第六章 唯一的念想

linyuhaobubihuidezhishizheta:“suiranwobuzhidaonifashengleshenmeshi,danwozhidaonishigehaoren,woguanxinniyoushenmebuduima?”

nanrenyanzhongshanguoleyishenmimang,meizaishuohua,ershijieguoletadekuaizi,chiqilefan,tadongzuosiwen,yixiayixia,shifenfuyoujiezou,sihushouguozhuanmendexunlian。

zheiyangyiduibi,linyuyouxiebuhaoyisi,shangyimiaotazhengciliuciliudexizhemiantiaolangtunhuyan,tagangadetinglexialai,tadejiatingjiaoyangyidinghenhao。

linyujinliangfangmanlezijidejiezou,yizhiyurangzijixiandebuyaoneimeculu,danshitazaijianyuliqiangfanqiangxiguanle,suiranfangmanlexiejiecou,dankanshangquhaishixiandeculu。

tagancuitinglexialai,yanshigangadexiaolexiao,“duile,wohaibuzhidaonijiaoshenmemingzi?”

kongqiturananjingleyixia。

nanrenchenmoleyixia,dishengdao:“nikeyijiaowoaheng。”

linwanshuo:“aheng,wojiaolinyu,zanmenzheijiusuanrenshile,jinwanzhendexiexieni。”

nanrenmantiaosilidechizhemiantiao,haishengxialexiaobanwan,tatuijilelinyu,“wochibaole,nichileba?”

linyuyouxiegandong,zhijuedeyigedananrenzenmekenengchineimeyidianjiuchibao,yiweitapazijichibubaocaiguyizheimeshuo,xinxiagandong。

“nichibaoleme,buranwanshangrongyie。”

nanrenmeiyoushuohua,zhigougoudekanletaxujiu,caimantuntundedao:“wokeyijiaoniajiema?”

linyuyinchayangcuodedianlediantou。

chiguofan,linyuqugebifangjianjitashoushileyixiachuangpu,zouchulaiduitashuo:“shoushihaole,nixianqushuiba。”

tadianlediantou,yemeiyoukeqi,shenzhibingmeiyoudaoxie,jinguilengmo,buguotajiuleta,tabingmeiyouzaiyi。

门被关上。

linyushoushileyixiazhuozi,huidaofangjianjiangzijisuojinlechuangshang,yishunjian,zhenggefangjianyouzhishengxialetaziji,tayouxiebuandeguojinlebeizi。

tazaixinliwenziji,weishenmeyaobayigemoshengdenanrendaihuilai?

shiyinweitajiuleta,haishiyinweitahaipa?

xiangxiangzijiyigerenzaizheikongkuangdefangjianli,tajiunanshoudefangfoyaozhixi,zaijianyudeliunian,rangtadejingshenshoudaoleyanzhongdechuangshang,tahaipaduchu,haipaheian,shenzhishuijuebuganguandeng。

tabuxiangqumianduiyangwenlizaoyijingyoulenvrendezheigeshiqing,jiandaonverchengletaxianzaiweiyidenianxiang。

“暖暖不要……”

linyudajiaoleyisheng,zhengkaileyanjing。

mengli,nverxiaoxiaodeshouzhuazheta,kuhanzhewoyaomama,woyaomama,dantaquebeiyibubulajinlejianyu,neixiangyitouguaishouzhijiejiangtatunshi,haihaozheizhishigemeng。

taqishentuikaimen,quefaxian,gebidewoshimenshikaide,neigejiaoahengdenanrenzaojiuyijinglikaile,linyusongleyikouqi。

zuowantayishichongdongshouliuta,xinliqishishiyouxietantede,wanyiyangwenlihuilai,tayinggaizenmejieshi?

zheigeshihoutabuganheyangwenlisipolian。

linyutaochuleshoujidajileyangwenli,“wenli,nizaina?”

yangwenlineibiandeshengyinyouxiecaoza,sihuzhengzaifangzheyinle,“xianzaibutaifangbian,wodaihuianpairenqujieni。”

tazhengdewozheshouji,shoujimengdebeiguale,taxinliyuelaiyuegandaobuan,zongjuedeyangwenlisihuzaiduozheta。

linyunachushouji,kaishizaiwangshangsousuoguanyuyangwenlidexiaoxi,henkuaibianbenglechulai,yunchengshidajiechuqingnianqiyejia,neishangmianguanyuyangwenlidejieshaoheranzailie。

takandechulaiyangwenliguodehenhao,taxianzaiyiqifengfa,qingniancaijun,hunshenshangxiadoutouzheyiguchenggongnanrendemeili,dantameixiangdaojuranyijinglihaidaolezheizhongdibu。

tajihukeyiqueding,yangwenlixiangyaoshuaidiaoziji,yitarujindeshenfen,tabukenenghuixiangyaoquyigedunleliunianlaodenvren。

linyutaochushouji,anzhaowangshangsousuodaodedizhi,jingzhiquleyangwenlidegongsi。