第一章
fangshujiaganghuijiadiertian，wobamabuzaijia，yanbomuquedengmenbaifang。
tachazheyaozhanzaiwojiamenkou。
jianwokaimenwanleyibu，mengdetuilewoyiba，suihoudayaodabaijinlewojia。
dongzuoshuliandeyi**zuozaishafashang，jianwobuweisuodong，youqishenchaozhewodebeizhongzhongdaleyibazhang。
“lengzheganma，jiwodaobeichaa！”
wozhuanshenhaopiqijitadaolebeicha。
hedaocha，yanbomuzhenggerenkaishideyiqilai，neimoyanghuoxiangwojianletiandabianyi。
“yaoyao，woshilaijinishuoqinde，rennanfangjialitebieyouqian，tamenkedoushuolehunhounibuchuqugongzuo，zhizaijiashenghaizidaihaizi，tamenyangnidoumeiwenti！”
wodangjijujue，biaoshiwohaizaidudaxuebukaolvjiehun。
yanbomuquelikelaxialelian。
“nigenvhaiziduneimeduoshuganma，zaodianjiehunshenggehaizibangshencaizuizhongyao！”
jianzhuang，woyebuzaiguanzhetazhiwenqilai：
“duifangshiyouhuangweiyaojichengma，wohaidezaodianshenggebangshen，pabierenjiwoqiang？”
yanbomujianwofapiqi，kaishizebeiwochongzhuangzhangbei，yangyanwoyigexiaobeizuobulezhu，yaoquzhaowobashuoliqu。
wodangjijiuzhidaozheishierhuaile。
guoran，wobahuilaibufenqinghongzaobaixiandalewoyibazhang！
“wokannishichibangyingle，dugedaxuenijiulebudele，ganchongzhuangniyanbomulaile！”
“nishibushiwangle，niyanbojiuguowodeming，zheishizanmenjiaqianniyanbojiade！”
womafanyingguolaihuangmangjiangwohuzaihuaili，burenwobazaidawobazhang。
wowozaiwomahuaili，xinlizhibuzhudenanshou。
yanboshiwobazuihaodepengyou。
zaiwoshangchuzhongneinian，wobaheyanbogongzuodifangzhelehuo，juwobashuoshiyanbojiangqiushengdejihuiliujilewoba，wobacainenghuoxialai。
neiyihou，wobajiuchangshuo，shiwomenquanjiadouqianyanboyijiade！
suoyi，wobamazhengdeqianyaoquanbujiaojiyanbomu，womahaidequyanbojiasihoutanveryanjingerziyanhua，jitamenyijiazixiyifuzuofan。
womapazhaogubuhaowo，jiangwosongquwaigongwaipojia。
由外公外婆养大。
zhidaowokaoshangdaxue，caihuidaolebamashenbian。
woshibaosongbaoxuefei，suoyicongxiaojihumeihuaguotamenyifenqian。
dangwobashuochu，yaodaiwoquyanbojiajiyanbomuketourencuodeshihou，qiutayuanliangdeshihou。
wocainengpoyoudiqishuochuneiju：“wobuqu！”
suihouwolazhewomadeshoujinlewoshi，renyouwobazaiwaimianjiangmenchuaidezhixiang。
tingzhetabuduanzhouma，womayepadapadaluozheyanzhuzi。
ciri，woshibeilianshangguiyidechupengganjingxing！
qishen，wojingfaxianchuangbianbuzhiheshizhanlegemoshengnanren！
erfangcaidechuganshinanrenzaimowodelian！
wohuangzhangjiangmoshengnanrenganchufangjian。
chuquhou，quejiandaolezuozaishafashangchaowoshizhiyibideyanbomu，haiyoutongwobazhengliaodehuanxidemoshengnvren。
jiandaowo，moshengnvrendaoshigewaihuanxi，shangqianlazhewodeshou：“zheijiushiyaoyaoba，zhangdezhenhaokan，peiwomenjiajunerzhenghao！”
我问我爸他们是谁。
wobalaxialian：“zheishinilinyihenilijunerge，laiwomenjiaxiangkannide！”
我忙反驳。
worujinhaizaidushubuxiangjiehunyebuxiangxiangkanshei，gengshiyanelijunyigenanrenzaiwoshuizhedeshihoujinruwofangjianduiwodongshoudongjiao。
lijunquebuyiweiran，chaowoluchuexindexiaorong。
linyigengshidazheyuanchang：“yaoyaonibieshengqi，nihejunerdoushiyaojiehunderenle，tamoyixianiyemeishenme！”
我怒了。
wenwobazheishishenmeyisi。
wobaqueheyanbomuxiangfayizhi。
“nidushuduchulaiyoushenmeyong，haiburuzaodianjiaren，renlijia，jiatingtiaojianhao，yangniyibeizichuochuoyouyu！”
“yaoyaozaodianjiaguolaijiwoshenggesunzi，yihouwojinimendaizhehaizi，nimenfuqiliangjiuguozijidexiaorizi，duohao！”
wopaikailinyishenlaideshou，zaicigaozhitamen，zheishierwobudaying。
