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shenzhaoninggoulegouchunjiao,qianxiao,“nishuozheikuaipaziya。zhenghaoshiqiantianwodiudeneiyikuai。wojide,wohairangzhushanibangmangxunlaizhe,zhusha,niwangjilema?yebuzhidaozheizeirenshicongnalitoulewozheipazilaiciwumiewo。”zhushazhoumei,“erxiaojiekeyouzhengju,nidiudepazijiushizheiyikuai?”“neitayoushenmezhengjuzhengmingzheiyikuaipazijiushiwodeni?huozheshiyourennazheipazilaizaizangxianhaini。”shenzhaoningtanrandiwendao。songwenxuanlianmangshuodao,“womeiyouxiangdaonijingranfanhuile,qianxierizinihaishuofeiwobujia,songlewopazidangdingqingxinwu。rujinqueyouwumiewoshizeirenle。”tanubukeedishuodao,“ningning,nihewoyiyoujifuzhiqin,nideyaoshangyouyigehongsedetaiji。womenzaijiuyijingxinglefuqizhishi,nizongbunengzaihewopieqingguanxileba。”zhushazhoumei,“erxiaojie,nizenkezuochuzheiyangshangfengbaisudeshiqinglai。nijianzhitaidiuhoufudelianmianle。”shenzhaoningbuguzhongrenbiyidemuguang,yandidehanguangyishanershi,mizheyanjingwendao,“nishuowoyaojianyoutaiji,niqinyansuojian。neiwowenni,wozheitaijishizaizuobianni,haishizaiyoubian,huozhezaizhongjianni?”songwenxuanyemeiyouxiangdaoshenzhaoningjingranzheibanbuyaoliandehetataolunqitaijideweizhi。tadeyanshenbuzijuediwangzhushaneibiankan。“bushinishuohewoyoujifuzhiqin。nikanzhushazuoshenme?nandaohewoyoujifuzhiqinderenshizhusha。”ruoshihuanchengbiedeguniang,beirenzheibanwumie,zhipashiyaoxiukuinandang,henbudezhuangqiangerwang。danshitashenzhaoningqihuishixunchangnvzi,weilezheimeyigedongxiersuiyirangrenwumie。songwenxuanlianmangshuodao,“dangshizhuhuohunan,womeiyoukanqingchu。”shenzhaoninggouchunyixiao,shengyinlidaizhemeihuo,“woneitaijijiuzaizuoyaoshang,neimemingxian,zenmekenenghuiqiaobujianni。”tashengyinqingrou,fangfodaizhemeihuoyiban,gouchunyixiao,dingzhetakanzhe。songwenxuandingzhetakandeshishen,lianmangshuodao,“dui,zaizuoyao,wojiqilaile。”“neizhenbuhaoyisi,neiheniyoujifuzhiqin,heniyoufuqizhishideguniang,neikendingbushiwo。”shenzhaoninggouchunyixiao,“zhusha,niruoshibuxiangxin,keyiqinzijiwoyanyixia,kankanwoshenshangdaodiyoumeiyoutaiji。”zhushadelianshangjiweinankan,lianmangshuodao,“erxiaojie,nubiziranshixinnide。”feicuikanzhesongwenxuanyilianhuangluandemoyang,yifentianyingdimachulesheng。“songgongzi,tingshuonihaishijuzi,meiyouxiangdaonijingrangandawomenxiaojiedezhuyi。haiwumiewomenjiaxiaojie。”“womendaxiaojieshihoufudedichunver,bushisuibiansheidounenggougaopande。songgongzi,nixiangyaoronghuafuguixiangfengleba。jiranganzheimepanchewomenxiaojie。”“ruoshiwomendaxiaojiebuqiangyingyixie,zhipayaobeinibidezhuangqiangle。”“nijianzhitaikee,qingqingbaibaidenverjiabeirenzheimepanche,womendaxiaojieyetaidaomeile。tingshuosonggongziyinweijiajingpinhan,jiesuzaifahuasi,woyihuiyaoquzhaofangzhanghaohaoshuodaoshuodao,fomenzhidi,qinengshouliusonggongzizheibandejianningxiaorenni。”songwenxuandemuguangbiandezhengning。