第1章
fuhanjinlouzhenianqingpiaoliangdenvdaxueshengdeyaozoujinjiudiandeshihou，zhaotinglanzhishijingjingdezhanzaibuyuanchukanzhe。
mianduizhangfudebeipan，tazheigezhengzhuqueyichanglengjing，yinweitasantianqianjiuzhidaolefuhanjinchuguidexiaoxi。
santianqian，fuhanjindemeimeifufangxuefalaileyiduanshipin。
shipinli，fuhanjinzaidenghongjiulvdebaojiannei，shikongdejiangyigenvhaianzaizijidehuaili，tadewenruyudianbanluozaineinvhaideshenshang，qiangshideburongkangju。
tazhouweiderenhenshiqu，kandaozheiyimuhoufenfenfangxiajiubei，daizheyifumingledexiaorongchaowaizou。
shipindepaishezheshizuihouyigelikaibaoxiangde，menguanshangdeneiyishunjian，fuhanjinyiranjiangrenyazaileshenxia，shouyijingmojinlenvhaidetuijian......
shipindezuihou，shineixierendediaokan。
“fuzongzheiciyaole？zhiqianwotasaijidenvren，takeshiliankandoubukanyiyan。”
fufangxuexiaoxixideshengyinqingcuixiangliang：“neidangran，ganghaowodaxuesheyouqueqian，qingchun，zhangdebulai，youzaizheijiajiubalidalinggongjingchangbeilaonanrenkaiyou，zheishunshuituizhouderenqingsheibuhuizuo？”
shipindaozheijiaranerzhi，houmianrenshuodehua，taduoshaoyenengcaidao。
qishitabuzhiyicitingdaoguofuhanjinzhouweiderenshuoguoyijuhua：“fuzongzheimenianqingyouwei，meixiangguoyaozhaoyigezhengchangdeqizima？nibujuedetashigeleizhui？”
meicuo，zhaotinglanshigelongzi，buguotashihoutianlongde。
neishihoudefuhanjinerhuabushuodexianlezhuozi，lishengjinggaozaizuodesuoyouren，renherendoubunengshuotadehuaihuafouzehouguozifu。
suoyourendouyiweishiyijuhenhua，meiduojiu，shuozheijuhuadexiaolaobanjiupochanle。
congneiyihou，suoyourenjiandaozhaotinglan，doushigongwei，taohao，meirenzaiganshuotayijubushi。
jinnianshitamenjiehundedisinian，tafaxian，fuhanjinhaoxiangnile。
zhaotinglanmeiyouhuiyingfufangxue，yemeiyouchuochuanfuhanjin。
yinweiyijingmeiyoubiyaole。
jinzaotacaiqunaleyiyuandezhenduanbaogaoshu。
是胃癌晚期。
“yisheng，wohaiyouduojiushijian？”
“weiaia......zhichiyaobuhualiaodehua，yigeyuezuoyouba，fufuren，qishijijizhiliaodehua，hainengduo......”
“ninxianjiwokaidianyaoba。”
zhaotinglanleile，tabuxiangzaizhetengle。
chulihaopeichangjindebaobiaozoudaotashenhou：“furen，douchulihaole。”
tashouhuishixian，chaozheshenhouderendianlediantou。
huidaojiadeshihou，tianseyouxiewanle。
chezishiruzhuangyuanmenkoudeneiyike，zhaotinglanyuanyuanjiukanjianlezuozaiyuanzilidenanren。
fuhanjinjiuzhanzaijiamenkoudengta，yirudangniantamenrelianshiqineiyangqiaoshouyipan。
zheiyidian，tazuodedaoshihenhao。
tagangxiache，yingmianerlaideshiyizhenhaowendemeiguixiangxun，zhishiyimiaozhong，tajiufenbianchu，zheibushitayiguanaiyongdexiangxun。
xiayimiao，yigeyoulideshoubeijiangtayongruhuainei，jinjinxiangyong。
fuhanjindezuichunzaidong，dantagenbentingbujiantazaishuoshenme，zhinengtongguotadekouxingfenbiantadedagaiyisi。
zhaotinglanhuilaideshijianqueshiyouxiewanle，yinweitazaiguangshangchengshiguyirengdiaolefuhanjinjitazhongjingoumaiderengongerwo。
baobiaojidesichuxunzhao，kehaishiyiwusuohuo。
fuhanjinfaxian，tawulunshuoshenme，huailidenvrenjingranlianyigebiaoqingyemeiyou，henkuai，tasihuxiangqileshenme，lijitaishoumolemozhaotinglandeerhou。
guoran，yuanbenyinggaiguazaierhouderengongerwocishijingranbuyierfei。
tademuguangyileng，saoxiangzhaotinglanshenhoudeyizhongbaobiaoshi，zhongrenlianmangditourencuo。
“jintiantaitaihuranxiangquguangshangcheng，benlaiyiqiedouhaohaode，jieguoyudaoleer**......”
“er**hefurenyixiangbuhe，yilaierqudejiuchaoleqilai，houmianyuyanyulie，liangrenjiudaleqilai......”
“woxiang，erwoyinggaijiushizaizheigeshihoubeidadiaode......”