第二章：犹豫
jianjiandandanjidaocai，zhanglizuodexiangqisiyi。
dangranzuinashoudedingshuhongshaoroule。
suiranzheixiaokuairouduizheigejialaishuojiagebufei，danjintianduizhanglilaishuokeshiyigetebiederizi，tajuedezhi！
napahuaguangleshenshangsuoyoudeqian，tayebuxiwangzaizheiyangderizililiuxiayihan。
“准备吃饭吧。”
zhanglicalecashou，bayidaodaofancaidouduanshanglezhuo。
zhangxiaoyuzuozaizhuoziqianmian，kanzhemaozhereqidefancai，xinlimomingyouxiegandong，yankuangzhongbushoukongzhidiyichulexiexuleishui。
xiangxiangzaixiandaideshihou，tajiusuanshishenjiashushiyi，quegenbenmeichiguozheiyangyidunjiachangcai，pingrilibushijiudianyingchou，jiushisuibianchidian。
youshihoumangqilai，liankourehufandouchibushang。
zheinalihaiyoujiadeyangzi，jiusuantazhuzheguoyidehaozhaiyouzenmeyang？
duizhangxiaoyulaishuo，neibuguoshiyigeshuijuededifang，lenglengbingbingmeiyouyisiwendu。
cengjiheshi，zhangxiaoyuyezaiwushugezhizuijinmideriziwenziji，xiangyaoguoshenmeyangderizi。
yourenpei，yourenzuocaibuzhengshitahuanxianglewushucideshenghuoma？
neixianzaizheiyiqiebudoushixianlema？
“zenmele？shibushifancaitaijiandanle？nibuxihuan。”zhanglijiantabudongkuaizi，jinzhangdeyadishengyin，jixubuchongdao：“duibuqi，wozhiyouzheidianqian，suoyizhizuoleyidaohongshaorou。biededoushiyixielianjiacai。”
zhangxiaoyulianmanghuidadao：“meishi，meishi，jiushixiangdaohaojiumeizaijialichifanle，guaixiangniande。”
shuowan，zhangxiaoyuyongkuaizijiazhecaidakoudakouchiqilai。
bianchibiantaitoukanzhemianqianzheigenvzi，zuijiaoshangyangdetahaishijiandingdeyaoleyaotou，suiranzheiyangdeshenghuoshitaxiwangde，danshishishangzheiyiqiekebushuyuta。
tabuguoshizanshitidailebierendeshenghuo。
dakouchizhefan，zhangxiaoyuyanshenbuzizhupielexiangmenkoudeyixiangzijiu，tajuedingzanshibuyaodangzhezhanglimianhele，dengwanshangtashuizhelezaishuo。
jianlaogonglangtunhuyandeyangzi，zhanglijinbengdeqingxusongxielexialai，buguotahaishijingzuozaiduimiankanzhe。
zhangxiaoyutaitou，jiantayidongbudong，namendexunwen：“zenmele？”
zhangliliangshoumosuo，shenqingjinzhang，zuibayizhangyihe，zheibansanfansicihouzhizhiwuwudao：“wonenghenishangliangyijianshima？”
zhangxiaoyuzaizuibalisailekuairou，dakoujujiaozhe，ranhoufangxiashouzhongdekuaizi，shuodao：“shuoba！”
kanzhelaogongrenzhendeyangzi，zheirangzhangligengjiajinzhang。
tadizhetou，xiaoshengkaikoudao：“nimeimeijintianchushile，womaicaideshihoupengdaoleta，tashenshangdoushixue”
tazhidaozhangxiaoyuhetameimeizaozaibannianqianjiuduanjuelelaiwang。
wunianqian，zhangxiaoyudefumudoushigongchanggongren。
tamenyijia，suanbushangfuyu，danshenghuohaiguodequ。
zaizhangxiaoyujiehunneiyinian，gongchangkuojian，yaozhantamenjiadegengdi。
