erzilianshangjiajingpingpingdenvyou，wozaisanquanzu。tajingmanzhewo，genzhenvhaihuilechengjiaolaozhai。shipinli，
erziyishendingzhixizhuang，chendebanboqiangpiyufahansuan，talianshangqueguazhecongweiyouguodereluo。
zhiyinnvhaiwobingzaichuangdenainai，zhanweiweidilaibankuaifangliangdeguihuagao；nvhaineiyanshenhunzhuodefuqin，
paizhetajianbangkua“xiaohuozikanzhejiutimian”；nvhaijingmingganliandemuqin，
lazhetashoushuo“yihouzanmenjiushiyijiaren”。taqinzijilaorenweiyao，bangweilaiyuefuxiulilaojiushouyinji，
shenzhibawosongtade**kuanwanbiao，zhaixialaijileweilaiyuemudangjianmianli。erziduizhejingtouhongleyan：“ba，
wozheibeizidiyicizhidaoshenmeshiguishugan，tamencaishiwoxiangshouhuderen。”woxiaozhiyilidongzhiyiqing，
taquechizewo“mannaozidoushijiecenghesuanji”，haishuo“zhiyoutadongwodelinghun”。zuizhong，tabeizhewo，
yongzijimingxiadegongyuhepaochedangpinli，ruzhuileguoqu。neiyikewofanranxingwu——zheidahaosuanshilianfeile，
gaikaolvkaixinhaole。……1wojiaoyushixiang，jinniansishibasui，shishixiangjinrongdechuangshirenjianceo。
wodebangongshizaihuanqiujinrongzhongxin68ceng，luodichuangwaishizhenggechengshidefanhuajingxiang。
cikewozhengdingzheshoujipingmu，shouzhixuanzaierziyumingyuandezhaopianshangfang。
zhaopianlitalouzheyigechuanbaiqunzidenvhai，beijingshichengjiaomouchupojiudejuminlou。"yuzong，
shidiandehuiyihaiyouwufenzhong。"mishuqingqingqiaomen。wosuoshangshoujipingmu，zhenglezhenglingdai："quxiao。
"wobixulikejiandaowoerzi。yumingyuanshiwoweiyidejichengren，jinniangangcongwodunshangxueyuanbiyehuiguo。
wozaitashenshangtourulewushuziyuan——guojixuexiao、mashukecheng、sirengaoerfujiaolian。
shenzhitashouwanshangneikuaibaidafeili，doushiwoteyicongrineiwapaimaihuipaihuilaide。erxianzai，
tajuranheyigechengjiaonvhaijiaozaiyiqi。wobotongerzidedianhua，xiangleqishengcaibeijieqi。"ba？
"dianhuaneitoubeijingcaoza，yinyuenengtingjiancaishichangbandexuannao。"likelaiwobangongshi。
"wojinliangkongzhizheyuqi，"xianzai。"liangxiaoshihou，yumingyuanzhanzaiwomianqian，
shenshanghaichuanzheneijianwocongmeijianguodemianzhitxu。"jieshiyixia。"wobashoujituidaotamianqian，
pingmushangshitaheneigenvhaideheying。tayanshenshanshuoleyixia，suijitingzhiyaoban："shiyushiwonvpengyou。
""shiyu？"wolengxiao，"nageshijiade？shiweixindenver？shiguoqiangdesunnv？
""tafuqinshizhongxueyuwenlaoshi，muqinzaishequyiyuangongzuo。"yumingyuanzhishiwodeyanjing，"putongjiating。
"woganjuetaiyangxuetutuzhitiao："nizhidaozijizaishuoshenmema？""wozhidao。"tashengyinhenqing，
danyichangjianding，"woaita。"womengdizhanqilai，bangongyizhuangzaishenhoudeshujushang，fachujuxiang。"ai？
"wojihushicongyafenglijichuzheigezi，"nicaiershisansui，dongshenmejiaoai？
"yumingyuanmeiyoutuisuo："wodong。tarangwokandaolelingyizhongshenghuo。""shenmeshenghuo？jigongjiao？chilubiantan？
zhuwushipingmidelaopoxiao？"wozhizhechuangwai，"kankanwaimian，zheilicaiyinggaishinideshijie！
""neishinideshijie，ba。"tapingjingdishuo，"bushiwode。"woshenxiyikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai。
"tingzhe，mingyuan。"wofangdishengyin，"nihainianqing，rongyibeixinxianganmihuo。danhunyinshilianggejiatingdejiehe，
