第一章我死了
dizhendeshihou，woqinyankanzhejiangmengjiefangqiwozheigeweihunfu，hanzhesoujiuduiyuanqujiutadebaiyueguang。
zaiwotongkudemuguangzhong，talizhiqizhuangdeshuo：
“niyouxitong，silehaihuizaifuhuo，suxusilejiushizhensile，nibiezaizheijiwoyanneixiezhengchongdexima！”
wodunshishiquleyiqieshuohuadeyuwang，suishiyaxialaideneiyishun，worenmingdebishangleyan。
jiangmengjiebuzhidao，wozhiyoushicigonglvejihui。
而这次是最后一次。
我是真的死了。
......
dizhenfashengdeshihou，wobeiyadaolefeixuzhixia。
duanliedegangjinchuantoulewodedatui，woshixueguoduomashangjiuyaohunjue。
jiuzaizheigeshihou，wotingjianlejiangmengjiedeshengyin。
tazhengtouguofengxikanxiangwo。
“mengmeng，woyaosile，jiujiuwo。”
woyashenghanjiangmengjie，yudiaojinhukenqiu。
“peizheng，nibieyanle，wozhidaonizhishigonglvezhe，buhuiside，shengsiguantounihaiwanzheizhongzhengchongdebaxi，zhenrangrenexin！suxucaishineigexuyaojiuyuande！”
shuoba，jiangmengjieqishen，yongsuishiyangaizhuleneikuaifengxi，daizhehoufangdejiuyuandui，haobuyouyuchaozhelingyigefangxiangpaoqu！
taneiyiyan，wubiyane，shenshenkezaiwonaohaili！
bukanzhongfudefeixudaota，wozhenggerenshunjianbeichediyanmai。
zaicizhengyan，woyijingbianchengletoumingdezhuangtai。
linghunbushoukongzhidewangwaipiao，wobeiladaolejiangmengjiedeshenbian。
cishidetazhengjinjinbaozhesuxu，zhibuzhudedaku。
“taihaole，nihaihuozhe，taihaole！”
beijiuchulaidexingcunzhekanzhemianqianganrenfeifudejingxiang，yedoubuzijuehongleyankuang。
bijing，ciketamenjiehouyusheng，caixiangtianshengyidui。
youyiduisoujiurenyuanganleguolai。
tamenkanjianjiangmengjiedeshihou，mianshangyixi。
“saozi！saozi！nikanjianpeiduilema？”
lingtouderenjidongdewenjiangmengjie，quezaikanjiantashenbiandesuxuhou，lengleyixia。
“meikanjian，sheizhidaotapaonaqule，bieguantale，womeidaijijiubao，nimenkuaidianerjisuxubaozhayixia！”
wokanzhesuxuejiaoneixiaodaobunengzaixiaodeshangba，zichaoyixiao。
wobeigangjinchuantoudatuidoubibushangsuxuejiaodeyidianxiaoshangkou！
duiyuanmenkanzhejiangmengjiejinzhangsuxudeyangzi，yeshishensegeyi。
yigenvduiyuanmeiguanjiangmengjiedewuliyaoqiu，youwenta：“neinihaikanjianqitarenlema？”
“meiyourenle，woyiluzhaoguolai，zhikandaolesuxu。”
jiangmengjieyinggaishibuxiangrangwodeshiqingdanwusuxudejiuzhu，zhijieyinqulewodezongji。
“nikuaijitabaozhaa！taetoudoupole！tashixiongmaoxue，bunengliuxuede！”
jiangmengjiebuyiburao，rangnvduiyuanchenxialelian。
“zheishidizhen，sirendeshiqing！niyeshijiuzhuduiderenyuan，nizenmenengzuochuzheizhonglangfeiziyuandeshiqing？”
“nishuoshenmeni，tashoushangle！shenmejiaolangfeiziyuan？”
jiangmengjieqideliandouhongle。
“peizhengzheigeduizhangdaodishizenmedangde！yizhijinimenguanshudeshishenmesixiang，wokanzhihouzheigesoujiuduiduizhangtayebiedangle，huiquwojiuxiangshangmianbaogao，rangtazhijiebiegan！tabupei！”
wobuzhidaojiangmengjieshizenmebayigexiaoshangkoushangshengdaozheizhonggaodude。
xinzhongzhibuzhudezhenzhenfahan。
mingmingtazhidaowoyiluzuodaosoujiuduiduizhangzheigeweizhiyouduomedeburongyi。
jiuyinweisuxuejiaozheimeyigexiaoxiaodeshangkou，tajiuyaorangwozheimeduoniandefuchufuzhiyiju！
wohuranyishidao，zaijiangmengjieneiliwoyongyuanbibushangsuxu。
nvduiyuanqidebuxing，dengzheyanjingxianghejiangmengjiejixulilun。
qitaduiyuanganmanglakaita，zhuaizhetajixuqusouxunqitashizongrenyuan。
linzouzhiqian，buzhidaoshisheirengjilejiangmengjieyiguanyaogao。
jiangmengjiebushuangdijieleguoqu。
“womeishide，mengmeng。”
suoyourenzouzhihou，suxuduizhejiangmengjiexuruoyixiao。
wochixiaoyisheng，suxuyeshigehuiyanxide，gangganghaimianwubiaoqing，xianzaiqueyifuchuchukeliandemoyang。
jiangmengjieshunjianyanjiaodailei，dongzuoqingroudejisuxushangyaogao。
“tongbutongasuxu，zheixieduiyuandoushixinfengle。”
suxuyaotou，kanzhetadeyanshenzhongdaizhexiexukuijiuhezize。
“butong，mengmeng，womeixiangdaonihuizheimedanxinwo，peizhenggeyouyaoshengqileba，nimenbuyaozongshiyinweiwochaojia，tingduibuqigegede。”
jiangmengjielianseshunjianbiancha。
tafenfendeshuo：“nihaitipeizheng，douguaipeizheng，yaobushitadanwulewo，nigenbendoubuhuishoushang！”
“gegeyezaizheili？niganggangbushishuomeikanjiantama？”
“tazijijiushisoujiuduizhang，neimeduozhuanyezhishi，wobuxintajiubuleziji，meibiyaozaitashenshanglangfeiziyuan，guaikexide。”
jiangmengjiebuzaihudebaishou，biaoqingqifen，youtouzhegubuxie。
“tataihuaile，haisahuangyaowojiuta，dengtahuilaiwokendinghetatuihun！rangtayechangchangjuewangbeishuaideziwei！tashishenmedongxi，yepeideshangwoma？”
我听着好笑。
datuibeicichuan，qiushengdeweiyifengxibeijiangmengjieduzhu，wonahaiyoulangfeisoujiuziyuanbeijiuchulaideyudi？
buyongtatuihunlairangwogonglveshibaile。
我早就失败了。
xitongjixiedeshengyinshishidixiangqi。
“jiancedaosuzhudishicigonglveshibai，suzhuyisiwang，liangtianhousuzhulinghunjiangchedifensui！”