第3章

tianmushangfuxiande,naishiwozaifengzudeyisheng。

wochushenghou,qiyusanzu,yefenfensongshangheli,xiangyaozaiwomanyuezhiri,yiduwodezhenyan。

sizufeiteng,fengzuliudazhanglaoyishixiaohuanyan,kefengqingdeyixihua,querangtamenfenfenchenlelian。

「nimenkezhi,wojitaqumingshenme?」

「qimingfengque!que,naishicanque!yinwei,tashixiongfeng!」

「wofenghuangyizu,yiciweizun,ruhenengrangyinanzi,jianglaizhangquan?」

「bixujiangdifengquezaiwofengzudeyingxiang!」

jiandanjiju,qingeryijushuofuleliudazhanglao。

她们,皆为雌凤。

「zuzhang,ninyiyoujice?」

fengqingkanzhehuaizhongdewo,xiaodao:「ziran!zhixuduiwaixuancheng,fengquesuiweiliehuojinfeng,quexiantiantiruo,lingdancanquejike,ruci,jibiantashichuanshuoshenfeng,yewusheihuijiangtatuishangzuzhangzhiwei!」

「ke,liehuojinfengshengerweiwang,gongzideshili,kongpahuizaibujingyijianxianlu……」

fengquexiaoronggengshen:「zheibiangengjiandanle,yiwomenqirenzhili,gongjieqixingfengzhen,zaiyifengqueweizhenyan,ruci,bujinkekunta,tadeliliang,genghuichengweizuihaodezhenyan!」

……

meirenxiangdao,wobengaishengerzungui,quezaichushengbudaoyiyue,jiubeifengqingfangzailezhenyanzhongxin,sigefanrenyiban,beishangqianfengzuweikanshou。

yikaishi,womangranwucuo,meiridouzaihaotaodaku。

kuzhekuzhe,wobuzhizende,xuehuilefanshen,xuehuilezhanqi,xuehuilebuku,jiushishuohua,xuedebuhao,meicikaikou,yezhiyouyiju,

「yun,yunyi,amu,amuheshi,lai?」

yunyidelianwojibuqingle,tashishenmeshihouxiaoshidewodoubuzhidao。

sihu,congwolikaizhenyanzhihou,jiuzaiyemeijianguota,zhijidetashengyinwenrou,

「kuaile。xiaogongzi,kuaile。」

……

yiniansanbailiushiwutian,dagaiyousanbailiushitian,wodouzaidengdai。

dengyigebuaiwodeamu。

黑暗,孤寂。

wobucengjianguowaimiandeyangguang,jiubafengqingouerdetingliudangzuolequanbudeqipan。

因为她会夸我,

「fengqueshiwofengzuzuilihaidegongzi,yiyirenzhili,shouwofengzupingan。」

「fengquenizhendehenlihai,shiamuzuibangdeerzi。」

「fengque,nihainengjianchide,duibudui?」

jiuzheijijuhua,chenglewodexinzhisuoxiang,suoyiwomeizhuyi,meicifengqingxiaozhezhuanshen,douhuizaitachuzhenfadeshunjian,yongyizhangjuanpacashipengchuguowodezhangxin。

她嫌我脏。

……

sizujiedaowobuxiao,ranwozichushengqi,yizhizaifengzuzhenxindaidaoqisui。

sidashouzu,zuzhangyimai,jieshibainianyisui。

yejiushishuo,wozhengzhengzaizhenxindaileqibainian,caidiyicikandaowaimiandeyangguang。

neiri,wotachuzhenxin,weiruodeyangguangcidewojinbishuangyan,woshiyinglexujiu,caihuanhuanzhengyan。

yangguangzhaoruwodeyanli,wojinsedetongkong,ganjingchunjie,meiyouyisizazhi。

woxinxidikanxiangfengqing,xiangyaodedaotanapayijudekuazan,taqueqianzheyigenvtongdeshouzouxiangwo,

「fengque,fengzuzhenxinmeinizhenshou,zuneilingqixuejiandaban,cinainizhiguocuo,nibixumibu。」

「zheishifengshu,niweiyideqinmeimei,yeshixiarenzuzhang。」

「tashengertiruo,lingdancanque,shenweixiongzhang,shenweiwofengzudezuiren,niyaohaohaobangta,aihuta。」

「yongnidelingli,zhutayibeizhili。」

……

youfengchuilai,sizujianmo。

neiyishuangshuangkanzhefengqingdemuguang,diyiciyoulebujie、yilvshenzhifennu。

xuanwuzuzhangzuiweinianzhang,shengyincangsang,

「guaibudeneiqibainianjian,fengzulinglinongyuzhici!」

「fengqing,nihaohendexinchang!neikeshiniqinera!」

「nikuntaqibainian,bushienbianba,jinghaijiangtashiweizuiren!huangmiu!huangmiua!」

sizhou,zhujianqileduifengqingdezhiyisheng。

「shia,fengqingyangaizhenxiang,jingpiansizufengquetiruo,bunengchengdanzhongren,shishangzenyouzheiyangdemuqin?」

fengqingdemiansejianjianbiandetieqing,zheishi,fengzuweishou,fengshuwangqianmaichuyibu。

tahongyihongfa,shengdeyaoyanjuese。

「cishihuoxuwoamuzuodeyoushipianpo,kehoulaishishizhengming,woamupianxin,bingwucuo!」

「nandaozhuweiwangle,shisheidaolewofengzuzhibao?shisheiwangxiangjiuzhanquechao?shisheichadianqinshoushimei?」

fengshudemuguang,yaoyaoluozailongzuzuzhangshence,neidaoyingzibitingdeshenyingshang,jixudao,

「youshishei,zizuoduoqing,shenpijiayi,jingwangxiangyinanrendeshenfen,jiajilongyao?」

shile,wozhizui,zuifeiyili,meigezuiminggongbuyushi,jiejingshihaisu,shourentuoqi。

guobuqiran,fengshuciyanyichu,neixieweiwoshuohuade,quandoujianmobuyu,lingyizhongshengyin,badierqi——