wobaquefalehaodapiqi，jiangzhuoshangdedongxidoushuaidaoledishang，zhizhewodebizimawobushihaodai，gufurenjiayanbomuyifankuxin。
yanbomushenshouqingpaizhewobadehoubei。
“yaoyaotajiushixianzaihaimeixiangtong，zheifumuzhimingmeishuozhiyan，zanmenyijingdingxianalilundedaotalaitiaojian，linmeiziguolaizanmenshanglianghunshidingzainatianhao！”
wozhijieshangqianxianlezhuozi，biaoshizheishierwoyaoshibutongyi，jiubusuanshu。
“nimenruoshizaibiwo，wojiubaojing！”
jianwoshoujidounachulai，yanbomuyepale。
lianmanganweiwo，doushizijiarenhebinaodezheiyangbuyukuai。
wohoudao：“sheiheniyijiaren！”
lijunshenzhihaixiangshenshoulailawo。
wozhijiechaoqipangbiandesaoba，jitamuziyirenyigun，dalechuqu！
zhenggeloudaodounengtingjiantamuzideaihao。
simeixiangdaowozheigenvhaizi，piqizheiyangbuhaore。
yanbomuhewobayefanchu。
wobieguotou，zhijiechengzhesaoba，daizhehoushengbiwenyanbomushibushishourenjialijiahaochule！
yanbomubeiwowendelengleshen，shuohuashengdouzhandouqilai：“lijiajiuxiangzhaogeyouwenhuadexifu，nishuoniyoushenmebumanyide，renjiajilehaoduocailiqian……”
woshenshouwenta：“qianni？”
yanbomuquewugukanxiangwoba，kaishimaican：“kelianwomenguerguamuwuyiwukao……”
womeirenzhuqileyisheng，zheicailiqianxianranjiushibeiyanbomujisitunle。
huanzhongshuofa，jiushitabawojimaile！
wozhijiepaizhezhuozigaosuta，yaometabazheiqianhaijirenlijia，yaometajiuzijijialijiaqu！
wobagangyaomawobaiyanlang。
wozaicishenchushouji：“yaome，wobaojinggaonimenmaimaidaxuesheng，haipianhun！”
suihouwozhuanshenguanshangfangmenfansuo，dongzuoyiqihecheng。
waimianyanbomukudiehanniangdeshengyinbujueyuer，wobamawodeshengyinyejiuweitingxie……
我妈在超市里上班。
dangtaxiabanhuilaitingwenbaitianfashengdeshiqing，lazhewoyanleiyibabitiyiba。
shuozhejiuyaojiwozhuangxingli，rangwohuiwaigongwaiponeibianqu。
“neilijunbushishenmehaoren，niyaoshijiajitanizheiyibeizijiuhuile。”
womashuo，neilijuncongxiaojiuzhangzhejialiyouqianweifeizuodai，chengnianleyihoujiaolehaojigenvpengyou。
tamaguanbuzhuta，jiuxiangjitaqugeyouwenhuadexifuguanta，zhiyaoshenglehaizisuilijunzaiwaihun。
lijunyeshiyincicaituoxie。
“tianshade，nicaihuilaiduojiu，tamenzenmejiukanshangnile。”
womianlufengci，hainengweishenme，yinweiyanbomutuibozhulanbei。
womazhixiaoyanbomushouleqianjiubuhuiqingyifangqi，wobayouxiangnaoganqueshiyiyang，zhitingwoyanbomude。
woyaoshizaijixuliuxialai，tamenkendingbuhuifangguowo，shuozhejiuyaomashangsongwozou。
wolazhuwomadeshou，rangtahewoyiqizou！
zheixienian，wosuiranbuzaiwobamashenbian。
danshitongguowomameicijiwodadianhuashideyuqi，yeduoshaonengcaidaoyixie。
womameigeyuexiangshanggongyiyang，jiangweibodegongzijiaojiyanbomu。
doushiyinweiwobashuo，taqianyanboyijiade。
suoyiwomenniangliangyedegenzheyiqihai，napashibazijimaileyedehai。
yanbomumeidunjiyayurouyingyoujinyou，erwomameidunbaimantoujiuxiancai。
“ma，nihebalihunba！”
jiusuanwobazhenqianyanboyijia，womazheimeduonianpeizhetahai，yegaihaiqingle。
hekuang，wobagenbenbuqianyanbode！
“zheishiyanhuahewobadednajiance，ma，yanhuashiwobadeqinerzi！”
womadezhizheixiaoxideshihou，rendoumengle。
yaozhidao，yanhuazhibiwoxiaosansui！
womapengzhebaogaokulehaojiu，zuiliyizhinannanziyu。
“dangniannichusheng，nibaqiaonishigenverjiubuxihuan，yizhimaiyuanwobunengshengerzi！”
“zainitangdichushengyihou，tahuranjiubumaiyuanwole，wohaiyiweishitaxiangkaile，yuanlaitagezheierdengzhewoni！”
