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我的女儿残疾了。

shifaturan,gangshoudaozheigetongzhideshihou,wohaizaiyiyuanlizhiban,quekandaotingdaotongshishuo,wodenverkuzhebeitaidaoyiyuan,tuibuxianxuezhiliu。

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keyixianzai......doumeile。

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