tiebiguandajiedeyuweishangweisanjin,dalidebingfengbianyiruliaoyuanzhihuo,chengshengxijin!shoufujianchuanzhishikaishi,shiquzhuxingugaer·dongzandetufangebu,mianduixiedashengzhiwei、bingjingjiangmeng、qieyongyou“jianshen”tongshuaidedalijun,genbenzuzhibuqiyouxiaodedikang。yizuozuocengjingbeitufanzhanjudechengchi、yaosai、caochang,rutongshutoudeguoshibanjielianbeishoufu。
dajuntuijindesudukuaidejingren。wobingweiyinchuzhangaojieerjiaojin。shenzhitufangenjishenhou,qijingshenxinyangdehexin,bianzaineizuochuliyuhongshanzhidian、fukanzhenggeluoxiecheng(**)deweiegongdian——budalagong。weiyouchedicuihuiqixinyangdejiliang,cainengzhenzhengwajietufandedikangyizhi,jiangqinarudalibantu。
liangnianshiguang,zaizhanmadesiming、daojiandekengqiangyufohaofanchangdejiaozhizhongshuhuerguo。
dangwoqinlvdalijingruididaluoxiechengxiashi,zheizuogaoyuanshengchengyijinhubushefang。xiangzhengtufanwangquandebudalagong,bingweiruxiangxiangzhongneibanzuokunshouzhidou。gongmendakai,meiyoupijianzhiruidewushi,zhiyoushubaimingshenzhejianghongsengpaodelama,jingjingdizhulizaitongwanggongdiandemanzhangshijieliangce。tamenhuochuishoudimei,huoshouchizhuanjingtongmosongjingwen,shenqingsumuzhongdaizheyizhongjinhubeizhuangdejuejue。
weishousanweilaoseng,shenpixiangzhengzuigaodiweideminghuangsejiasha,shouchijingangchu,mianrongkugaoerzhuangyan,yanshenshensuirugaoyuandehubo,pingjingdizhushizhecemaerlaidewo。
“amituofo。”zhongjianneiweimianrongzuiweicanglao、yanshenquezuiweiqingchedelamashangqianyibu,shengyinhongliangerpinghe,chuantoulegaoyuanxiboerlinliedekongqi,qingxidichuanbianzhenggegongqianguangchang:“duanshishizi,shenfufotuoshentong,quexingxiuluoshafa。tietisuozhi,shenglingtutan。wotufanguozuoqingtui,wulikangjutianwei。ran,fomenqingjingdi,feishixiuluochang。shiziruozhiyiyidaobingjiazhufodian,bianqingtaguolaonadengshubaisengzhongdeshiguba。”
tashenhou,shubaiminglamaqishengdisongfohao:“amituofo!”shenglanghuiju,daizheyizhongzhidirenxindebeiminyujianren,zaiweiedebudalagongqianhuidang。
wolezhuzhaoyeyushizi,yinjiazaigaoyuancimudeyangguangxiayiyishenghui。shenhou,shijiazhouxianming、shaqitengtengdedalijiangshi,wushudaoqiangzaiyangguangxiashanshuozhehanmang。shenqian,shishouwucuntie、yishenhufadeshubaisengzhong,yijineichenmoerhuihongdefogong。
qifenningzhongderutongdongjie。kongqifangfotingzhileliudong,zhishengxiafenglveguojingfandelielieshengxiang。
wofanshenxiama,dongzuochenwen。jiexiayaojiandepeijian,liantongxiangzhengtongshuaiquanlidemabian,suishoudijishenhoudehuweizhudanchen。ranhou,zaishenhoujiangshijingedemuguangheqianfangsengzhongjingtidezhushixia,huanbushangqian。
yizhizoudaoneisanweihuangyidalamamianqiansanbuzhiyao,fangcaitingxia。shuangshouheshi,gongshenyili,dongzuobiaozhunerqiancheng。taiqitoushi,lianshangmeiyourenheshenglizhedejiaoheng,zhiyouyipianchenjingrushuidepinghe。
“dalamayanzhongle。”wodeshengyinbugao,queqingxidichuanrumeiyigerendeerzhong,daizheyizhongqiyideanfuliliang,“duanyucilai,feiweifenhuifodian,yifeiweijiantashengdi。daobingweihusheng,feiweishisha。tufanyudali,bainianenyuan,binggebuduan,tuhaoshengmingaoxue,tuzengwubianzuiye。jinri,duanyuyuanyifozishenfen,yucifomenshengdi,xiangtufanzhupaidadegaoseng,qingjiaofofazhendi。yibianjinglundao,daibinggeshafa,yizhihuiguangming,zhaopowumingzhengduan。heru?”
