第四章
huidaojiahou，songhuaixiangshilouguangqidepiqiu。
shunzhemenban，tanruanzaidi。
gaorelaishixiongxiong，zaixiaxiaodechuzuwutangleliangtian，songhuaimianruandeshenticaizhujianhuifuliqi。
shengbingqijian，tadeshoujihenanjing。
chuletiaotongshihemamafalaideduanxinwai，zaimeiyouqita。
liaotiankuangxiahua，kanzhejiazaizhuandongdeyuanquanheneigehuisetouxiang，songhuaizaiyerenbuzhu，yanleijuedi。
她还在期待什么？
qidaiyigebatadangchengbaomuderennengguanxintaliangju。
qidaiguhuaizhinengturanchuxian，xiangtajieshi，qishibushizheiyangde，woconglaimeiyoubanidangchengbaomu。
骗子，全都是骗子。
songhuaicalebayanlei，turanjuedezijihenxiangyaozheweibaqiliandehabagou。
shengziwozaiguhuaizhishouli，tawuliaodeshihoujiushoujin，tabuxuyaodeshihoujiufangshou，renzheizhigouruhemailidetaohao，suodedaodechuiliancongshizhizhongdougentabenshenwuguan。
xiangmingbaizhihou，songhuaijiubuzaizhudongquzhaoguhuaizhile。
lingyibian，guhuaizhimangzhehongshenshuyankaixin，genbenmeiyishidaosonghuaideshijiedaodifashenglezenyangdexingfengxueyu。
jiuzheimeguoleyiduanshijian。
songhuaiyiweitamenbuhuizaiyourenhejiaoji。
danrangrenmeixiangdaodeshi，bangeyuehou，guhuaizhiheshenshuyanfenshoule。
guhuaizhishengrineitian，songhuaishoudaolezhulisonglaidelifu。
yiwangcanjiashengriyanzheizhongshiqing，guhuaizhidoushidaizhegerennvpengyouqude，songhuaidakaishouji，kandaoxujiuweidongdeliaotiankuangbengchuyizelingrenxinjidexiaoxi：
“xiaohuai，jinwanzuowodenvbanhaoma？”
这算是变相表白吗？
songhuaiwozheshoujidezhijianrenbuzhufatang。
guhuaizhimingmingzhishifaletiaoxiaoxi，songhuaizhanzaiyuandi，queyijingzainaohaizhongbaliangrendehoubanshengdouxianglegebian。
takaixindebuzhisuoyi，wangjiletengtong，wangjileyanlei，wangjileneijutiezaichuangtoushangyonglaijingxingzijide“zhongdaofuzhejiushihuogai”。
huanshanglifu，daodajiudian。
chezitingwen，guhuaizhizouguoquqiantadeshou：
“xiaohuai，nijinwanzhenpiaoliang。”
tadeyandishanguoyimojingyan，duanzantingliupiankehou，youyinweishenshuyandechuxianerxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
“bieduoxiang，shiwobarangwolaide。”
shenshuyanshuozhe，xianxideshouzhicongliheligouchuyitiaowanbiao。
“gudashaoye，shengrikuaile。”
huisedewanbiaokanbuchushishenmepaizi，querangzhanzaiguhuaizhishenbiandesonghuairumangzaibei。
tazhunbeideshengriliwuyeshiyikuaiwanbiao，hualetabanniandegongzi，haimeilumianjiuyijingbeixuanpansixing。
“laoshen**dajiaguanglin，yikuaipobiaoeryi。”
“我、不、缺—”
guhuaizhituozhangdiaozi，mianwubiaoqingdituilaishenshuyandangzaimianqiandeshou。
shengriyanlailebushaoquanzilideren，zaizheicongchangherangshenshuyanxiabulaitai，songhuaijiushizaichidun，yeyishidaoliangrenfenshoudingyouneiqing。
guobuqiran，zaizhongrendeyiyanyiyuzhong，songhuaizhidaolesuoweideneiqing。
yuanlaishiyinweishenshuyanheguowaideqiannanyouhaiyoulianxi，guhuaizhijieshoubule，liangrendachaoyijia，buhuanersan。
zhengchangshengriyan，guhuaizhidouduisonghuaigewaiqinni。
bangtazhenglifanfudequnbai，bangtahuanshangpingdixie，quanchengqianzhesonghuaideshou，jiangtajieshaojipengyourenshi。
quanzilidepengyoudouxiaozhedaqu：
“duisaozizheimehao，guaibudenixiaoziyounvpengyou。”
duiyuzheizhongyanlun，guhuaizhiyebujieshi，jiuhaoxiangsonghuaizhendeshitadenvpengyou。
mingmingshiqinmidedongzuo，mingmingshizhufudehuayu，kesonghuaiqueyidiandoukaixinbuqilai，xinjianfanershiwubiandekusemanyan。
yinwei，zhiyoutazhidao，guhuaizhidemuguang，zishizizhongdouzaishenshuyanshenshang。
qiedangaoshi，guhuaizhiyexinbuzaiyan，fenglidedaorenhuaguozhijian，yehunranbujue。
zhidaobuyuanchuchuanlaiyishengjianjiao，zhongrendeshixianxunshengwangguoqu，faxianshishenshuyanweilebirangyigexiaohaizi，youbeilingyigexiaohaizizhuangdaolezhuzishang。
**degebocapopi，xuezhuyikekeshenchulai。
yizhengwandeweizhuangzaicikexiaoshidaijin，guhuaizhizaigubushangqita，lijidiuxiasonghuaipaoleguoqu。
shenshuyanhongzheyankuangkanxiangta，yijuhuameishuo，guhuaizhibianbaixiazhenlai：
“shuyan，bienaopiqilehaoma？”
“我带你去医院。”
shuowan，guhuaizhizhijiejiangrendahengbaoqitouyebuhuidilikaiyanhuiting。
jiuxiangshenshuyanmeiyoukandaotashoushangliuxuedeyoushou，guhuaizhiyemeikandaosonghuaituiranshisedemouzi。
tagulinglingdizhanzaiyuandi，qingchuditingdaoyouxiedongxi，zhengzaiqiaowushengxidesiqu。
tashituquzuzhi，quejuewangdifaxian。
xindonghexinsi，doushiyishunjiandeshi。
也都由不得自己。