多种人格,我在监视我自己?精选章节

yushuishunzhe"mingyuanzhentanshiwusuo"denihongdengpaidiluo,zaibolichuangshanghuachuwanyandehenji。

wozhuandongneizhangzhipiaoduizhetaideng,zhimianshanglikexianxianchuximideyahen——caizhidaojiaodupianzuo15du,

shilixianzhonghouqing,qianfarenguanyongzuoshouqiejinqichixujiaolv。wuwanyufujin,

zugoufuqingtuoqiansangeyuedefangzuhexiuhaoneiliangzongzaiyutianxihuodeershouche。"zhiyaozheixie?

"woyonggangzhidahuojiyazhuneizhangmohudezhaopian。zippodibuzaizhuomianshangkechuqingcuideshengxiang,

zheishixiaoyusongwodeershibasuishengriliwu,biaomianducengyijingboluochengbanbodexingkong。

zhaopianlinanrendebeiyingxiangshicongjiankongluxianglijiequde,xiangsudidelianwaitaoyansedounanyibianren,

danyoujianlveweiqianqingdezishitouluchuzhangqifuangongzuodetezheng。duimiandenvrenjiangmisefengyixiukouxiangxialalela,

zheigeyanshidongzuofanerrangwumingzhishangdezuanjiebaoluzaitaidengxia。3keladelixingzhuzuan,

jietuoyoujinqidiaozhengdehenji——zhiweisuoxiaolezhishaolianggehao。tashenshangyouguzhizihuahunzheyushuideqixi,

rangwoxiangqixiaoyushengqianzuiaidexiangxunlazhu。"zhiyaowozhangfuchuguidezhengju。"tashengyinhenqing,

zhijiaquexianjinzuoshouwandepifuli,"tajiaolinsheng,dechengkejidejishuzongjian。

meizhousanhezhouwudewanshang..."wofankaibijibenkuaisujilu,

tongshizhuyidaotayoushouxiaozhiyoumoshuizi——jingchangyonggangbideyinxingcongyezhe?

danxiangnaiertaozhuanghejimmychoogaogenxieyouxianshijingjiyouwo。

zhipiaoqianmingchude"suwen"erzibiyajizhong,zuihouyibishenzhihuapolezhizhang。"weishenmebuzhaozhengguizhentanshe?

"woguyiwen,yanjingsaoguotafengyineiceluchudebinglibenyijiao——renheyiyuan,lansefengmian。

"yinweinixuyaozheibiqian。"tatuilainiupizhixinfeng,wanbiaobiaopanzaidengguangxiafanguang,

wozhikanqing"3yue15ri"zheigeriqi,"liangzhouhoutongyishijian,woyaojieguo。"talikaishidaiqiyizhenfeng,

binglibenwanquanhuachukoudai。wowanyaojiazhuangxixiedai,kanqinglefengmianshangxinzengde"jingshenke"sangezi。

dechengkejidashadebolimuqiangfanshezheciyandeyangguang,xiangwushumianniuqudehahajing。

wozuozaixieduimiandelanshankafeiguanli,zhangjiaojingtouduizhundashadexuanzhuanmen。zheijiadiandebingmeishisuandeguofen,

danshiyejiaoduwuketiaoti。

81cm**(tongguobufuyudizhuanchicunhuansuan)-**xiguanxingxianmaiyoutui**(youxiyouqingweijiushang?

)zheixieshujubengaizhishibinglengdeguanchajilu,quexiangyigencizhajintaiyangxue——taishuxile,

shuxidelingrenbuan。12dian17fen,mubiaochuxian。linshengchuanzheshenhuisexizhuang,

bufajingquedexiangyongchiziliangguo。dangtazaikafeitingwaizhuanshenshi,

wodejingtouturanjuliehuangdong——tademianbulunkuoxiangshiyongwodezhaopianzuolejingxiangfanzhuan。xiahexiandehudu,

meigudeyinying,shenzhiyouershangfangneiyixiaokuaitaiji,douhewoyimoyiyang,zhishizuoyouxiangfan。

gengguiyideshitadexiguan。tadiancanshi,

shizhizaicaidanshanghualesangetongxinyuan——zheigewozijidoumeizhuyidaodedongzuo,

zhidaoxiaoyuzanglishanglaoxushuoqiwocaizhidao。"neixiaozisikaoshizongaihuaquan,

"zuixunxundelaoxubaweishijisazaiwodejishibenshang,"genyoueryuanxiaopengyouside。

"wopaixiatahekafeidezhaopian。**meishi,shuangfentang**——wodedujiapeifang,

lianxiaoyudoujuedetiandelipu。jiexialaide72xiaoshigenzongzhong,

yu|yongzzixingtuanjiesuoshouji(hexiaoyushengqianyongdeyiyang)|zuirangwomaogusongrandeshizhousiwanshang。