yaokaolvjieceng、ziyuan、renmai...""jiuxiangnihemamaneiyang？"taturandaduanwo。
zheijuhuaxiangdaoziyiyangzhajinwoxinli。wohetamuqinshidianxingdeshangyelianyin，zaitayinyiyuzhengzishaqian，
womenyijingfenjusannian。"buyiyang。"woshengyinfase，"woshiweinihao。
""weiwohaojiuyinggaizunzhongwodexuanze。"yumingyuanzhuanshenzouxiangmenkou，"shiyujiajinwanqingwochifan，
wodezoule。""zhanzhu！"wolishenghedao，"wobuyunxuniquneizhongdifang！"tatingxiajiaobu，
meiyouhuitou："woyijingdayingle。"menguanshangdeshengyinbuzhong，querangwogandaoyizhenxuanyun。
woanxianeixiandianhua："limishu，jiwochayigeren，jiaoshiyu，jiazhuchengjiao..."2santianhou，
wonadaoleshiyudequanbuziliao。fuqinshijianguo，wushisansui，sanliuzhongxueyuwenjiaoshi。muqinzhoumin，
sishijiusui，shequyiyuanhushizhang。nainaishiguifang，qishiliusui，tangniaobing、gaoxueya，changnianwochuang。
ershiyubenren，putongerbenbiye，xianzaiyijiashaoerchubanshedangbianji。zuikexiaodeshi，
tamenquanjiazhuzaichengbeilaoquyidongliushiniandaidehongzhuanlouli，liandiantidoumeiyou。
wobaziliaoshuaizaizhuoshang："mingyuandaodikanshangtashenme？"limishuyouyuleyixia："yuzong，
yaobuyaoanpaininheneiweishi**jianyimian？"womiqiyanjing："anpai。"zhoumo，
wozaiwaitansanhaodingleweizi。shiyubizhaopianshangkanqilaigengputong——yimiliuzuoyoudegezi，sumianchaotian，
zhazhejiandandemawei。tachuanzheyitiaodanlanselianyiqun，kanqilaixiangshishangchangdazhehuo。"yushushuhao。
"taxiangwoweiweijugong，shengyinhenqingdanqingxi。woguyichidaoleershifenzhong，dantalianshangmeiyousihaobunai。
"zuoba。"woshiyifuwushengguolai，"xiangchidianshenme？"tasaoleyiyancaidan，
yanjingzaijiageshangtingliuleyimiao，suijipingjingdishuo："ninlaidianba，wobutiaoshi。"wodianlezuiguidetaocan，
teyiyaoleyiping1982niandelafei。"tingshuonizaichubanshegongzuo？"wohuangzhejiubei，"nianxinduoshao？
""shuiqianshierwan。"tazhishiwodeyanjing，"zugouwoshenghuo。
"woqingxiaoyisheng："mingyuanyigeyuelinghuaqiandoubuzhizheigeshu。""wozhidao。"taminleminzuichun，
"danqianbushihengliangrendeweiyibiaozhun。""neishenmeshi？"wofangxiajiubei，"aiqing？
"fuwushengshishidishangqiancai，daduanlewomendeduihua。shiyuyongdaochadezishihenbiaozhun，zheirangwoyouxieyiwai。
"mingyuanshuonirangtakandaolelingyizhongshenghuo。"woqiezheegan，"nengjutishuoshuoma？
"tafangxiachazi："yushushu，ninzhidaomingyuanzuixihuanchishenmema？"wolengzhule。"tazuiaichiguihuagao，
youqishichengbeilaozihao'guixiangzhai'de。"tayanjingliangqilai，"dantashuojialicongbumaizheizhong'jiebianxiaochi'。
""haiyou，takonggao，danninmeiniandoudaitaquaerbeisihuaxue。""taqishigengxihuanhuahua，
danninjuedeshangkegengyouqiantu..."wodaduanta："zheixietaconglaimeigenwoshuoguo。""yinweitapaninshiwang。
"shiyuqingshengshuo，"zaininmianqian，tayongyuanyaozuoneigewanmeidejichengren。"zheidunfanchideworugengzaihou。
linzoushi，woguyi"buxiaoxin"bahongjiusazaitaqunzishang。"baoqian。"wohaowuchengyidishuo，
"worangsijisongnihuiqu。""buyongle。"tacongrongdicazhequnzi，"ditiehenfangbian。
"kanzhetaliqudebeiying，wobotongle**dedianhua："jixucha，woyaozhidaozheigeshiyusuoyoudeheiliao。