ciyanyichu,quanchangjiejing!
shenhoudezhudanchendengrenliansezhoubian,jihuyaojinghuchusheng。yutufangaosengbianjing?haishizaibudalagongqian?zheibishachangsishagengxiongxianwanfen!fofajingweishenao,shaoyoubushenbianhuiduoruyanyuxianjing,wanjiebufu!shizisuijingtongfofa,danduifangkeshichuanchengqianniandetufanfomenlingxiu!
duimiandesanweihuangyidalamayeshiqiqiyizhen,hunzhuodelaoyanzhongbaoshechunanyizhixindejingguang。weishoudegexidalama(foxueboshi)shenshendikanzhewo,neishuangyuejincangsangdeyanmouzhong,jingyi、shenshi、shenzhishiyisiweibukechadeqijifeikuaishanguo。tachenmopianke,zhongyuhuanhuankaikou,shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedebodong:
“shizijiyoucihongyuan,yuyizhihuizhijian,zhanduanfenzhengzhigen,laonadeng……ganbucongming?qing!”
“qingshiziru‘cuoqindadian’(dajingtang)!”sanweidalamaceshenrangkaidaolu。
tongwangbudalagonghexin——cuoqindadiandemanzhangshijie,fangfoyitiaotongwangzhihuidianfengdetianlu。woyishensubaichangfu,weizhejiazhou,yeweidaibingqi,bulvcongrongdixiangshangzouqu。shenhou,shishensejinzhang、yibuyiqudezhudanchendengshaoshuhuwei,yijineisanweiyinludehuangyidalama。liangce,shubaiminghongpaolamachuishousuli,muguangfuzadizhushizhezheiweinianqingdezhengfuzhe。
cuoqindadiannei,jingxianggengweizhenhan。shubaizhansuyoudengyaoyezhewennuanershenmideguangmang,jiangjudadekongjianyingzhaodejinbihuihuang。kongqizhongmimanzhenongyudesuyouhezangxianghunhedeqixi。dadianzhongyang,shubaiminglaizitufanbutongjiaopai(ningma、sajia、gajudeng)degaosengdade,zaoyiangezidechuanchenghediwei,panxiduanzuoyuhouhoudekadianzhishang。tamenhuobimuyangshen,huoshouchinianzhudisong,huomuguangjiongjiongdizhishirukou。meiyidaomuguangdouyunhanzheshushinianjingyanfofasuoningjudezhihuiyuweiyan,huijuzaiyiqi,xingchengyigupangdawubidejingshenyali,zuyirangxinzhibujianzheshunjianbengkui。
dangwotarudadiandeneiyike,suoyoudesongjingshengjiaranerzhi。shubaidaomuguang,rutongshizhidetanzhaodeng,shunjianjujiaozaiwoshenshang!haoqi、shenshi、zhiyi、qingmie、diyi……zhongzhongqingxujiaozhichengyizhangwuxingdedawang。
womeiyousihaojucu,muguangpingjingdisaoguoquanchang,zuizhongluozaidadianzuishenchu,neigaogaozaishangdefazuopang。neili,duanzuozhesanweishenpijinxianjiasha、qixizuiweiyuanshendelaoseng——zhengshizhiqianzaigongmenqianyingjiewodegexidalama、jingangshangshihemixudashi。tamenshitufanfomenzhenzhengdetaishanbeidou。
wozaidadianzhongyangyuliudekadianshanganranzuoxia,zitaifangsongerziran,fangfozhishilaicanjiayichangxunchangdefahui。
“shizidianxia,”gexidalamadeshengyinzaijijingdedadianzhongxiangqi,daizheyizhongqitedeyunlv,zhizhihexin,“wotufanfomen,chuanchengqiannian,genjizaiyu‘zhongguanjian’(madhyamaka),hexinyaoyiwei‘yuanqixingkong’。ganwenshizi,jiyanxingkong,zhufawuwo,weihedianxiaxingbingge,zaoshaye,xingci‘youwo’zhishi?cifeiyufofagenbenxiangbeihu?”
