第5章 我不愿意

“yaoxiaojie,qing。”neinanzidehuajiangshensihuanghudewolahuixianshi。

wowanyaojinlechehouzuo,jinglipaoleguolai,“qiqia,nifangxinqu,shangbandeshinibuyongdanxin,xinshuishibuhuishaoniyifende。”

tazheitaohaodehuarangwogengjiabushiying,tapingshiduiwo,kebushizheitaidu。huoxuzaitakanlai,wohehuachenfengzoujinle,tayaoshibutaohaowo,huiduitabuli。

kaichedenanzisanshiduosui,gaodayingjun,chuanzhehenkaojiudexifu。tayizhicongguanhoujingzhongdaliangwo,“wojiaojiangxuanlong,shitisigezuoshidexiongdi。”

worenbuzhuwenchuxinzhongdeyizhixiangwendehua,“nihao,qingwensigejiushihuachenfengma?”

taweiweihuiguotoukanlewoyiyan,lianshangdebiaoqinghenjingya,“nibuzhidao?”

suoyitadeyisishi,wozaojiuyinggaizhidao?

jianwoyitouwushui,tajiezheshuo,“huashaozaijiazhongpaiminglaosi,haishizhengshanggejie,douhuizunchengyishengsige。shaoyouzhihuqimingde。”

woqingqingoleyisheng,naohailiyoukaishihusiluanxiangqilai。wodehaizi,zenmekenenghuishihuachenfengde?zhiqianwodouburenshizheigenanren,youzenmekenenghuihuailetadehaizi?

nandaoneige‘sige’,bushizheige‘sige’?

zheiyangxiangyedui,haishizhangzhurenkoudoushangqianwan,ziranyouhenduorenjiao‘sige’。wuhaotamenshuode‘sige’,yinggaibushihuachenfeng。

kewoneixinliqueyouyigeshengyinshuo,ruguozhenyouneimeyige‘sige’decunzai,wodaoxiwangjiushihuachenfeng。

woweizijiyouzheiyangdexiangfagandaoxiuchi,womingmingherenjiabushitongyigeshijiederen,wozheidouzaixiangxieshenme?

dengwoconghusiluanxiangzhonghuiguoshen,yijingdaolemudedi。

yanqianyishanerjiandehuibaiseoushijianzhu,woyiqianzaiwangshangjianguotupian。

yinkusimeiguozongtongbangongdeneichuanglou,suoyibeiwangyouchengwei‘haichengbaigong’。danzheifangzidaodishisheide,wangshangquemeiyouqueqiededaan。zhizhidaoshihaichengmougefuhaodesizhai。

baigongqianzuqiuchangneimedadecaoping,yongxianhuazhachengyidaodaogongmen。changdizhongyang,zhengqidibaifangzhehenduopaibaisedezuoyi,linshidajiandewutaibeijingshiyigedapingmu,shangmiangundongbofangde,shiwoyijingkandehenshuxidexinhunxuanchuandapian。

wozaibenyenengkanchu,zheilishihuachenfengdehunlixianchang。yuanlaitajintianjiehun。

keshitajiehun,bawojiaodaozheililaiganshenme?

jiangxuanlongjiangwolingdaozuihouyipaizuoxia,dingzhuwobuyaoluanzou。

daizuolejifenzhong,woneixinkaishihuangkongbuanqilai,youdianxiangtaodeganjue,danwohaimeiyoujiandaohuachenfeng,wohaixuyaotabangwojiejuehaizideshi。

binkeluxudaoda,quanbudoushishengzhuangchuxi。

wochuanzheshangchangfadegongzhuang,toufayouni,pifuandan,zuozaiyiqunmingliuzhongjian,rumangzaibei,yuelaiyuezuolibuan。

zheimegaoduandechanghe,shizaibushihexianzaidewo。

zhongyuzuobuzhule,wozhanqilai,zhunbeiqiaoqiaoliuzou。

danhenkuaijiuyoulianggechuanzhexifudenanzigenleshanglai,shuosigefenfu,yaozhaokanhaowo,qingwohuidaozuoweishangzuoxia,hairangwobuyaorangtamenweinan。

wotingchulaile,‘zhaokan’deyisi,jiushirangtamenjianshiwo,burangwolikaixianchang。

wogengjiabuan,zheigehuachenfengdaodiyaoganshenme?

jiuzaiwoxiangzheruhetuoshendeshihou,zhangshenghehuanhushengxiangqi,yixibaisehunshadexinniangzi,wanzheyishenlifudehuachenfeng,congbaigongzhongmanmanzoulechulai。

lilexiangqi,zhangshengbuduan,xinniangyilianxingfu,jingranzhudongpinpinxianglaibinhuishou,manmanzouxiangneigewutai。

hunlidesiyi,shihaishidianshitaizuihuodezhubo,erzhenghunrengenglebude,shihaishizhuguangongshangdechangwufushizhang。

hunlizhengchangchengxujinxing,gefangzhici,gezhongshanqinghou,daolezuizhongyaodehuanjie,zhenghunrenwenxinniang,“chenruoxinxiaojie,qingwennishifouyuanyijiajihuachenfengxiansheng,chengweitadehefaqizi,wulunpinqionghaishifuyou,wulunshunjinghaishinijing,wulunjibinghaishijiankang,nidouyutabulibuqi,huannanyugong?”

xinnianglianshangdexiaorongtianderangrenjidu,“woyuanyi。”

zhenghunrenzhuanerwenlexinlangtongyangdewenti,jiuzaidajiadourenweixinlangyehuihuida‘woyuanyi’deshihou,xinlangqueyiwaidichenmo。

quanchangyaquewusheng,suoyoudemuguangdingzhexinlang,ranerxinlangquehaishichenmo。erqietabenlaikanzhexinniangdeyanjing,manmandiaozhuanlefangxiang,xianglaibinxikanleguolai。

wodexinyoukaishikuangtiaoqilai,yinweitadeyanguang,zhengshixiangwozheigefangxiangkanguolaide。yucitongshi,tahuanhuantunchujigezi:“wobuyuanyi。”

全场哗然。