"3yizhouhou，zhentanjilewoyigeupan。limianshishiyuquanjiadexiangxiziliao，
baokuotafuqinshinianqianyinxueshengtousubeidiaogang，muqincengyinyiliaojiufenbeitousu，shenzhinainaidebingli。
danqiguaideshi，meiyourenheshizhixingdewudian。xiangfan，
wokandaoleyixiebiededongxi——shijianguolianxushinianbeipingweiyouxiujiaoshi，jinguangongziweibo，
quezizhulesangepinkunxuesheng。zhouminzaiyiqingqijianzhudongqingyingqugelibingfanggongzuo，huodeshijibiaozhang。
ershiyubenren，daxuesinianqingongjianxue，haicanyushanquzhijiao。zuirangwozhenjingdeshiyiduan**shipin。huamianli，
mingyuanzuozaishijiaxiaxiaodeketing，shiyudenainaizhanweiweididijitabankuaiguihuagao。
woerzi——neigecongxiaojinyiyushideyumingyuan，juranhongzheyanjingjieguolai，xiaoxinyiyidiyaoleyikou。
neiyike，talianshangdebiaoqingshiwocongweijianguoderouruan。woguanshangshipin，xiongkoufamen。diertian，
wobamingyuanjiaodaoshufang。"wojinilianggexuanze。"wozhijietanpai，"yaomehetafenshou，yaomeshiqujichengquan。
"mingyuanchenmolehenjiu，jiudaowoyiweitadongyaole。ranhoutataiqitou："woxuanshiyu。""nifengle？
"wopaianerqi，"weileyigerenshibanniandenvren，fangqiyiwanjiachan？""womeifeng。"tachuqidipingjing，
"ba，ninzhidaoma？shangzhouwoqushiyujia，tababajiaowoxiushouyinji，tamamajiwozhiletiaoweijin。
"tazhilezhibozishangdehuiseweijin："zheishiwoshoudaodediyijianshouzhiliwu。""youzhi！"wolengxiao，
"zheixielianjiadedongxi...""bulianjia。"mingyuandaduanwo，"zheilimianyoujinqianmaibudaodedongxi。
""shenmedongxi？""ai。"tashuo，"chuncuideai，bufudairenhetiaojiandeai。"woyakouwuyan。
"womingtianjiubanchuqu。"tazhuanshenzouxiangmenkou，"heshiyuyiqizhu。""nigan！"wonuhou，
"zouchuzheigemen，jiubiezaihuilai！"menguanshangdeshengyinzaikongdangdebieshulihuixiang。wozhanzailuodichuangqian，
kanzhemingyuantouyebuhuidizouxiangdamen。tadebeiyingneimejuejue，neimemosheng。4santianhou，
limishuhuangzhangdichongjinwobangongshi："yuzong，mingyuanshaoyeta...""zenmele？"woxintouyijin。
"tabamingxiadegongyuhepaochedouguohujileshiyujia，shuoshi...pinli。"woyanqianyihei，chadianzhanbuwen。
zheigenizi，juranruzhuile？wozhuaqicheyaochichongchumenqu。chengbeilaoqubiwoxiangxiangzhonghaiyaopojiu。
xiazhaidejiedao，banbodeqiangmian，kongqizhongmimanzheyouyanhechaoshideweidao。woanzhedizhizhaodaoneidonghongzhuanlou，
paleliucenglouti，qichuanyuyudizhanzaishijiamenqian。menmeiguanyan，limianchuanlaihuanshengxiaoyu。touguomenfeng，
wokandaomingyuanweizheweiqunzaichufangmangliu，shiyuzaiyipangqiecai，tafuqinzaixiuyitailaoshishouyinji，
muqinzaijilaorenweiyao。duomewenxindeyimu。duomeciyandeyimu。
woerzi——neigecongxiaoshizhibuzhanyangchunshuideyumingyuan，zhengzaichaocai。ertamenyongdechaoguo，
shiwocongweijianguodelianjiahuo。wozhengyaotuimenerru，turantingdaomingyuanshuo："bajintianshengri，
wojitafaleduanxin，dantameihui。"shiyucacashou，louzhutadeyao："manmanlai，jitadianshijian。
"mingyuankuxiao："tayongyuanbuhuijieshoude。""neijiuzhengmingjitakan。"shiyuyangtoukanta，
"zhengmingwomendexuanzeshiduide。"woqiaoqiaotuihoujibu，zhuanshenxialou。zuojincheli，wojiujiumeiyoufadongyinqing。
