第3章 我醒悟了

guanshangmen,linduanbuganmianduishenqingdemuguang,xinghaocishimifanzhenghaole,tarumengdashe,likezouxiangchufang:“fanhaole,woquchaocai。”

yifanshoumangjiaoluan,fancaizhongyushangzhuo。

kanzhemaixiangcouhedechaotudousi,shenqingbuyouyouxiejingya:“meixiangdaonizhenhuizuofan。wocongqianzenmedoubuzhidao。”

linduankuxiao,nandaoshuoxianzaidewobushicongqiandewoma。

“yiqianjuedediuren,jiumeigaosuni。”

shenqingminminzui,lianshangyoulexiexiaoyi:“tinghaochide。”

shuozhe,tacongkoudailimochuwushikuaiqian,tuidaolinduanmianqian。

linduanyihuodekanzheshenqing。

“yihounizuofanba。zheixieqiannaqumaicai。xiangchouyan,yekeyimaiyibao。”

tashuozhe,lveyouzhengzha,buchongdao:“shengzhedian,buyaochoushikuaidele。niyekandaole,wozheigeyuedegongzi,yaohaifangzu。”

liangjuhua,ranglinduanhenbudejizijiyierguang。

tayijingyongzuidaxianduqutuiduanyuanlaineigelinduandezhananchengdule,quemeixiangdao,zijihaishidigule。

yigezhizhidaodayouxidefeiwusizhai,budanmeiqianjiaobuqifangzu,erqiehaiyaolaopoyangzhe,haiyaomeitianchouyan!zuikeedeshi,tajingranhaiyaolaopoquduotai!

shenxikouqi,linduanqiangyaxiagancuiziwoleduan,yisixiezuidechongdong,wendao:“neinini?mingtianzenmeban?”

“womingtianyaoshangbanle。jintianqingjia,mingtianyaoquganjindude。”

“你打车去吗?”

“dashenmeche。wozaoqibangexiaoshi,zouzhequjiuxingle。shengqianhaiduanlianshenti。”

linduanchenmo。tashouqineiwushikuaiqian,ranhoujiangzijishenshangdeyibaikuai,dileguoqu。

zheigejudong,zhendeshiyoudianhedaoshenqingle。

takanguaiwuyiyangdekanzheta:“niganshenme?”

“wonawushi,ninayibai。niyihoushangxiaban,zuogongjiao。zhongwuchidehaoyidian。”linduanchenshengshuodao。

tabennengdexiangyaofanbo,bijingduiyuliangrenlaishuo,zheijibenshangjiushibangeyuedeshenghuofeile。zaibixuyaoshengchijianyongcaixing。

sheizhi,linduanzhishimuguangjiandingdijiangqiansaijinletadeshouli:“nibiedanxin!womingtianjiuchuquzhaogongzuo。yihouderizi,huihaoqilaide。”

“woshenshangzheiwushikuai,gouwochihaojitianle。”

“我不抽烟了。”

shenqingnanyizhixindikanzhelinduan。

tajintianbianhuazhida,jianzhifeiyisuosi。

langzihuitou,xixingemian,doubuhuizheimekuaiba。

yinweizheigenbantianqiandelinduan,jianzhijiushipanruoliangren。

ruguobushizijiyizhidouzaitashenbian,shenqingshenzhihuaiyi,yanqiandelinduanshibushibeirendiaolebao,huanchenglebieren。

shenqingdemuguang,ranglinduanyouzhongyaochuanbangdeganjue。tameilaiyouyouxiehuangluan,mangshenshounielenietahaokandebizi,roushengdao:“zenme?beiwodezhuanbianhedaole?fangxinba,woxingwule。”

yiju“woxingwule”,rangshenqingshaneijianhongleyankuang。

duoshaogeriyeli,zijizuomengdouxiangtingdaotazheiyangshuo。xiangbudaojintian,zhendechengzhenle。

tajuedezijisuoshoudeyiqieku,doushizhidede。

fanhou,linduanqiangzaishenqingzhiqian,shoushiwankuai,xiwansaodi。suiranbenzhuodeshoumangjiaoluan,danzaishenqingyanzhong,queshineiyangdexingfu。

tanandekeyianjingdezuozaineili,kanzhetadeshenyingweixiao。

wanshang,tazaigechulaideweishengjianlixizao。hualaladeliushuishengranglinduanxinluanwubi。

kandaodiannao,taxinzhongyidong,bianshangqiandakai,dasuankankanyoumeiyoushenmezhaopinguanggao。

shuishengshaoting,shenqingguozheyupaozoulechulai。

zhengkandaotazuozailediannaoqian,likezhouqilemeitou:“niyaowanyouxi?”

linduanjimangzhuanguoshenlai,yaotoujieshidao:“bushibushi,woshikankanyoushenmezhaopinxinximeiyoue。”

zheiyiniutoubuyaojin,zhengkandaotafangxiayupao,huanchuanshuiyidejingxiang。

nengkande,bunengkande,yilanwuyu。

linduandelian,huolaladehong。

“e,neiwoxianshuile,niyeshaoaodianye。”shenqingyebuzaiduoshuoshenme,shangchuangzhihou,mianchaoqiangbishuileguoqu。

“ng。”linduandiandiantou,qingqingdepaizhezijilianjia,qusandiaonaozilideneifenyini,ranhouqiangpozijiqukanwangshangdezhaopinxinxi。

tongguoxiawudeyantanhepangqiaoceji,linduanlejiedao,yuanlaideneigeziji,zhishigesanliudaxuedebenkesheng,erqieyinweichenmiyouxi,yijingbasuoxuedequandouwangle。gengbieshuoshenmegongzuojingyanle。

erwangshangdeneixiezhaopinxinxi,yaomeyaoqiutaigao,yaomeyikanjiubukaopu。

zheiranglinduanyouxinchongchong。zhongyuzhidao,zhaogongzuobushixiangxiangzhongdeneimerongyi。

jiuzheiyangyingzhetoupizuodaoshierdian,linduanzhongyushichengbuzhule。shuangyandingzhepingmuzhidakeshui。

huitoukanchuangshang,shenqingmianchaozheqiangbineibian,huxichenwen,yinggaishiyijingshuizhele。

youyuzaisan,linduanhaishizhuangzhedanzi,xiaoxindemodaolechuangshang,xianqibeiziyijiao,zuanlejinqu。

mingmingtangzhedeshizijimingzhengyanshundeqizi,danlinduanhaishiyouzhongzuozeideganjue。

huran,pangbiandeshenqingyigefanshen,zhuanxianglelinduanzheibian。

linduanwunai:“nimeishuizhe?”

“yijingshuileyijuele。”tadao,“nishibushibiehuaile?”

linduanxianshiyileng,suijilianyixiazizhanghongleqilai,shenqingzhei……zheishishenmeyisi?!