第一章
tachuguile，xiaosantingzheduzizhaoshangmen，biwohewuchengweifenshou。
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wolianhegongpohehaizi，zhaodaolewodaxuedehaopengyou，rangzhananjingshenchuhu，shenbaiminglie。
zhananguizaidishangyuwosushuoxiriqingfen。
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