liulangmaojiuzhuzhandetiemengazhizuoxiang,linshengdunzaixiujibanbandemaowoqian,conggongwenbaolitaochudaizhuangmaoliang。

sanhuamao"aban"cengzhetadekujiao,weibagaogaoqiaoqi——zheishitajiduxinrendebiaoxian。kezheishuobutong。

abanshichulemingdepasheng,dangnianwohualesangeyuecairangtakenchiwoshoulideshiwu。

erzheigelilunshangdiyicilaijiuzhuzhande"linsheng",quexianghuidaozijijiayiyangshulian。

wofanchusannianqiandezhaopianduibi:tongyangdemaoliangpinpai,tongyangdetouweizishi,

shenzhixizhuangxiukoujuanqidezhezhoudoufenhaobucha。weiyidequbieshi——zhaopianliwodeshoubiaodaizaizuoshou,

erlinshengdaizaiyoushou。zhouwuwanshangdefaxianrangyiqiebiandegengjiahuangmiu。feicuigongyu1602shi,

透过猫眼的反光,

wokanjianlinshengzuozaiyijiaklippanshafashangmosuohunjie——jinshuhuanzaiwumingzhishangzhuanlesanquanban,

ranhouqingqingkoujichaji。zheigedongzuorangwochadianyaopozuichun。2018nianxiaoyushengrineiwan,

tazaicantingdengwoshipaiguoyiduanshipin。huamianliwozuozaitongyangdeshafashang,yongwanquanxiangtongdejiezouzhuanzhejiezhi,

liankoujidecishudouyizhi。shipinbiaotishi《wojiaqiangpozhenghuanzhederichang》。dianti"ding"deyishengjingxinglewo。

"zhunshidexiangyuanzizhong,xiaoya。"linshengdeqingxiaocongmenfenglizuanjinlai。xueyeshunjiandongjie。

"xiaoya"shixiaoyuzaigongsiyongdeyingwenming,zhiyouzuiqinjinderencaizhidao。xiaofangtongdaodeyingjidengturanshanshuo,

zaiqiangshangtouxiatiaodongdeyinying。neiyishunjian,wofenmingkanjianlianggeyingzi——yigechuanzhefengyidewo,

lingyigechuanzhebinghaofudewo,zhengcongjiyideliefenglipachulai。

laoxudebangongshimimanzheweishijihexueqiedeweidao,

bolijulichenliezhegezhongzhentanqicai——jiantingshebei、weixingshexiangtou、kaisuogongju,quandoumengzheyicengbohui。

tadaolebanbeimaikaluntuidaowomianqian,huposedejiuyezaidengguangxiahuangdong,xiangbeikunzhudejiyi。

"zheitamagenbenshikelongshiyan。"laoxuyaozhexueqie,yanhuigangliduilesangeyantou。tadiaochudiannaoshangdezhaopian,

jiangpingmuzhuanxiangwo。zhaopianlidenanren——linsheng——zhanzaidechengkejidashaqian,youshouchazaixizhuangkoudaili,

zuoshoulinzhegongwenbao。laoxuyongjiguangbiquanchuxijie:"kantadezhiguanjiewanqujiaodu,heniyimoyiyang。

haiyouzheige——"tafangdalinshengdezuoshouwan,"biaodaidemosunweizhi,henidailewuniandetiansuobiaowanquanwenhe。

"wodingzhezhaopian,taiyangxuetutuzhitiao。zheibushiqiaohe,ershimouzhongjingquedefuzhi。

"nizuijinyoumeiyou……"laoxuturanzhuazhuwodeshouwan,tadehukouyouyidaochenniandaoba,

cucaodechuganrangwopifufajin,"chuxianjiyikongbai?"tademuguangluozaiwozuowanneice,neilipifuwanhao,

danwoquegandaoyizhenhuantong。"shenmeyisi?"laoxumeihuida,zhishicongchoutilichouchuyifendangan,

tuidaowomianqian。danganbiaoqianshangxiezhe:mingyuan,2019nian3yue15ri,renheyiyuanjingshenke。

shoujituranzhendong,pingmuliangqi,yitiaomoshenghaomadeduanxin:「tingzhidiaocha,fouzenihuihouhui。——sw」

sw。suwendeshouzimu。yeshixiaoyushengqianqianmingshiaiyongdesuoxie。wofanchushoujilibaocundezuihouyitiaoduanxin,

shijiandinggezai2019nian3yue15ri23:17:「jinwanyaojiaban,biedengwole。——sw」

neitianwanshang,xiaoyukaichehuijiashichulechehuo。jingfangbaogaoshuotadecheshikongzhuangshanghulan,

danmeirenjieshiweishenmetadeshoujizuihoudingweizaidechengkejidashadedixiatingchechang。laoxudingzhewodeshoujipingmu,

yanshenfuza:"nizhidaodechengkejishizuoshenmedema?""rengongzhinengheshenjingkexueyanjiu。"wohuida,

danhoulongfajin。"dui,tamenyougexiangmujiao‘jingxiangjiyi’,yanjiurenleijiyidekefuzhixing。

