qingchendeyangguangtouguoshaliansajinwoshi，woqueyiyeweimian。muqinrijizhongneiju"chengshijiangbufucunzai"zaiwonaohaizhonghuizhibuqu。wofanshenxiachuang，chijiaocaizaibinglengdeyidalidalishidimianshang，hanyishunzhejiaodizhicuanshanglai。
jintianjiushiyuanzhuzhongsuyaojianglinxiaolutuixialoutiderizi。
wokuaisushuxi，xuanleyitaoliluodearmanixizhuang——yuanzhuzhongsujindeyijuliquanshizheizhongzhangxianquanshidezhuangban。jingzhongdenvrenyanshenlingli，hongchunruxue，yuwoyuanbenwenrundezhangxiangjieranbutong。
"**，chebeihaole。"guanjiazaimenwaigongjingdao。
wozhuaqishoubaokuaibuxialou，gaogenxiezaidalishitaijieshangqiaochujicudeshengxiang。heisebenchis600yizaitingyuandenghou，sijilaozhangweiwolakaichemen。
"去公司，快。"
chezishichusujiahaozhai，wozheicaiyoujihuihaohaodaliangzheigemoshengdeshijie。chuangwailveguodechengshijingguanyuwojiyizhongbingwuerzhi，danwozhidao，zaizheigeshuzhongshijieli，sujiashishangjiejutou，zhangwozhezheizuochengshidejingjimingmai。
shoujituranzhendong，shizhulifalaidexiaoxi：「suzong，linxiaolugangdaogongsi，sudongrangtaqule28loubangongshi。」
woshouzhiyizhan。yuanzhuzhongcanjufashengzaixiawu，zenmetiqianle？
"zaikaikuaidian！"wopaizhejiashizuoyibei。
laozhangweinandipieleyanshisubiao："**，yijingchaosule。"
"suoyoufadansuanwode。"
dangchejichazaisushidashaqianshi，wogubushangdengmentong，zijituimenchonglechuqu。datanglideyuangongfenfencemu，wochongerbuwen，zhibengaoguanzhuanyongdianti。
diantimenjijiangguanbishi，yizhixiuzhangdeshouturanshenlaidangzhu。menzhongxindakai，zuoyeneigeweixiandenanrenzaicichuxian。
程昱。
tajintianhuanleyishenshenhuisexizhuang，chendefuseyufalengbai。neishuangqiheideyanjingzaikandaowoshiweiweimiqi，xiangshilierenfaxianleliewu。
"suzongjian，zheimezheji？"tatarudianti，zhanzailiwobudaobanmideweizhi，gulongshuideqixijiazazheyisiyancaoweiyingraoguolai。
woqiangzuozhendingdianxia28lou："chengzongsihuhenchanglaisushi？"
"shengyiwanglai。"tachunjiaoweiyang，yandiquewuxiaoyi，"tingshuolingdizuijinqingxubutaiwending。zuotiandeshi，bushaorendoukandaole。"
wodexinchenlexiaqu。yuanzhuzhongsuyaonvedailinxiaoludeshiyizhibeiyangaidehenhao，zhidaolinxiaolusihoucaipuguang。ruguoxianzaijiuyoufengshengchuanchu...
"chengzongtingshuodexiaoxikongpayouwu。"wotingzhiyaobei，"wodididuiyuangongyaoqiuyangeshizhen，danjuebuhuiyuejie。"
chengyuqingxiaoyisheng，turanqingshenkaojin。wohoubeijintiediantibi，tadehuxifuguowoerpan："ershibaloudaole，suzongjian。zhunihaoyun。"
diantimenkaiqi，wojihushitaoyesidichonglechuqu，querengnengganjuedaotaruyoushizhidemuguangluozaiwobeishang。
suyaodebangongshimenqian，tadezhuli**zhengjiaojididuobu。
"suzongjian！"kandaowo，tarujianjiuxing，"sudonghelin**zailimian，dongjingyoudianda..."