shoujipingmuliangqi，shimingyuanfalaideshengrizhufu。wodingzheneitiaoxiaoxi，
turanyishidao——wokenengzhendeyaoshiquzheigeerzile。huidaojia，wojizijidaolebeiweishiji，
zhanzaimingyuankongdangdangdewoshimenkou。qiangshanghaiguazhetagaozhongbiyeshihewodeheying，
neishihoutayanliquanshiduiwodechongbai。xianzaini？woyangtouheganbeizhongjiu，zuochulejueding。jirandahaolianfeile，
neijiukaixinhaoba。5wobotonglelvshidedianhua，shouzhiqiaojizheshimubangongzhuo。"zhanglvshi，zhongxinnidingyizhu。
"woshengyinlengdexiangbing，"yumingyuanneifen，quanbuquxiao。"dianhuaneitouchenmoleliangmiao："yuzong，ninquedingma？
""feichangqueding。"wodingzheqiangshangmingyuanxiaoshihoudeyouhua，"lingwai，bangwowusedaiyunjigou。"guaduandianhua，
wodakaidiannaosousuo"gaoduandaiyun"。pingmushangdejinfanvlangxiaorongtianmei，biaozhuzhe"changchuntengmingxiaojiyin"。
wolengxiaoyisheng，guandiaoleyemian。limishuqiaomenjinlai，shoulinazheyigeniupizhidai。"yuzong，
zheishininyaodeziliao。"wochaikaifengkou，daochuyidienianqingnvxingdejianli。meigedouchushenmingmen，xueliyaoyan，
beijingqingbai。wochouchuqizhongyizhang——linshidichandeqianjin，25sui，gelunbiyadaxueshuoshi。
"anpaiwohelin**jianmian。"wobajianlidijilimishu，"jiuzheizhoumo。"zhouliuwanshang，
wozuozaimiqilinsanxingcantingli，duimianshizhuangrongjingzhidelin**。tatantuyouya，
liaoqiguojijinrongshichangtoutoushidao。"yushushu，tingshuomingyuanzuijin..."tayuyanyouzhi。
wolianseyichen："tabupeizuowoerzi。"lin**shiqudizhuanyihuati，liaoqitazaihuaerjieshixidejingli。
wancanjieshushi，wozhudongtichusongtahuijia。cheshang，tajiazhuangbujingyidibashoudazaiwoxigaishang。"yushushu，
qishiwoyizhihenyangmunin..."womengdicaixiachache，luntaifachucierdemocasheng。"xiache。
"woshengyinpingjingdekepa。kanzhelin**langbeiliqudebeiying，wobotonglemingyuandedianhua。xiangleshijisheng，
wurenjieting。wofennudibashoujizaxiangfujiashi。diertianyizao，wozhijiekaichequleshiyujia。
zheiciwoyonglipaimen，bazhengcengloudelinjudoujingdongle。kaimendeshishiyumuqinzhoumin，
tachuanzhexidefabaidejiajufu。"yuxiansheng？"tajingyadizhengdayanjing，"kuaiqingjin。
"wolengzhelianzoujinxiaxiaodeketing，wendaoyiguzhongyaowei。"mingyuanni？""taheyuerqumaicaile。
"zhouminjiwodaolebeicha，"ninshaodeng，wodadianhuajiaotamenhuilai。"wohuangusizhou，
qiangshangguamanlejiatingzhaopian。shiyucongxiaodaodadebiyezhao，quanjiachuyoudeheying，
shenzhihaiyouyizhangmingyuanchuanzheweiqunchaocaidezhaopian。zhaopianlidetaxiaodeneimekaixin。woxiongkouyizhenfamen。
"yuxiansheng，ninliansebutaihao。"zhoumindanyoudikanzhewo，"yaobuyao...""buyong。
"woshengyingdidaduanta，"wozhishilaigaosumingyuan，tabeiboduojichengquanle。"zhoumindeshoudouleyixia，
chashuisazaichajishang。"duibuqi。"tahuangmangnamobucashi，"wo...wobugaiduozui，
danmingyuanzhendehenzaihunin。""zaihu？"wolengxiao，"zaihujiubuhuiweilenimenfangqiyiqie。
""tameiyoufangqinin。"zhouminshengyinhenqing，"tameitiandouhuikannindexinwen，
danxinnintailaolei..."mensuozhuandongdeshengyindaduanlewomendeduihua。mingyuanheshiyutizhecailanzhanzaimenkou，