"laoxutuchuyikouyan,"sannianqian,tamenzhaomuleyipizhiyuanzhe,ceshijiyizhirujishu。

""nishishuo……""woshishuo,"laoxudaduanwo,"linshengkenenggenbenbushilingyigeren。"wohuidaogongyu,

bazhaopianpumandiban。linshengdeshenghuoguijihewozhongdiedekepa——tongyangdekafeikouwei,

tongyangdeliulangmaojiuzhuzhan,shenzhitongyangdejiesuoshoushi。

danzuirangwobuandeshineizhangjiankongjietu——linshengzhanzaidechengkejidedixiatingchechang,

shijianshi2019nian3yue15ri23:20,xiaoyuchehuoqiansanfenzhong。zhaopianjiaoluoyougemohudeyingzi,

xiangshiyourenzaichelidengta。wofangdatupian,diaozhengduibidu,zhongyukanqing——neishiyiliangyinsefengtiankaluola,

hexiaoyudecheyimoyiyang。lingchensandian,woqiaokailedechengkejidanganshidesuo。diannaopingmudelanguangyingzailianshang,

woshuru"jingxiangjiyi",xitongdanchuyifenjiamiwenjian。pojiemimahualeqifenzhong,

wendangrangwoxueyeninggu:**xiangmubianhao:**-0315****shiyanduixiang:mingyuan(chehuoxingcunzhe,

jingxiangfuzhiceshi**beizhu:duixiangyichuangzaoxunirenge"linsheng"zuoweifangyujizhiwenjianmoweifuyouyiduanshipin,

riqishi2019nian4yue1ri。wodiankaibofang。huamianli,wochuanzhebinghaofu,zuozaibaisefangjianli,

duizhekongqishuohua:congjintianqi,woshi**mingyuan。shipinjiaranerzhi。woditoukanzijideshou,

zuowanneicedepifukaishifatang,fangfoyoushenmedongxizhengzaifuxian——yidaozhengningdebahen,

zhengcongjiyishenchupahuixianshi。linshengdegongyumensuoshimedecoshuangbaoxian,

lilunshangnengfangzhu90%dezhiyeqiaosuozhe。woyonglesifenzhongshiermiao——bisannianqianmanleershibamiao,

zuoshoudejiushangrangqiaozhenzongzaiguanjianshikedahua。menkaideshunjian,zhizihuaxiangpumianerlai。

hesuwenshenshangdeyimoyiyang。

chengwanmeidedengchashuliedanbingxianglineiheguoqilianggeyuedemingzhiniunaibaolulezhenxiang——zheilimeiyourenzhenzhengshenghuo。

lengdonggelizhengqimazheliuhehagendasixiaweiyiguorenkouwei,xiaoyudezuiai。

zuishangcengneihedeshengchanriqishi2019nian3yue10ri,chehuoqianwutian。shuzhuochoutidisange,

2naobuctsaomiao2019.05.17jiyigongguzhiliaomeizhangshoujubianyuandouyoufanfuzhediedehenji,

xiangshibeirenzuanzaishouxinyouzhankai。zuixinneizhangxiezhe"2022.09.28jingxiangjiyiwendingxingpinggu",

beizhulanhuazhesangetongxinyuan。wodetaiyangxuetututiaodong。

:binghaofushipin-5yue17ri:wodiyiciyi"mingyuanzhentan"shenfenjieandiannaomimashisw0315。

屏幕亮起时,

shiwusuokongdangdebangongshi4.huchenghepandejiaotongshigujinianbeiwoshimenfengtouchudeguangzaidibanshangtouxiaxixian。

推开门时,

zuidecelian(beijinglijiubaodeshoubiaoxianshi2019nian8yue)-bangongshifadaidefupai(chuangwaiyinghuashengkai,

yingshi2020nian4yue)-genzonglinshengshidebeiying(zhaopianriqiqueshizuotian)suoyouzhaopianli,

"wo"dezuowandouchanzheshenxuedebengdai。qiangjiaoduizheshiergeyaoping,biaoqianquanbeisihui。

danqizhongyilibaiseyaopianshangkezhe"zhenxiang"erzi,hexiaoyuzanglineitianwotunxiadeyimoyiyang。wodunxiashenshi,

chuangdituranchuanlaidianziyin:"jiyisuipianzhengheduyida87%,qingjixuzhixinghuanxingchengxu。