danjichudepeichangjinqueshaodekelian，zhangjiabutongyi，gongchangfuchangzhangbaiyangbiandairenshangmen，yikonghezitaiweixietamen。
bingqiehaiyongshijixingdonglaijiaqianglidu，xianshijujuelezhangxiaoyuruchangshenqing，jiezhezhangxiaoyufumuzaigongzuoshangpinpinchuxianwenti。
ranhougongchangmomingqihuo，zhangxiaoyudefumuchengledangshiweiyideliangmingxishengzhe。
gongchangduiyuzheijianshidechuliyekanchengmihuo。
xianduiwaixuanchengshitamenbenrencaozuochuxianwenti，ranhoufadongqunzhongkoushezhili，sanbuyaoyan，shuoshenmetamenfumutoulan，shangbanshuijue，bujingye，yicilaidihuitamenyijiaren。
zuihou，zaizheigubuzhengzhifengdechuidongxia，baiyanghaidazhangqigudaitouhetamenjiashengyuderensuoyaopeichang。
jianzhangxiaoyutamennabuchuqianlai，gancuijiukaobaolibazhanletamenjiadegengdi。
zhangjiadeqingkuangdengtongyucongtiantangdiaorudiyu。
zhangxiaoyudemeimeibuganxin，tashucishangmentaoshuofa，yifenqianmeinadaobushuo，huanlaidehaishiyidunduda。
fanguanjialidezhuxinguzhangxiaoyu，budanmeiyouyidianzuowei，haizaizheijinyaoguantoulianjiamaidiaolefangzi，nazoulejialiquanbudeqian。
tayongzheixieqian，bushidubojiushihuihuo，yifendoumeiliujitazheigehaizaishangxuedemeimei。
zhengyinweizheiyang，zhangxiaoyuduizheigegegehenzhirugu。
tamenliangrenjiuxiangchourenyiyang，sheiyebuyuanyijiandaoshei。
suoyizheizhongshi，fangzaipingshizhangligenbenbuganti，danjintianyouyushiqingteshu，jiashangzhangxiaoyuhaosihuanleyigerenyiyang，suoyitacaiganguzuyongqishitandexunwen。
“哦？”
zhangxiaoyupielepiezui，naohaizhongfuxianchulemeimeideyingxiang。
zhangxiaomengshiyigejueqiangdeyatou，bamachushihoujiuyicicidequzhaobaiyangtaoshuofa。
suiranyicicibeidadebiqinglianzhong，dantashizhongshimeiyoufangqi。
ertazheigezuogegedequenuoruodehen。
fumuliqubuwenbuwen，gengdibeibazhanyijuhuadoubuganshuo，yankanzhewairenqifumeimei，taquezhishitoutouduoqilai。
waimianweiweinuonuo，qiquandousazailejiali。
zheiduiyouqingyouyidezhangxiaoyulaishuo，keshishizudechiru，taqifendemadao：“zheigezhangxiaoyuhaizhenbushigedongxi。”
“啊？”
zhanglibeizheigejudonghedaole，tajinzhangdehouyi，kuaizidoudiaozailedishang。
“e，neige，niwuhuile，wobushishuowo”
zhangxiaoyukanzhezhangliyongyiyangdeyanshendingzheta，yishizhijianbuzhidaogaizuohejieshi。
zijimaziji，zheibushiyoubingshisha。
“fanzheng，womeishi，womeimeizenmeyangle？”zhangxiaoyulianmangchakailehuati。
“e，neige，taxianzaizaiwaimian，wopanishengqi，suoyiyizhibuganhenishuo”beidaduansiludezhanglijinzhangdeshuodao。
“neihaibukuaidianbarenhanjinlai.”shuowantatingdunleyixiajixudao：“suanle，woquba。”
zhangxiaoyulianmangqishenzoudaomenkoudakailefangmen。
menwai，yigezangxixidenvhaizizhengbeikaozheqiangbizhanzhe。
