tayebeidalea,zenmebuguanxinta,erqiemingmingshiluweianxiandadeta。
baitinghuantaimou,yanshenlengruhanbing:
“qiwangsheng,nijintianbanglewo,wohenganji。”
“congqiannianshaowuzhi,womenzhijiandeshiyibigouxiao。kuangqieqinianqianwoyesuanshibangguoni,jiudangchepingle,qingnibuyaodaraowoxianzaipingjingdeshenghuo。”
“congciwomenqiaoguiqiao,luguilu,liangbuxiangqian。”
qiwangshengdelianseyicuncunlengxiaqu,yandideguangchediposui,yankuangweiweifanhong,xiangsuishidouhuiluoxialei。
he……yibigouxiao?liangbuxiangqian?
好一个一笔勾销。
好一个两不相欠。
dangchushitajitadaishangliaokao,minglingtayongyuanbuxulikai。
zheiqinian,taririyeyexiangzhede,wuyibushita;tapinlemingzhanshangzhangquanrendeweizhi,zhiweileyouyitianzaijianshinenghetabingjian。
xianzaitaqueyaohetahuaqingjiexian?
zhaozhijilaihuizhijiqu,shenzhimeiyoumingfen,bubeigongkai,tabatadangshenme……
玩物吗?
qiwangshengxinrudaoge,didixiaolesheng,zichaoyoubeiliang。
他快哭了。
“tinghuan,womenhuijiaba。”
“嗯。”
luweianjiangzijidewaitaopizaitashenshang,louzhebaitinghuanzouxiangzhantingchukou。
wangwaizoushi,tachaojuebujingyidihuitoukanqiwangshengyiyan,yandineimotiaoxindechengdexiaoyiyishanerguo。
ranhoujiangbaitinghuanloudegengjinlexie。
qiwangshengjiangzaiyuandi,xinkouxiangbeirenshengshengsilie,jidujihuyaojiangtatunshi。
tazaibaitinghuanxinli,jiuruci
……一文不值。
xinxiangbeizibeidetielianxizhu,yexizhuletazhuichuqudejiaobu。
liangrendebeiyingxiaoshizaiyesezhong。
cishi,qiwangshengkoudaichuanlaiyizhenzhendong。
zhantingneikongkongdangdang,zheidianshengyinxiandeyouweicier,sihuyezaichaoxiaoqiwangshengdeshiyi。
tachouchushoujikandoumeikan“pa”dishuaizaidishangshuailegefensui!
ruguomeiyouta,tayaozheiyiqieyouheyong。
zihuidemiaotouzaixinlimengya。
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车内。
baitinghuanzuozaifujia,yanjingchushendiwangzhechechuangwaidenihongjiaocuo,cheshuimalong。
chunshangdechuganhuisu,qingxishenke。
zheixienian,tadexinzaojiurusishuiyiban。
youqishiliangnianqian,fumutufachehuoshuangshuangqiangjiuwuxiaobuxinglishi,baijiayixipochandaotai,beifujuzhai。jinyiyezhijian,fantianfudi。
tadexinzaoyitongshaonianshipanruoliangren。
kefangcaiqiwangshengdehuranchuxian,querangtajiuweidiganshoudaoxinzangdejulietiaodong。neiyike,tafangfoyikekumuconghuangwubiandemaosheng,xianhuoleguolai。
qiwangshengjianguotazuisiyideyangzi。
那就是原本的她。
“听欢,听欢?”
“……zaixiangshenmeni?shibushigangcaihedaonile?”
yizhenwenrundeshengyinjiangbaitinghuandesixulahui,tashenxileyikouqi,mianqiangchechuyidianxiaoyi,
“meishenme,zhishiyoudianleile。”
luweiantingchulaitayouxiexinbuzaiyan。
sihuganggangneigenanrenzaitaxinlideweizhifeitongyiban,tayanshenanlean。
“tinghuan,ni……zhendeaiwoma?”
yilushang,luweianyizhizaiyongyuguangguanchazhetadeshenqing,zhongyurenbuzhukaikou,
“shuochulaibupanixiaohua,huoxu……zhendeaiyigerenjiuhuibiandehuandehuanshi。”
“qishidaoxianzaiwohaimeimingbai,niweishenmezuizhongjieshoulewo,woyizhihenhaipa,panibushizhendexihuanwo。”
“tinghuan,nizhidaoma?woyizhijuedezheiyiqiejiuxiangyichangmengyiyang……shengpanatianxinglai,jiuzaiyebaobudaoni……”
shuozhe,luweiandesangyinzhujianbiandeshaya。
dachuandehuaguanrubaitinghuanerzhong,tingqilaidequehenganren,ketadexinquerujuwairenbanhaowubolan……
shentidefanyingzuibuhuipianren。
tadequemeiyouhenshenkediaizheluweian。
yutazoudaojintianzheiyibu,shishiye、mingye。
yeshibabasashourenhuanqian,yongjinzuihouyikouqiliuxiadeyiju:“luwei……an……”
zhishihaimeishuowan,babajiutinglexintiao。
neitian,tafuzaibingchuangqiansisizuanzheweiyipeizhetadeluweiandeyishankuchengleiren。
taqingfutadefading,wenshengdiyu:
“baibofu,ninfangxin。woyidinghuizhaoguhaotinghuan,rangninzaijiuquanzhixiakeyianxin。”
luweianzhuiletazhengzhengwunian,congdaxueshiqiyizhizhuidaobiyehou。
zhuidaobaijiapochanqianxiajuzhaideshihou,suoyourenduibaitinghuanbizhibuji!zuinandeshihou,shiluweianshizhongbulibuqipeizaitashenbiangulita,zanzhuzhichitadeshiye,peitayiqihaizhai。