wentiyichu,rutongtoushirushui,jiqiqiancenglang。suoyougaosengdemuguangdoujinjindingzhewo,dengdaihuida。zheishigenbenxingdejiewen,zhizhidalixizhengde“fali”jichu。
woweiweiyixiao,shengyinqinglang,bujibuxu:“dalamasuoyanshenshi,zhufaxingkong,yuanqiwuwo。ran,ci‘wuwo’feishiwankongsiji。zhengru《zhonglun》youyun:‘yiyoukongyigu,yiqiefadecheng;ruowukongyizhe,yiqiezebucheng。’kongxing,naiwanxiangshengmieliuzhuanzhigenben。tufanqinwodalijiangtu,tuluwodalizimin,cinaiyinyuanjuhe,yelixianxianzhi‘you’。duanyuhuibingxijin,zhigeweidao,yishiyinyuanjuhe,po‘you’xian‘kong’zhibiran。”
woshaozuotingdun,muguangsaoguoneixieweiweihanshouhuoxianrusisuodemiankong,jixudao:“xirifotuoyiyoujiangfuwaidao,yizhihuibiancaizhefumozhongzhiju。cifeichenhen,shiweidabei。duanyusuowei,feiweitantutufanjiangtu,feiweizhangxianyijizhineng,naiweizhongjiebainiangange,zhixilimindaoxuanzhiku。yipilishouduan,xingpusaxinchang。ci‘sha’weihusheng,ci‘fa’weizhige。daichenailuoding,daobingruku,mafangnanshan,daliyutufan,dangzaiwu‘dali’、‘tufan’zhifen,weiyou‘fotu’,weiyou‘zhongsheng’。cifei‘youwo’,shiweipo‘wozhi’,ru‘wuwo’zhidacibeixing!”
yifanhua,yinjingjudian,cengcengdijin,jiangzhengfazhijuqiaomiaonaru“pozhixiankong”、“cibeihusheng”defolikuangjia。dadianneixiangqiyipiandidideyilunsheng,bushaoyuanbendaizhediyidegaoseng,yanzhongluchulesisuohedongyao。
“shizihaobiancai!”yiweilaizisajiapai,yijingtongyinming(luoji)zhuchengdegaosenglangshengkaikou,tashouzhongniandongzheyichuanwuheidenianzhu,yusujikuai,“ranshiziyan‘zhongjiegange’,quebuzhizhanzhengbenshenbianshiwubiankuhai!shiziyishazhisha,qifeiyinzhenzhike?jinrinidalibingfengqiangsheng,kemietufan,tariruoyougengqiangzhiguoxingqi,mienidali,shiziyoudangruhezichu?ciyinguoxunhuan,yuanyuanxiangbao,heshinengle?qifeiyunisuoyan‘kongxing’、‘wuwo’beidaoerchi?”