wogubushangqiaomen，zhijietuimenerru。
yanqiandejingxiangrangwoxueyeninggu——linxiaolutanzuozaidi，etoushenxue，suyaozhengzhuaizhetadetoufajiangtawangloutijiantuo。yangguangtouguoluodichuangzhaojinlai，yingchulinxiaolulianshangqingxidebazhangyin，tayanshenhuansan，xianggeposuidebuwawa。
"zhushou！"wochongshangqiantuikaisuyao。
tasongkaishou，linxiaoluzhongzhongshuaihuidishang，fachuyishengtonghu。suyaozhuanxiangwo，yanzhongnuhuoranshao："youtamashini！"
woxunsudunxiajianchalinxiaoludeshangshi。taetouyouyidaoyuesanlimideshangkou，xianxueshunzhecangbaidelianjiahuaxia。genglingwoxinjingdeshitaluchudeshouwan——chulexinxiandeyuqing，haiyoujidaoyijingjiejiadedaohen，zonghengjiaocuo，chumujingxin。
"xuyaosongyiyuan。"wotaitouduisuyaoshuo，shengyinyinfennuerzhandou。
"gunkai。"suyaoyijiaotikaipangbiandelajitong，"tatoulexinghuixiangmudewenjian，zheishitayingdedejiaoxun。"
linxiaoluweiruodiyaotou："womeiyou...zhendemeiyou..."
wotuoxiawaitaoguozhutadanbodeshenti："woxiangxinni。"ranhoutaitouzhishisuyao，"diaojiankongjiuzhidaole，hebidongcu？"
suyaodebiaoqingyouyishunjiandedongyao，danhenkuaiyouhuifuyinleng："sujin，nizheiliangtianchicuoyaole？bushinigaosuwozheinvrenxinjishenchen，yaowangsilizhengma？"
zheijuhuaxiangdaozizhajinwoxinli。yuanzhuzhongdesujinqueshichuchuzhenduilinxiaolu，shenzhibisuyaogengedu。
"wogaizhuyile。"wofuqilinxiaolu，"congxianzaiqi，taguiwoguan。"
suyaoyibakouzhuwodeshouwan，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuigutou："nizaishuoyibian？"
tengtongrangwoyanqianfahei，danwocunbuburang："woshuo，linxiaoludiaodaowobumen。fuqinneiliwohuiqushuo。niyaoshizaidongtayigenshouzhi——"wocoujintaerbian，"wojiubaninuoyongsanyizijintouzishibaideshitongchuqu。"
zheishiwozuoyefankansujindiannaoshifaxiandemimi。yuanzhuzhongsujinyongzheigebabingkongzhisuyao，zuizhongdaozhitachediheihua。
suyaotongkongzhousuo，shoushanglidaosongle："niweixiewo？"
"shizhonggao。"wozhengkaitadeshou，"**！jiaojiuhuche！"
banxiaoshihou，wozuozaiyiyuanzoulangzhangyishang，kanzheyishengweilinxiaolufengheshangkou。shoujizhendong，shisuyaofalaideduanxin：「wanshanghuijiatan。」
wolengxiaoyisheng，zhengyaohuifu，yuguangpiejianyigeshuxideshenying——chengyuzhanzaizoulangjintou，zhengyuyimingyishengdishengjiaotan。tazenmehuizaizheili？
sihuchajuedaowodeshixian，chengyuzhuantoukanguolai，yuanyuandichongwojulejushouzhongdekafeibei，zuijiaogouqiyimoyiweishenzhangdexiao。
wolikeqishen，taqueyizhuanshenliqu，zhiliuxiayigetingbadebeiying。
"suzongjian..."linxiaoluxuruodeshengyincongzhenshichuanlai。
wokuaibuzoujinqu。taetoutiezheshabu，shouwandeshangkouyebeizhongxinbaozhaguo，zhenggerenkanqilaigengjiacuiruo。
"biepa，yijingmeishile。"woqingpaitadeshou，"nenggaosuwofashengleshenmema？"
linxiaoluyanshenshanshuo，zuizhongdixiatou："shiwobuhao...wobugaidingzhuangsudong..."