shiluweianshenshoujiangtalachushenyuan。
ruguomeiyouluweiandeyuanshou,takongpaxianzaihaizaibeirenweijiaozhuizhai;ruguobushiluweian,tabuhuizheimekuaizouchuyinmai,zhenzuoqilai。
huannanjianzhenqing,tazhendehengandong。
babalinzhongqianqianjiaodaidezuihouyiju,shizhongpanxuanzaitaerpan。
shiyaojiangtatuofujiluweianma……
baitinghuancongtouzhiweihuiyilezheixienianheluweiandexiangchu,tawuweibuzhidezhaofu,shizhongruyidetaidu,congbuyujudezhuiqiu……
tabugandudingzijidecaiceshifouzhengque。
kechucizhiwai,sihuyebuhuishibiededaan。
neitian,tazhongyujieshouleta。
shuoshihuataqishiyouxiemomingdekuijiu,zijizheiyanghaoxianggezhanv。
yueshikuijiu,jiuyuexiangmibu。
qichuzuishangtoudeshihou,tahainengjieshouheluweianchaoxixiangchu,keshiriziyuelaiyuejiu,gandongbeichongdanhou,zhishengxiaqizhikexishierwuweidejiongpo。
shenzhiyoudianfangantadechupeng。
huoxuyiqieganqingdezuizhongguisudoushipingdan,taxiang,zheishizhengchangde。
kuangqieluweianyezhendeyizhiduitahenhao。
fumuturanlishidedajixianxieyaoletabantiaoming,tayijingjingshoubuqidongdang。xundaoyichubifenggang,jiuyizhizheiyanganwenxiaquba。
baitinghuanshouhuisixu,zhangshuleyikouqi,kanxiangluweian,wenshengdao:
“jintiandeshizhishigeyiwai,woyijingjinggaoleqiwangsheng。”
“haole,biezaihusiluanxiangle。”
qiwangsheng,yuanlaitajiaoqiwangsheng,zhenshigouchixinwangxiangde,luweianmomojizhuzheigemingzi。
“niheta……yiqianshishenmeguanxi?henqinmima?”
baitinghuannaohaibuzijuefuxianchuqinianqianduanduanxuxudehuiyi,qiwangshengguizaitadefangjian,bojingshangxizhesuolian……rentazhangkong。
bushipengyou,busuanlianren。
“zhishirenshieryi,gaozhongtongxue。”
“guoqudeshidouyijingguoqule,weian,woxianzaizhixiangpingpingdandandishenghuo,kuaidianbazhaihaiwan,chengweiyigeyouxiudecezhanren。zheiyang,bamazaitianzhilingyenenganxin……”
tingdaotashuoqifumu,luweianbuzijuetaiqishou,yanzhezuiqingkeleyisheng,yanshenxunsupiaoxiangqianfangjiedao,buzaikanxiangta,
“ng,shiwoduoxiangle。”
“tinghuan,woxiangxinni。dengnimangwanzheiduanrizi,womenjiujiehun,haoma?”
aihuobuai,tazaoyimamu。
baitinghuanshirandigoulechuyimodanxiao。
chechuangbankaizhe,wanfengzaierbianjichierguo,liandaizhebaitinghuanneisheng“hao”yitongbeichuisanzaiyesezhong。
……
yesejiannong,woshiliyizhanchuangtoudenghailiangzhe,guangxianrouhe,quelongleyicengwufaqusandechenyi。
baitinghuanyijingshuizhele,ceshenquansuo,meijianhaicanliuzheweisandepibeiyujuanyi。
tashoulihaizuanzheyizhangfanhuangdezhaopian,shitahefumudequanjiafu,zhehenbanbo,bianjiaoweijuan,yijingbeifanyuelewushuci。
zhentoubianqianqianyiquanshihen,zaiguangxiajibukejian,quegengxianxinsuan。
menbeiqiaowushengxidituikaiyitiaofeng。
luweianzhanzaimenkou,banshangmeidong。
tahuanleyifu,zhiyishenshenhuiseshuiyi,xiukousuiyiwanqi,xiandejujiayouwenhe;muguangluozaitajinwoxiangpiandeshoushang,tamouseweichenlepianke,suijiqingqingzoujin。
kanzhetaanjingchenshuidelian,luweianyandideqingxuxiangyitanbiaomianwubodeshui,zhiyoujinchucainengganzhishuixiadeanyongfanteng。
祁妄生回来了。
zheigexiaoxixiangzhenzhayiyang,dundundiqianzaixintou,cidetayinyinfatong,queyoushuobuqingshifennu、huangluan,haishi……
恐惧。
baitinghuandeyanjieqingzhanleyixia,xiangshimengzhongyoushenmeraodong。talikepingzhuhuxi,dunxiashen,shenshoutitalalelabeizi。
zhangxintieshangtadetiwen,quebingdefajin。
wunian,tayijingshouletazhengzhengwunian。
xianzaizhongyukuaizoudaojiehunzheiyibu,tajuebuyunxuyourenherenduozoutadetinghuan!
luweianmuguangluozaitazhangxinneizhangzhaopianshangxujiu,huerxiaolexiao,jiqingjiqian,xiangyisitanxi。
“tinghuan,womenkuaidianjiehunba。”tadishengnannanzhe。
xiangshiziyanziyu,youxiangshididideqiqiu。
danyandineiyishunhuaguode,yourouqing,youhuiyi,ergengduodeshiyimoshenzangdepoqie……
zhiyouta,caishitayongyuandejiushu。