zheishiyigexilideluojixianjing,zhizhizhanzhengdailaidechouhenliansuofanying。
woshensebubian,yingxiangneiweigaosengruilidemuguang:“dashisuolvjishi。yinguoruhuan,jiuchannanjie。ran,duanyujinriyuci,feiweichengkoushezhili,naiweiqiuyilaoyongyizhijie!tufanguifudali,feishiwangguomiezhong,ershixiaomijiexian,huagangeweiyubo。dalijiangyifofajiaohua,zebeicangsheng,xingnongsang,tongmaoyi,shigaoyuanbaixinggongxiangtaipingzhifu。xirichouyuan,dangyifofadazhihuihuajie,erfeiyixuehaixue,yiyahaiya。cifeikongtan,naiduanyuyidaliguoyunlishi!”
wodeshengyindouranbagao,daizheyizhongzhandingjietiedejuejuehebeimin:“ruotarizhenyouqiangdifanwojiangtu,tuluwozimin,duanyuyidangxiaofajinrizhiju,chizhihuijian,yuncibeixin,yileitingshouduan,xianpusaxinchang!cifeichenhen,naiweihusheng!cishenkesui,cizhibuyu!zhizhiyuanchouxiaojin,zhongshengpingdeng,gongmufoguang!”
“嗡——”
suizhewohuayinluoxia,yigunanyiyanyudejingshenliliangbansuizhetineijingchunhaohandebeimingzhenqi,yijiliumaishenjianneiwujianbucuidejianyi,wushengwuxidimimankailai。bingfeiweiya,ershiyizhonghongda、guangming、baorong、fangfonengzhaocheyiqiemizhangde“shi”!rutongfotuozailingshanjiangfa,tianhualuanzhui,diyongjinlian!
dadianneishubaizhansuyoudengdehuoyan,zaizheiyikeqiqixiangshangcuansheng,guangmangdasheng,jiangzhenggecuoqindadianyingzhaoderutongfoguojianglin!
“啊!”
“这……这是……”
“foguang!shifoguangpuzhao!”
xuduoxiuweijingshendegaosengrenbuzhujinghuchusheng,mianluhairanyuqiancheng。tamennengqingxidiganshoudao,zheibingfeihuanjue,ershiyizhongyuanzilinghunshenchu、yufofazhendigongmingdehongdajingshenchangyu!
neiweisajiapaigaosengzhanglezhangzui,shouzhongdewumunianzhubuzhiheshiyitingzhileniandong。takanzhewo,yanshenzhongderuilibianfengjianjiantunqu,huaweiyizhongshenshendezhenhanyu……zhefu。zuizhong,tashuangshouheshi,shenshendixiatoulu:“shizi……dacibei,dazhihui。laona……shoujiaole。”
“shizisuoyan,naidachengpusaxing!powofaerzhi,xianzhenrufoxing!laonatanfu!”yiweiningmapaidelaolamajidongdexufajiezhan。
“yishazhisha,feiweichenhen,shinaidabei!shiziciju,anhejingangnumu,pusadimeizhizhendi!shanzai!shanzai!”lingyiweigajupaidedadeyexuanleshengfohao。
zhiyideshengyinrutongbingxuexiaorong。yuelaiyueduodelama,wulunpaibie,kanxiangwodemuguangbuzaiyoudiyi,ershichongmanlejingwei、tanfu,shenzhishiyizhong……zhaodaolejingshenlingxiubandechire。
“shizidianxia,”yizhichenmobuyu、qixizuiweiyuanshenmocedemixudashizhongyuhuanhuankaikou,tadeshengyindichenerdaizheqiyidegongming,fangfozhijiexiangzairenxindi,“fomenguangda,famenwuliang。xianzongbianli,guranjingmiao。ranmixuxiuxing,jiangjiu‘jishenchengfo’,xushangshiguanding,chizhouguanxiang,xiuchiqimaimingdian,feigenqishenhou、deyumingshizhebunengchengjiu。shizishentongsuixian,rancimifaxuanao,shizi……keyuanyishi?”
