第四章
xuzhichuncongtoudaojiaolinzheyu，taquehunranbujueyiban。
只是，心头冰凉。
lenglengdeyushuidazailianshang，lingtadeyanjingcitongwubi。
suiranzaozaihuojinyuhuilaidedangwan，tajiuyijingzhidaotabianlexin。
suiran，yijingjuedinglihun，suoxingchengquanlehuojinyuhematianqi。
danbeihuojiamuzidiandaoheibai，youbeihuojinyudangzhematianqidemianzhize，xuzhichundexinhaishidaogeyiyangdeteng。
yuanlai，zhenxinbingbunenghuanhuizhenxin。
yuanlai，zishizhizhong，tahaishigushenyiren。
jinianqianhuofujiangdabideyinqiantourudaoyizhuangnanyangdemaimaizhong，xuebenwugui，huojiaxianxiepochan。
matianqilikeyuhuojinyuhuaqinglejiexian，jujialikaixiacheng。
neishihou，huojinyushizenmeshuode？
tapujinanweitadexuzhichunhuailishuo，ruguoyoujihui，tajuebuhuixihuanmatianqineiyangliangbozisidenanren。
sheinengxiangdaoduanduanjinian，huojinyudexinliyanliyoushengmanlematianqi，taxuzhichunfanerchenglexiaodujichangzhiren？
zaishuichipangzhanding，xuzhichundezhangshanyijingtiezaileshenshang。
qifengkuyuzhong，tazhenggerenkanshangquyufadanbo。
chuanguoyikouqi，talianshangyichuyimokuxiao。
qitianhoutahehuojinyudelihunqishijiuyaodengbaole。
tahaiyoushenmehaoqidaide？
cishiduitaeryanzuiyaojinde，shijiangtaxujiadechanyeyuhuojiafengeqingchu。
“你这是生气了？”
shenhouturanchuanlaiyishengdaizhexiaodeshengyin。
xuzhichunhuoranzhuanshen，kandaodejiushijuzheheiseyusanmanmanzoujindematianqi。
matianqishangxiadaliangzhexuzhichun，yanzhongdechaofengbujiayanshi。
“xiachenglirenrenchengdaodexujiaxiaoshaoye，xianzaizenmezheiyangdelangbeini？”
“kankanni，zheiyishendeniningangzang......”
matianqichixiao，“nanguaijinyubuxihuanni。”
xuzhichunjingjingdikanzheyanqianzhengzaiduizijilengchaorefengdenanren。
tameiyouchuanxiachenglichangjiandezhangshan，ershichuanzhexuebaidechenshan，waimiantaozhezangqingsemajia。
bitingdexizhuangzhangku，jiaoshangshiyishuangzengliangdepixie。
toufa，yeshijingxindaliguode。
zhenggerenkanqilaishimaoyouqipai。
xiangbizhixia，xuzhichunqueshilangbei。
yishangtoufadoubeidashile，tiezaishenshang。
“niyebieshangxin，xiangkaixie。”matianqizoudaolexuzhichunshenbian，pailepaitadelian，jiaohengdixiaozhe，“yuanbenjinyujiubuaini。shiwolikaile，tacaituierqiuqicixuanzeleni。”
“为什么？”
xuzhichunturankaikou，lingmatianqiyileng，“shenme？”
xuzhichunkanzhetadeyanjing，pingjingdiwen：“nimingmingzhidaohuojinyuyijingchengqin，weishenmehaiyaohetazaiyiqi？”
“fumubaobande，yejiaohunyin？”
“jinyudougaosuwole，shinizaitazuishangxindeshihouchenxuerrurangtaduiniyoulehaogan。gengshini，jiezhenixujiadecaili，zaihuojiadashajiangqingdeshihouchenrenzhiwei，yaoxietahenijiehun......”
dianledianzijidenaodai，matianqibuxiedao，“nizheilishizaifuxiu。mingmingshigenianqingren，quebukenduokankanwaimiandeshijie。wocainizheiyangdenanren，mannaozilihaishinvrenyinggaisancongsideneiyitaoba？xianrujindeshehuishang，chongchizhenimenzheiyangkebangujiuzhiren，zhenshibeiai！”
“nipeibushangjinyubanfen。ruoshiyouzizhizhiming，nijiugaizaoxiehejinyulihun！”
“ranhouni？wohehuojinyulihun，batarangjinima？”
matianqiaoran，“wohejinyuyitongliuyang，qingtouyihe。taxianzaiaideshiwo，woyeaita。buguannixinlizenmexiang，yedechengrenwohejinyucaishitianzaodishedeyidui。”
“nibukenlihunyemeiyouguanxi，dabule......”
shuodaozheili，buyuanchuyoujiaobushenghejiaotanshengchuanleguolai。
matianqiyanzhuerzhuanlezhuan，zuijiaowanqi，zhushizhexuzhichundemuguangzhongshandongzheedudeguang。
“dabule，rangjinyuquqisulihun！”
shuowan，jiuzaixuzhichunjingyademuguangli，dajiaoleyisheng，zhenggerenwangshuichizilidaolexiaqu。
laibujiyouyusikao，xuzhichunlikeshenshou，zhuazhulematianqidewanzi。
matianqichaotayixiao，dishengdao，“nicai，jinyuhuixinsheini？”
putongputongliangsheng，lianggerentongshidiaojinleshuili。
zhengzhazhijian，xuzhichunkandaohuojinyuruhuoshaoyibancuanleguolaitiaoxiashui。