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bugufumufandui,wopeinanyoucongqiongxiaozidaochuangyechenggong,zhengzhengshinian。
shinianzhiyueyidao,jiuzaiwozixinmanmangaozhifumuwoyaohetajiehundeshihou。
taquebabenshuyuwodefuzongzhiweijilebiedenvren。
wozhaotazhiwen,quetingdaonvrenduanduanxuxudeshengyin。
“guzong,nibafuzongweizhijilewo,jijiezenmebana?nimenbushiyaojiehunlema?”
gujindongzuohenli,lianshangqueshiyundanfengqing。
“jiniangenlewoshinian,chulewo,sheihaihuiyaota?fangxin,tabugangenwonaode。”
woruzhuibingku,zhuantoubodalelianyindianhua。
“youkongma?jiegehuna。”
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办公室的门虚掩着。
gujinxiangtouyeshouside,buzhipijuandesuoqu。
redenvrenzhenzhenqinghu,liansechaohong。
wozuanjinleshou,hunshenzhibuzhufazhan。
jiuzaizuowan,wohaizixinmanmandegaosuwoma,woyaojiehunle。
kejinzaogangtajingongsi,jiudezhigujinbawodefuzongzhiweijilebieren。
wolianbangongshidouhaimeijin,jiupaolaiyaogeshuofa。
meixiangdaogujinyaolewodefuzongzhiweihaibugou,haizaibangongshishangyanhuochungong。
nvrenchuanxizhe,tiaoxindechaowogoulegouchun。
neizhanglianwobingbushuxi,shenzhixianglehaoyihuiercaixiangqilai。
yuanlaishiqiaozhi,hezuogongsideyigeshixisheng。
weiyiyicijianmianshizailianggeyueqian,yicitanpanzhuoshang,tanacuolehetong,beitamenlaobandangzhongmaku。
wojide,neitianwohaibangtashuolejijuhaohua。
meixiangdaolianggeyuehou,tabudanqiangzoulewodefuzongzhiwei,haihewodenanpengyougaoshangle。
wofengciyixiao,yankuanghudiwenre。
qiaozhichaomenkoukanleyiyan,guyiyangshengwendao:“guzong,jijieneimeaini,yaoshirangtazhidaolewomendeshi,tazhenbugennijiehunlezenmeban?”
woxinxiayijin,zhijianzhanlehaojixia。
十年。
ershisuidegujincengguizaiwobamamianqian,fashizheibeizifeiwobuqu。
sanshisuidetashiyeyoucheng,fuzongdeweizhi,shitaqinkouxiangwobamaxuchudebaozheng。
erbianshunjianjijing,gujindeshengyinqingxidechuanleguolai。
“he,wohenianniandoulaofulaoqile,yizhangzhengeryi,buyaojiubuyaoba。”
“bujiehunyehao,wowanerwode,yebusuanbeipanta。”
“youshihou,woduizhetayezhendemeishenmeweikou。”
“tayijingsanshile,laole,nayounikeren。”
tayudiaoqingyang,houlongyichuyishengxiao。
qiaozhihaixiudeqingchuitaxiongtang,yanlimanshideyi。
womamulikai,huidaobangongshi,lianshangyishiyipianshirun。
yangguangsazaibangongyishang,wotaishoumodiaolelei,falegeduanxinchuqu。
jimiaohou,shoujizhenleyixia,kanzheneitiaohuifu,woyangleyangchun。
“kanshenmeni?zheimerushen?”
shayashengzaimenkouxiangqi,daizheshihoudeyanzu。
wodaokoushouji,kanxiangyizhezhengjiedegujin,ruguobushitabojingchuluchuleyibankouhongyin,wodouhuaiyibangongshideneiyimushiwoyixiangchulaide。
tazirandekaozaibangongzhuoyan,yishouchengzaizhuomianshang,yishounaqiwodebiyouyouzhuandong。
周遭沉默无声。
banxiang,gujinqingtankouqi,shenshouxiangrouwodefading。
我嫌恶的偏头躲开。
zheizhishouqianbujiuhaichupengguobiedenvren,shenzhitashenshanghaidaizheqingyuzhihoudeweidao。
gujinmouseyian,shoudunzaibankong,xingxingshouhui。
“wozhidaonishengqi,keshiniannian,zhishiyigezhiweieryi,chulefuzong,qitadesuinitiao,wodoumanzuni。”