mixudashidehuayurutongyikuaijushitourupingjingdehumian,shunjianrangdadianneigangganghuanhedeqifenzaicijinbengqilai!suoyougaosengdemuguangdouqishuashuadijujiaozaiwoshenshang,daizheqiansuoweiyoudeningzhongheyisi……yinmideqidai。
xianzongbianjing,lundeshizhihui,shiyili,shiluojidefengren。ermixuxiuxing,zezhizhishengmingzuibenyuandenengliangaomi,shejishen、yu、yisanmideshencengcizhuanhua,qixuanaojianxian,yuanchaochangrenxiangxiang。meiyoushangshiguandingchuancheng,meiyoujingnianleiyuedekuxiu,maoranshezu,qingzeshenzhicuoluan,zhongzedangchangbiming!zheiyibushibianjing,ershiyixingmingweizhudezhongjikaoxiao!
zhudanchendengrendexinshunjiantidaolesangziyan,lianseshabai。tamensuibudongmifa,danyezhiqizhongxiongxianwanfen。
woyingzhemixudashineishuangfangfonengdongchuanlinghundeshensuiyanmou,shenseyijiupingjingwubo,shuangshouheshi,weiweigongshen:“dashicibei,duanyuyuanwenqixiang。”
mixudashishenshenkanlewoyiyan,buzaiyanyu。tahuanhuanbishangshuangmu,shuangshouyuxiongqianjiechuyigefanfuwubi、yunhanwujinxuanaodeshouyin——budonggenbenyin!tongshi,houlongshenchufachuyigedichen、hunhou、fangfoziyuanguhonghuangchuanlaideqiyiyinjie:
“嗡——!”
zheibingfeiputongdesongnian,ershiyunhanlemixuwushangzhenyanliliangde“zhongzizi”zhenyan!suizhezheigeyinjiedexiangqi,dadianneisuoyousuyoudengdehuoyanmengdixiangneiyisuo,guangxianshunjianandan!yiguwuxingwuzhi、quechenzhongrushanyue、yinhanrujiuyoudejingshenweiya,hunhezhejingchundemixufali,rutongshizhidechaoshuiban,chaozhewoxiongyongpengpaidiyalai!
zheiweiyabujinzuoyongyujingshen,gengzhijieyindonglerentizuijingweidenengliangcengmian!woganjuezhouweidekongqishunjianbiandezhanchoubingleng,fangfozhishenwanzhanghaidi,wuxingdeyalicongsimianbafangjiyaerlai,yaoniansuimeiyicunguge!shihaizhizhong,gengshihuanxiangcongsheng!wushuzhengningdemingwangfennuxiang、kongbudekuloujingang、ranshaozheyehuodelianyujingxianglunfanshanxian,daizheguhuorenxindemoyin,fengkuangchongjizhexinshen!
huanzuochangren,napashiyiliugaoshou,zaizheimixuzhenyanyujingshenhuanxiangdeshuangzhonggongjixia,yezaoyixinshenshishou,qixuenichong,shenzhibaotierwang!
raner,jiuzaizheihuimiexingdeyalijitidechanei——
“an(ong)……ma(ma)……ni(ni)……ba(bei)……mi(mei)……ou(hong)……”
yijuqingxi、pinghe、queyunhanzhebukesiyidacibei、dazhihui、daweinengdeliuzidamingzhou,rutongqingquanliutang,ziwokouzhongziranerrandisongchu。shengyinbugao,queshunjiangaiguolemixudashineichongmanyapogandezhenyan,rutongchenxichuantouhouzhongdewuyun,samanzhenggecuoqindadian!
suizhezheifomenzhigaowushangzhenyandesongnian,wotineineihaohanruwangyang、jingchunruliulidebeimingzhenqihongranyunzhuan!tabuzaijinjinshibentengdeneili,gengfangfobeizhurulefofadezhensui,huazuoyiguchunjingwuxia、guangminghaodadenenglianghongliu!liumaishenjiandejianyibingweibofa,ershineilianningju,huazuohuchixinshendewushanghuijian!
neibeimingzhenqiyuliuzizhenyandeliliangwanmeijiaorong,zaiwoshenzhouxingchengleyiquanrouyanbukejian、quezhenshicunzaideliuliguangzhao!