wojiangwomaloujinhuailianweizheta，yanhuadecunzaiwanquankeyizhengmingwobashihunneichugui，womaxianglihunhuiqingeryijuhenduo。
wozaicikaikoukenqiu：“ma，lihunba。”
zheici，womayijiubutongyi。
tadaobushibusixin，zhishiyaozheyagaosuwo，tabuxiangjiuzheiyangqingyifangguoneiduigounannv。
“wozheixienian，meinengzhaoguni，beinibapianzhejixiaosandeerzixiyifuzuofansihouta，woyanbuxiazheikouqi！”
wowozhewomadeshou，gaosuta，wobangtayiqi！
zicongwojianglijiamuziganchuquhou，yanbomuhenjiumeilaisaoraowo。
jiulianwobadoujiekougongzuomangjirimeihuijia。
wonandeguojitianqingxianrizi，yanbomuneiyishuangernvquezhaoshangmenlai。
yanhuajinwuzhangkoujiuzhizhewoma，weishenmezheijitianbuqutajiajitazuofan，tadeyifudouduizhelaogaomeirenjitaxi！
womeirenzhuzhijieshangqiandaletayibazhang。
“zheishiwomayoubushinima，xiangzhaorensihouni，huijiazhaonimaqu！”
xianranyanhuajiushibeiwobaheyanbomuguanhuaile，zhenggeyimuzhongwurenkuangwangzidadepiqi。
beiwodaleyibazhanghaikuhanzheyaoquzhaowobagaozhuang，qidewoyoudaletayibazhang。
“neishiwoba，bushiniba！”
yanhuajinnianyijingshibacanjiawangaokaoderenle，haifanbuhuizuoyifubuhuixi，zhengtianzhizhidaosapodagun。
hetamayigepiqi，zhaoda！
daoshiyanjing，qienuodezhanzaiyipang，zhidaotingjianyanhuahuanta，tacaishangqian。
xianran，pingrilitayemeishaoshouqifu。
yanhuajianshenhouyoulekaoshan，caiyizhiqiyangdemazhewoma：“zheishinimenqianwode，nijiugaijiwozuoniuzuomasihouwoyibeizi，womabuzaijia，wojiugailainijiachihe，rangnisihouwo！”
若是搁在平常。
womazaoyijingduiyigehaizixinruan，hongzhetaqule。
danxianzai，womarenyoutazaimenkoukuhan。
fanzhengdoushibasuiderenle，youbuhuidiu！
zuihouyanjinghaishidaizheyanhuahuiqule。
dangwan，woneigongzuomangliudebajiuhuilejia，jinwutouyijianshiqingjiushizhizewohemama，duitaerzidongleshou。
womaxianranshixinlei，zhijieyipaizhuozi：“neiyoubushiwohaizi，sheishitamasheiguantaqu！”
womashigedingwenrouderen，yongwaigongdehualaishuojiushixinruandemeiyoupiqi，rujinfalepiqiyejiwobaheyitiao。
wobajianzhuangsuolesuobozi，tixingzhewoma：“biewangle，wohaiqianyangeyijia……”
huaweishuowan，xianbeiwomadaduan：“neishiniqiande，youbushiwoqiande，nixianghaizijihai，yaoshizaibiwo，womenjiulihun！”
tidaolihunwobadaoshibuyuanyi。
bijing，tahaixiangjixujiezhehunyincuomowoma，rangwomajitamenyijiasankoudangmianfeibaomu，haianshishanggong！
wobayouhongzhewomashuoyanjingyaoguolaizhujitian。
woheheyixiao，zhipatamenjiangyanjingsaiguolai，lingyousuotu！
guorandangwan，yanjingjiunazheshoujizhanzaiwoyushimenwai！
yanjingshigexingqingwenshunderen。
yeyinciwomaduiyanjingyoujifenhaolianse，daitayetinghao。
yanjinghenshou，xianranshizhangqiyingyangbuliangzaochengde。
womajiangchaoderoudabandoujileyanjing，manyanxintengwangzhetadakoubazhefan，xiangshihenjiumeichiguoyidunbaofandemoyang。
dangwan，womashenzhianpaiwoheyanjingshuifangjian，tashuishafa。
kewogangjinyushixishu，yanjingjiuputongguizaidishang。
“yaoyao，woduibuqini！”
dongjinghenda，jingxinglewoma。
jianwomalai，yanjingbiaoqingyuefatongku。
yanjingshuo，tashibeiyanbomuanpailai**woxizaoshipinde，yanbomushuobuzhaozuohuiqujiudasita。
yanbomuwanquanshiyinweizeixinbusi。
shenzhixiangyongsimishipinyaoxiewojiajilijun！
zhisuoyipaiyanjinglai，yeshikanzhongyanjingxingqingwenshun，burongyiyinqiwomenhuaiyi。
womatingwenyanbomuyouyicijiangsuanpandadaowodeshenshang，neikouqishichedirenbuxiaqule！
ciri，wohewomadaizhegebidanshendeliulaohanzhudongqiaoxiangleyanbomujiademen！