tayuanbenjuezheshenzhaoningkendingnengbeitahenhaonanie,sheicengxiangdaotajingranzheimenanduifu。songwenxuanyixiangdao,tazhiyaobatajipianzou,yihoutajiushihoufudeguye,hainenggourangzheimehaokandenvzizaitashishenxiachenghuan,tajiushenmedougubudele。songwenxuanchaozheshenzhaoningzouleguoqu,tashenshouxiangyaozhuazhushenzhaoningdeshou,kuaiyaopengdaotadeshihou,turanbeirenchuaileyijiao,jiangtazhenggerenjichuaifeilechuqu。zhushadeliansegewaicanbai,takanzhezhanzaishenzhaoningshenbiandeguniang,youxiebukezhixin。shenzhaoninglenglengyixiao,“feicui,bazhushajiwozhuaguolai。”tadunledunyoushuodao,“batabangzaitaohuashushang。”feicuichaozhezhushazouleguoqu,jiuzhutadetoufatuochuqu,batadeyaodaijichelexialai,kunbangzaizuijindelameishushang。zhushadashengdao:“erxiaojie,nubiyizhizhongxingenggeng,nizhuawoganshenme?”shenzhaoningdingzheta,yanshenxionghen,queshishuranyixiao,wendao,“niduisheizhongxinle?danganrangyigejuziwumiewodeqingbai,zheijiushinisuoweidezhongxin?”“nubiyuanwang,nubiyuanwang,nubijishiyoutiandadedanziyebuganrangrenwumieerxiaojiedeqingbai。”zhushasipohoulonghoujiaozhe。tayishouzhuazhuzhushadefaji,yonglizhuaileguolai,yibazhangjiupidaguoqu,ningxiaoyisheng,“nizuoleshenme,nibuzhidaoma?”zhushafachushazhubandejiaosheng,“jiumingya,erxiaojieyaosharenle。”shenzhaoningqiazhutadehoubozi,zhuanshenlishengshuodao:“nijuezheyourennenggoujiudelenima?”shenzhaoningduizhefeicuidishengshuolejijuhuazhihou,feicuibianzhuanshenlikaile。zhushashengyinjiaohandao:“erxiaojie,wosuishinucai,keshiniyebunenggouzheiyangcaojianrenming。”shenzhaoningmouseyileng,tashenshoujiuchaozhushadelianjiuzuoyoukaigong,lianxupidaleshijixia,zhidadezhushahanshengdichenlexiaqu,tacailvejiehen。feicuihenkuaijiulaile,tashoulihainazheyigehuangsedezhibaoshenzhaoningniezhulezhushadexiaba,bazhibaolidefenmoquanbudoudaojinletadezuili。zhushaedudidingzheshenzhaoning。shenzhaoningqingkeyisheng,“jiranrenaokanwanle,jiuqingbangmangbazheilianggerenguanjinyigewuzili。”moyihuanhuandicongjiashanhoumianzoulechulai。“xiaojiefangxin,woyidingbangnibashiqingbantuo。”moyinaolenaonaodai,xiaozheshuodao。shenzhaoningshenshoudijitayizhangyinpiao,“gongqian。“tatiaoletiaomei,xiaozheshuodao,”tingwenjinri,songgongzibushaotongchuanghuilaizhaota,feicui,biewangleyihuirangdajiaqusonggongzidexiangfangzhaota。“moyikanzheshoulideyinpiao,jinglenglehaoyihui,suijixiaochulesheng。zheiweicaishennainaizhendeshichushoukuochuo。“xiaojie,yihouhaiyouzheiyangdeshiqing,jinguanhanwo。”moyigoutuididuizheshenzhaoningdebeiyingshuodao。shenzhaoningyibianduanqichazhan,yibiankaikoushuodao,“feicui,zhushatashourenzhishi,jiwoxialemiqingyao,zhaolaiyigejuzi,wumiewodeqingbai,tazheishixiangyaobizhewoqusini。”feicuizhoulezhoumeitou,kaikoushuodao,“wodoutingxiaojiede,xiaojieshuoshenmejiushishenme。xiaojiedasuanzenmechuzhizhusha?”shenzhaoningmouguangyinzhi,lenglengshuodao,“wobushiyijingchengquantale,batasongjisongwenxuanle。zhiyusonggongzihuizenmechuzhita,neiwojiubuzhidaole。”