojinqudeshihou，shoumendeliangmenshibingzhijiejiaqiangdangzhulewo。
“xiaojiahuo，zhidaozheishishenmedifangma？yeganwanglimianpao？buxianghuolema？！”yigezuolianyouzhewaixiewugongbahendeshibing，zuibalidiaozheyigengouweibacao，duiwozhigaoqiangdehoudao。
“wozhaowodie，fangwojinqu！”wodengzheyanjing，poyouchushengniudubupahudeqishi。
“zhaonidie？hehe，youdianyisi，nidiesheia？”duifangmanbujingxin。
“季忠良！”
suizhewodezheigemingzishangbao，shibinglianshangdebiaoqingyining：“jizhongliang？ni......nishijizhongliangdeerzi？”
“meicuo，woyaojinqu！”
chenzheliangrensongxie，wozhijiecongtaliangdefengxizhongjilejinqu。
shoumendelianggeshibingxianghukanlekan，yemeiyoufanzhui，jixushouzhedamen，jiuzheiyangyouzhewojinlaile。
gangjinrushachangli，wolengzhule。
wangchangzheigeshihou，shachanglimianyinggaiyouhenduorenlaiwangmangzuocaidui，danxianzai，shachanglikongwuyiren，zhinengyinyuekejian，zaiyigetupeifangdemenkouyourenyinghuangdong，kanyizhedaban，sishizhaodebiao。
kandaozhangdebiao，woshiyiduzidehuoqi，dacongxinli，wojuedewofuqinchushier，kendinggentayoutuobudedeguanxi。
sanbubingzuoliangbuzou，wolaidaolezhangdebiaodemianqian，duizhetadashenghandao：“zhangdebiao，wodieni？nidaodibawodiezenmeyangle？！”
tingwowodehansheng，zhangdebiaohuitoukanlewoyiyan，xianshiyixi，suijizhoumeidao：“nizenmexianzaijiulaile？nidiebushishuo，nidexiayuechuyicainenglaidema？”
“nibiefeihua，wowenni，wodieni！woyaojianwodie！”wojile。
“nidiema？”zhangdebiaolianseyileng，zhihouyusuhuanmandeshuo：“nidiehaoxiangbei......beishaguizhuazoule！”