kandaowoshitongshilengzhule。"ba？"mingyuanshouzhongdesuliaodaidiaozaidishang，
"nizenme...""laitongzhiniyisheng。"wozhanqishen，"congjintianqi，nibuzaishiwoerzi。
"shiyudaoxiyikoulengqi，zhuazhumingyuandeshoubei。mingyuandelianseshunjiancangbai："ba，
biezheiyang...""biejiaowoba。"wozouxiangmenkou，"woyijingzaianpaidaiyunle，
henkuaihuiyouyigehegedejichengren。"jingguomingyuanshenbianshi，wowendaotashenshangdandandeyouyanwei。
neigecengjingpenzheaimashixiangshuideguigongzi，xianzaihunshenshijingqixi。"yushushu！"shiyuturanjiaozhuwo，
"nengdanduhenintantanma？"wobenxiangjujue，queguishishenchadidianletou。6xiaoquhuayuanli，
shiyudijiwoyibeidoujiang。"mingyuanshuoninxihuanhetiande，woduofangletang。"wojieguozhibei，meiyouhe。
"xiangshuoshenme？"shiyushenxiyikouqi："ninzhidaomingyuanweishenmeaiwoma？""xinxianganbale。""bu。
"tayaotou，"yinweizaiwomianqian，takeyizuozhenshideziji。"tanachushouji，jiwokanleyiduanshipin。
shipinli，mingyuanzaishiyujiaguoshengri，tamenyongnaiyoumozaitalianshang，xiaozuoyituan。
"tazaininmianqianyongyuanzhanzhanjingjing。"shiyuqingshengshuo，"shengpadabudaonindeqiwang。"wowojinzhibei，
redoujiangsazaishoubeishang。"ninjiletayiqiewuzhitiaojian，quecongmeiwenguotaxiangyaoshenme。""goule！
"wolishengdaduanta，"nidongshenme？meiyouwo，tashenmedoubushi！
"shiyumeiyoubeihezhu："neininweishenmebuganrangtashishini？"wozhuanshenjiuzou，
quetingdaotazaishenhoushuo："mingyuanxiazhouyaoqumianshi，tabuxiangkaonindemingsheng，suoyiyonglehuaming。
"wojiaobuyidun，danmeiyouhuitou。huidaogongsi，wolikerangrenchamingyuandeqiuzhijilu。guoran，
tayong"shiyuan"demingzitoulejijiaxiaogongsi。wolengxiaoyisheng，botonglejigerenmaidianhua。
"yougejiaoshiyuandeyingpinzhe，wobuxiwangzairenhegongsikandaota。"guadiaodianhua，
wozhanzailuodichuangqianfushichengshi。zheici，woyaorangmingyuanzhidaobeipanwodedaijia。7yizhouhou，mingyuandalaidianhua，
shengyinpibei。"ba，shininzuodeduima？""wobumingbainizaishuoshenme。"wozhuandongzhegangbi。
"suoyoumianshidoubeimomingqimiaoquxiaole。"takuxiao，"lianshixijihuidoubeichehui。
""yexushininenglibugou。"woqingmiaodanxiedishuo。dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu。"wodongle。
"tashengyinhenqing，"ninxiangbiwohuiqu。""nikeyixuanzehuilai。"wofangxiagangbi，"fangqineigenvren，
zhongxinzuowodeerzi。""bukeneng。"taguaduanledianhua。wofennudisaoluozhuoshangsuoyouwenjian。diertian，
woshoudaoyitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin。"yushushu，mingyuanfagaoshaole，dantabukenquyiyuan。
ninnenglaikankantama？——shiyu"woshandiaoleduanxin。sanxiaoshihou，youyitiaoduanxinjinlai。"yushushu，
mingyuanzaihannindemingzi。"wodeshouxuanzaishanchujianshangfang，zuizhonghuifu："dizhi。
"shiyujiabiwoxiangxiangzhonghaiyaojianlou。mingyuantangzaixiaxiaodeciwoli，etouguntang，shuangjiafanhong。
"zenmebusongyiyuan？"wozhiwenzhoumin。"tabukenqu。"zhouminjiaojidishuo，
"shuoyiyaofeitaigui..."woxintouyici，wanyaobaoqimingyuan。taqinglehenduo，zaiwohuailixianggehaizi。
siliyiyuanvipbingfangli，yishengshuoshiguodulaoleidaozhidemianyilixiajiang。"bingrenzuijinyalihenda。