“轰——!”
mixudashineipaishandaohaibandejingshenweiyahemixufali,rutongnutaozhuangshangjianbukecuidejiaoshi,fachuyishengweiyoujingshencengmiancainengganzhidejuxiang!yinhandeyalibeishunjianqusan,zhanchoudekongqihuifuqingming!shihaizhongneixiekongbudehuanxiang,zaizheidaguangming、dacibeidefohaoshengzhong,rutongbingxueyudaolieyang,jianjiaozhe、niuquzhe,cuncunwajie,xiaosanwuzong!
不仅如此!
neiyoubeimingzhenqiheliuzizhenyanxingchengdeliuliguangzhao,zaidiyuzhuchongjideshunjian,gengshizhouranxiangwaipengzhang、fanzhen!
“唔!”
mixudashimengdizhengkaishuangyan,lianshangneigujingwubodezhuangyanshunjianbeidapo,querdaizhideshiyizhongjidudezhenjingyuhairan!tashentijulieyihuang,rutongbeiwuxingdejuchuijizhong,lianseshunjianyouhongzhuanbai,youyoubaizhuanjin,yikounixuebeitaqiangxingyalexiaqu,zuijiaoqueyishenchuyisichumujingxindeyinhong!tashenxiahouhoudekadian,wushengwuxidisuiliekailai!
zhenggecuoqindadian,xianruleyipianjueduidesiji!
shubaiminggaosengdade,rutongbeishiledingshenfa,daidaidikanzheyanqianzheiyimu。tamenyanzhong,neiweiduanzuozhongyangdebaiyishaonian,zhoushenfangfolongzhaozheyicengdandande、rouhequewubishenshengdeliuliguangyun。neiguangyunchunjingwuxia,daizheyizhongdongchezhufashixiang、zhaopoyiqiewumingheiandezhihuizhiguang!shaonianmianrongningjing,baoxiangzhuangyan,rutongzhenfolinfan!
“liulifoguang……jianxingchengfo……”gexidalamashishendinannanziyu,laoleizongheng,chaozhewodefangxiang,wutitoudi,xingxialezuiweiqianchengdedalibai!
“putong!”“putong!”
rutongtuidaoleduominuogupai,dadianneisuoyoudegaoseng,wulunlaizinagejiaopai,wulunzhiqianxinzhongcunyouhezhongyilv,cikedouzaiwubanfenyouyu,qiqilizuo,pufuzaidi,xiangzheneiliulifoguanglongzhaodeshenying,dinglimobai!
“顶礼世子!”
“顶礼佛光!”
“顶礼智慧!”
qianchengdesongnianshenghuijuchengyiguhongliu,zaiweiedebudalagongcuoqindadianneihuidang,jingjiubuxi。zheishengyinchuantoulehouzhongdegongqiang,chuanbianlezhenggeluoxiecheng。wushutufanbaixingmangranditaiqitou,wangxianghongshanzhidianneishenshengdegongdian,suijifangfobeimouzhongwuxingdeliliangganzhao,fenfenchaozhebudalagongdefangxiang,qianchengdiguibaixiaqu。
budalagongqian,dalidejiangshimensuranyangwang,shouzhongdedaoqiangqiaoranchuixia。zhudanchendengrenjidongdehunshenzhandou,releiyingkuang。tamenzhidao,congzheiyikeqi,zheipiangulaodegaoyuan,yizhenzhengxiangtadexinzhudixialetoulu。