第5章 原来笑着哭是这样的痛不欲生

ruguomuqingxianzaihaiyouliqidehua,tajueduihuisileyanqiandeliujiaru,kexideshitahunshendeliqihaoxiangbeichouguangle,zhishengxiayanshenkeyiyong。

liujiarulengxiaozhe,jiangtatuichuleshoushushi。

dangfujiyankandaomuqingyiliancangbaidetangzaiyidongchuangshangdeshihou,tadexinmengdibeishenmezhuangleyixiaside,youxiemumudetengtonggan。

tataiqishou,xiangyaomoyimomuqingdelian,quebeiliujiarubantuwozhuletadeshou,dishengshuo:“jiyan,shoushuyijingzuowanle,weilefangzhitazaicihuaiyun,wojitajialejieyuhuan,nigaibuhuiguaiwoba?”

zheijuhuayichu,fujiyandelianseshunjianbianlebian。

穆清的心在流血。

“fujiyan,nizhidaonvrenliuchanhoubunenglimashanghuanma?neiyanghuirangnvrenzigongganran,qingzefukebingchanshen,zhongzeshiquzigongdouyoukenengde。jibianzheiyang,nihaishitongyitazheimezuoma?”

muqingdeshengyinhendi,didejihurangrentingbudao,keshifujiyantingdaole。

taweiweizhoumei,xiayishidekanxiangliujiaru,youxiebumandeshuo:“wozhishirangnijitaliuchan,meirangnishanzuozhuzhangdejitashangjieyuhuan,zheiyaoshiyinfashenme……”

“nizaiguanxinta?nixintabuxinwo?wokeshifukeyisheng,nandaobuzhidaoshenmegaizuo,shenmebugaizuoma?fujiyan,niaishangtalema?yeshi,womeimeidousilesannianduole,yigesirenzenmekenengrangniyibeizijizhuni?nijiugaiwangjiwomeimei,ranhoushouzhenideshexienvrenshengeryunv,guomeihaodeshenghuo,danshinibanyedoubuhuitingdaowomeimeizaixiamiankuma?”

liujiarudemouzishunjianhongleqilai,neiyaokubukudeyangzishunjianrangfujiyanwuyanyidui。

tazenmekenengwangjitaotao?

fujiyanmouziyileng,dishengshuo:“jiarushifukeyisheng,nandaohaiburunideyixuechangshima?muqing,bieyongzheizhongjiliangxiangyaobodewodetongqing!jintiansuoyoudeyiqiedoushinizizhaode!”

muqingturanxiaole,zhibuguoyanleiqueshunzheyanjiaohualuo。

yuanlaixiaozhekushizheiyangdetongbuyusheng。

“fujiyan,shibushiliujiarurangwosi,niyehuilimazhixing?jiuyinweitashiliutaotaodejiejie,tazuoshenmeshuoshenmenidouxiangxin,doukeyiyuanliang,erwoshuoshenmenidoujuedeshibieyouyongxin?ruguowogaosuni,shitahaisilenideliutaotao,shitaxianhaizaizangwo,gengshitayinweiaini,jiduwoeryaonongdiaowodehaizi,nishibushiyebuxiangxin?”

muqingzhizhidekanzhefujiyan,neishangxinyujuedeyanshenrangfujiyanyoupiankedeweileng,shenzhihenxiangxiangxinmuqingdehua,keshitaxiangqileliutaotaofumudehua,gengkandaolemuqingfumujiliujiazhuanzhangdejilu。

ruguoliujiarupianleziji,nandaotaotaodefumuyehuipiantama?

ruguozhendechengrumuqingsuoyan,taotaoshisihouzidongjuanzengxinzang,youzenmehuiyouneimeyidabiqiandarutaotaofumudezhanghu?nandaozheibushiyugaimizhangma?

fujiyanturanjuedezijigoushade,mingzhidaomuqingshigeshanyuyanxidenvren,mingzhidaotashexiexinchang,zenmejiubuzhangjixingdeyouchadianxiangxintani?

talengxiaozhekanzhemuqingshuo:“wobudebuchengren,youshihounvrendeyanleiqueshishigehaodongxi,huirangwochanshengcuowudepanduan,danshimuqing,nideshexiexinchangwozaojiuzhidaole,nihaishishengshengba。buquyingshiquanfazhan,haizhenshilangfeilenizheiyishendeyanji。”

zheiyike,muqingdexinsuichenglezhazha。