kanzhetanilaishunshoudeyangzi，woxiongkoufamen。yuanzhuzhonglinxiaolujiushizheiyangyibububeibishangjuelude。
"tingzhe，"wowozhutabingliangdeshou，"congjintianqi，nidiaodaowobumenzuozhuli。suyaobuhuizaishanghaini，wobaozheng。"
tajingyaditaitou，leishuizaiyankuangdazhuan："weishenme...bangwo？"
yinweiwoduguonidejieju。yinweiwobuxiangsi。yinwei...wokanzhezheigeyuwosubuxiangshiquemingyunxiangliandenvhai，qingshengdao："yinweizheishiduide。"
banwanchuyuanshouxu，woqinzisonglinxiaoluhuijia。tazhuzaichengdongyidonglaojiugongyuli，diantihuaile，womenpaleliucenglou。tuikaimen，jianloudanzhengjiedeyijushiyingruyanlian，qiangshangguazhetayuyiweicixianglaofudeheying。
"wonainai，"linxiaolushunzhewodeshixianjieshi，"qunianguoshile。"
yuanzhuzhonglinxiaolufumushuangwang，younainaifuyangzhangda。nainaiqushihou，taduziyirenmianduishijiedeeyi，zhidaoyujiansuyao，quebuzhishicongyigediyutiaorulingyige。
"huihaoqilaide。"wobuzhidaoshizaiduitashuohaishiduiziji。
andunhaolinxiaolu，huidaosujiabieshuyishibangwan。tuikaidamen，yiguweishijideweidaopumianerlai。suyaozuozaiketingbataibian，mianqianbaizhebanpingkongledemacallan。
"tazenmeyangle？"tatouyebutaidiwen。
wofangxiabao，zaitaduimianzuoxia："fenglesizhen，qingweinaozhendang。"
suyaochixiaoyisheng："zhuangshenmehaoren？shangzhounihaijianyiwobataguanjindixiashi。"
woxintouyizhan。yuanzhuzhongdesujinqueshishigeemo，tajiaosuosuyaoyonggezhongshouduanzhemolinxiaolu，shenzhiqinshoucanyu。
"woxingwule。"wojizijidaolebeishui，"niyegaixingxing，suyao。linjiayijingkuale，taduinigoubuchengweixie。"
suyaomengditaitou，yanzhongxuesimibu："nizhidaoshenme？"tashengyinsiya，"tajiejinwoshiweilebaofu！tafuqin——"
"linjiaoshoudesishiyiwai。"wodaduanta，"fatingyijingpanjuele。"
zheishiyuanzhuzhongzuidademaodundian——linxiaoludefuqinlinjiaoshoucengshisushiyiyaodeshouxikexuejia，zaiyicishiyanshiguzhongshenwang。linxiaolujiejinsuyaobenshiweilechamingzhenxiang，queyiwaiaishangta，congcixianrudiyu。
suyaojiangjiubeihenhenshuaizaidishang，bolisuipiansichufeijian："gunchuqu！"
woqishenlikai，quezailoutichutingxia："muqinrijilitidaodechengshi，nizhidaoduoshao？"
suyaoshentimingxianjiangleyixia："shenmechengshi？"
"chengshijituan，ershinianqianpochandeneige。"woguanchazhetadefanying，"muqinsihucanyuleshenme。"
"bizui！"suyaoturanbaonu，"buxutineijianshi！"tadefanyingjiliedebuzhengchang。
huidaowoshi，wosuoshangmen，zaicifanchuneibenriji。zaizuihouyiye，jiazheyizhangfanhuangdezhaopian——nianqingdesufusumuzhanzaiyidongranshaodejianzhuqian，lianshangdaizheguiyideweixiao。zhaopianbeimianxiezheriqi：1999.12.24。
shengdanyedahuo...chengshijituan...chengyu...
yigekepadecaixiangzaiwonaozhongchengxing。ruguochengyuyuneichangdahuoyouguan，ruguotajiejinsujiashiweilefuchou，neimeyuanzhuzhongtahouqiduisujiadefengkuangbaofujiuyoulexindejieshi。
erlinxiaolu，henkenengzhishitajihuazhongdeyimeiqizi。
chuangwai，leishenglonglong，baoyujiangzhi。woningshizheheianzhongyaoyedeshuying，gandaoyizhangwuxingdewangzhengzaishoujin。
xitongjixieyinturanzainaohaizhongxiangqi："guanjianqingjiediangaibianchenggong，jianglixiansuoyitiao：chengyudezuoshouwanneiceyouyidaoshandianxingbahen。"
wozhoumei。zheishishenmexiansuo？
jiuzaizheishi，shoujiliangqi，yitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin：「su**youxingquliaoliaochengshiwangshima？——k」
kshishei？wodingzheneitiaoxinxi，shouzhixuantingzaipingmushangfang。huifukenengluoruxianjing，buhuifuzecuoguozhongyaoxiansuo。
yudiankaishiqiaodachuanghu，xiangwushuxixiaodeshouzhizaibolishangzhuanao。woshenxiyikouqi，anxiahuifujian：「nishishei？」
sanmiaozhonghou，huifulaile：「yigezhidaonibushisujinderen。」
我的血液瞬间凝固。