tashangyiquanshiwuheidexuezi，shoubeishanghaizaiwangxiadixue。
yaozhidaotabuguoshiyigeshiliusuidenvhaizia！
zheiyimu，rangzhangxiaoyudeaixinbaopeng，tajinzhangdelazhezhangxiaomengdeshoutiaojianfanshedewendao：“nishenshang，lianshangshizenmehuishi？baiyanggande！”
zhangxiaomengshuaikaitadeshou，touyebutaidehuiyingdao：“wozenmeyangheniyouguanxime？shaozaizheilijiahaoxin！”
“我”
zhangxiaoyushunjianbuzhigaizenmehuida。
taxianzaibingbushineigeshangshilaozongzhangxiaoyu。
ershi80niandailiyigemeixinmeifei，danxiaowuneng，zhizhidaodalaoposaqidewonangfei。
tazhidao，dangxiawuluntazuoshenmedouwujiyushi。
tanlekouqi，zhangxiaoyuhuitouyongqiqiudeyanshenkanxiangfangjianlideren。
zhanglilianmangqishenchulai，laidaozhangxiaomengshenbian，lazhetadeshoudao：“xiaomeng，nixianjinwuchifan，dengxiawobangnibaozhashangkou。”
zhangxiaomengguzhideshuodao：“buyonglesaozi，wozhisuoyihuilaizheili，shixianghenijieliangkuaiqian，mingtianjiaoxuefei，wokebuxiangkandaomougeren。”
shuozhetahaibeiguoleshenzi。
ciqingcijing，zhangxiaoyuzhidao，ruguotabulikai，zheiyatoushibuhuiguaiguaitinghuade。
“niquchifanba，woganghaoyoushiyaochumen。”zhangxiaoyulianmangshuodao。
“qie，youshi，shiquhenineixiegoupengyouhejiuba！”zhangxiaomenghaobukeqishuodao。
zhanglilianmanglazhutadeshou，fengkuangyongyanshenshiyi。
张晓宇也没反驳。
tasongsongjian，maikaibufaguozhenchaozheyuanziwaizouqu。
zhanglinamendekanzheyuanqudelaogong，zheiyaoshihuanpingshi，zhangxiaomengjintianyidinghuibeiyidunduda。
kanlaijintianlaogongshizhendebianle。
duiyuzheigejudong，zhangxiaomengyegandaobukesiyi，zheigegegejintianshishoushenme**le？haishihuanrenle？
buguodangtakandaomenkouyixiangzijiu，haiyousaozilianshangdeyuqinghou，jiudaxiaolezheigeniantou。
zheizhongrenzuihaojinwanjiusizaiwaimian，yongyuanbuyaohuizheigejia。
zhangxiaoyulikaiyuanzi，zhanzaidamenwaidejiedaoshang，tahuitoukanzheshenhouwuzilichuanchulaideliangguang。
zhanglimeitianbeida，zhangxiaomenggesanchawubeiwairenda。
jialiqiongdemaikuairoudoudenachusuoyoudejixu。
zheizhongchileshangdunmeixiadunderizihaijiaoyigejiame？
tabushineigemeixinmeifeidezhangxiaoyu，keyishenmedoubuwen，shenmedoubuguan。
tashineigezaixiandaizhongqingzhongyi，ganzuogandan，weilejiarenkeyixishengyiqiederen。
ruciqingxingruguorangtahuidaolexiandai，neizheigejiahuichengshenmeyangzi？
“ruguotamenyouqianle，huibuhuibianni？”zhangxiaoyuziyanziyudiguzhe。
huitoukanlekanzheipojiudefangzi，tazuoleyigejueding，jiusuanyaohuiqu，yeyaorangzheigejiayoulegaibianzaishuo，zhishaoyaoranghuairenshengzhiyifa，zhishaoyaorangzhanglihezhangxiaomengbuzaishouweiquba。
“dui，jiuzheimegan！”zhangxiaoyujinwozhequantou。
taxianzaijiuyaoqubaiyangjiataogeshuofa。