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儿子去世之后，
zhangfujianchirangzhizijiantiaoliangfang。
“ayun，xiaochengzaineibiangulinglingde，woxintengta。”
“ranghongerjiantiaoliangfang，shenglehaizihaishijizaixiaochengmingxia，yihouwomenzoule，yourenjitashaozhi，yesuanyourenjideta。”
woyinerzidesi，neixintongkuwanfen，wanquanlijiebulezhangfudezuofa，yutafashengzhengzhizhishi，quezaiouranjiantingdaoledasaotangxuehezhangfufangqiyuandeduihua，
“qiyuan，woheniyouqingrenbunengzaiyiqi，jianaolezheimeduonian，zheizhongzui，wobuxiangranghongerzaishoule！”
“dangnianbenjiushihongerxiankanshangdesuqianneiyatou，zhikehenwobuzhengqi，tameiyouyigeyouqiandeqinma，fanzhengrujinxiaochengyijingqushile，womenjiuchengquanlehongerduonianyilaidexinyuanba！”
fangjianlichuanlaifangqiyuandeanfusheng，
“zheixienianshiweiqunile，tarujinshiwozuiqinderenle，nifangxin，congjinyihouwoyidinghuihaohaobuchangnimenmuzi。”
hualuo，yiqiangzhigedewuzilijiuxiangqilebukemiaoshudeshengyin。
cishiwocaizhidao，yuanlaiyizhixiangjiantiaode，shiwodezhangfu。
tarujinzuodezheiyiqie，buguoshibangfanghongwanchengtanianqingshi，meinengshixiandeyuanwangbale！
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erziweilejiwomaidianxin，buxingchehuolishi。
woxianzaitongkuheneijiuzhongbunengzibadeshihou，
yuwoxiangbansanshiniandezhangfufangqiyuan，tichulerangtadagejiadeerzijiantiaoliangfangdejianyi，
“ayun，womendoushanglenianji，xiaochengzoudeturan，gongsixuyaorenjieshou，zheigejiayexuyaoyigerenlaidingmenlihu！”
“hongerneihaiziniyeshikanzhezhangdade，weirenlaoshishangjin，jiayejiaojitadaliwomenyefangxin！”
diyicitingdao“jiantiao”zheigecidewo，zailijieleshishenmeyisideshihou，juedehuangtangyoukexiao。
fangqiyuanxianglaitengaifanghong，rujinweiyideerzimeile，wozhidaotashixiangbajiachandouliujitadeqinzhizi，wobingbuzaihuzheixieqian，danshiwobunengjieshouerzibeirentidai。
xiangdaowangritaweilezheigezhiziduierzidelengluo，xiangdaowoneiguoshihaimeiqitiandekelianhaizi，yushiduanrankaikoujujue，
“fangqiyuan，nitengzhiziwobuguan，danshiwoerzishiguweihan，nixiuxiangzheimepobujidaidirangrenqudaiwoerzideweizhi！”
fangqiyuanwenyannaoxiuchengnu，“songyun，nibuyaowuliqunao！yaobushiyinweini，erzihuimeima？”
tingdaozheihua，wodeqishishunjianjiuruolexialai，xinzangxiangshibeiqianwangenzhenfanfucirujiaoban，danhaishiqiangchengzhezhengqu，
“buguanzenmeshuo，zheishiertingqilaitaihuangdanle，womeibanfajieshou！genghekuang，niwenguozhaolinghesuqiandeganshoumeiyou？nagenvrenyuanyihebierenfenxiangzhangfu？”
fangqiyuanwenyan，zhangtanlekouqi，“hongerxifuneibiannibuyongdanxin，taxianglaidongshitinghua，hongershuoshenmeshishenme。”
“zhiyuqianqian，zheigenibuyongguan，wolaishuofuta！”
woyihuodikanzheyanqianzheigenanren，shizaixiangbumingbaitaweishenmezixinmanman。
zhaolingyixiangmeiyouzhujianwoshizhidaode，keshierxifusuqianyuerzideganqingyixianghenhao，zicongerziguoshizhihou，takuyunguohaojici，kanqilaishangxinbeitongbingbubiwoshao。
wobunengbaozhengtayibeizibugaijia，keshitayinggaibuhuizheimekuaijiujieshoulingyigenanrenba，genghekuanghaishiyizheizhonghuangtangdexingshi，yuzijidedabogezaiyiqi。
raner，wohenkuaijiubeidalelian。