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zhiyinwusuideerzihuanlefujunyishengdiedie，redeguasaodeerzihongleyankuang。
fujunmingzhierzipashe，jingxialingjiangtadiujinsheku。
woputongguidi，shengleijuxia。
“haizishangyou，shekuyinsenkongbu，tahuihepodande，yaofajiufawoba......”
tafushouerli，lenglengniwo。
“douguainiyiweichongni，caiguandezheinizimuwuguiju！wozaoyouyanzaixian，moyaozaiwairenmianqianhuanwodiedie。”
“hengerziyousangfu，shenzigubenjiuchanruo，zheinizijingzaidatingguangzhongzhixia，guyihuanwo，nanbuchengbushicunxinranghengershangqing，rihouhengerruoyougesanzhangliangduan，zheizuiguonidandeqima？”
dangwan，erzibeisheyaodebiantilinshang，ercishi，fujunquepeizheguasaomuzierrenguoshengchen。
wobaozheerzi，langbeidiguizailaofurenmianqian。
“qiuninle，wobuxuyaonimenbaoenle，shenmedoubuyaole，fangwozouba，wozhixiangwodeyuanerhaohaohuozhe。”
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woliuzhelei，butingdiketou，kedaoxianxueshunzhelianjiashenjinyilingzhong，rengganjuebudaotongyi。
laofurendajing，mingrenquhantaiyi。
“mingyue，nixianqilai，tiandadeshiqingdengniheyuanershangzhihaolezaishuo，nifangxinzheijianshiwohuiweinizuozhude。”
xuanjichongshenpangdexiaosifenfu，“kuaiquqinghouyeguolai，jiushuoshizichushile！”
meiguoduojiu，quchuanhuandexiaosishensehuangzhangdizhefanhuilai：“hui......huilaofuren，houyeshuo，furennalaidelianzhaota？xiaoshizidaorujindibu，tazheigezuomuqindenanciqijiu，zheicibaxiaoshizidiujinshekushouxiepiwaishang，zhishixiaojiaoxun，yaoshiwanghouzaifan，juebuqingrao。”
laofurenqideshuaisuilebeizhan。
“yuanerkeshitaqinshenggurou，caiwusuia！jiubatarengjinsheku，tanandaobuzhidaoyuanerhuiyouxingmingzhiyou？”
xiaosisuolesuobozi，jiejiebabajixuchuanhua：“houyeshuo，buguoshijixiaoshizigejiaoxun，youmeixianghaitaxingming。”
“shekudeshequanshiwudude，zhishihuishouxiepiwaishang，ganjinrangxiaoshizihuiqujidashaoyerencuo，fouze，jiubaxiaoshizizhuchuhoufu。”
tingwanzheixie，wodunganhunshenwuli，pufuzhe，zhuazhulaofurendeyijiao，ditouaiqi。
“qinglaofurenchengquan！rangwoyuhouyeheli！”
laofurengangxiangshuoshenme，zheishitaiyishenseningzhongdizouchulai，wunaidiyaotou：“xiaoshizishenzhongfushedu，zaijiashangzhuduowaishang，wodengshizaihuitianfashu......furen，haiqingjieai。”
“bu......wodeyuaner......”
wohuaizhongdeyouer，huanhuanzhadongshuangyan，yanmouheibaifenming，manshihaitongdechunjing。
ketahunshenshixue，liansebaidelihai。
“niang......”haiziqiruoyousi，qingqingchelechewodeyixiu，“yaoshiyuanersile，niangjiubuyongnanguole。”
“biexiashuo！”wodeyanleiduokuangerchu，“niangzenmenengkanzhenisi！”
“kemeiciyuanerdourangniangku。”
tajiannantaiqishoubei，yongxiaoshoujiwocalei，“dengyuanerzoule，niangbiezaiku，laishi，yuanerhaidangniangdehaizi，dannengbunengjiyuanerhuangediedie......”
huayingangluo，haizishouxiaodeshenzizaiwohuaizhongjianjianjiangying，taishoucaleidedongzuodinggezaikongzhong。
wohunshenzhandou，zhangzuiyuhan，xianxuequecongkouzhongpenyongerchu。
pinmingyongli，quezaiyejiaobuchuhaizidemingzi。
jiuzaizheishi，“hong——”lipaoshengzhenxiangjingcheng。
shuwanliangyinzideyanhuazaijiedaoshangkongjielianzhakai，baixingmenfenfenweiguan，yanxianbuyi。
yanhuayuzhufusheng，huanraohoufu。
wozhidao，zheichangyanhuashixiehuaianweiluzhiweimuzizhunbeide。
渊儿死了。
就死在我眼前。
shiwobuhao，womeihuzhuta。
zhongxinjitashuxitoufa，yongliyizuiganjingdeyichuyixiuyidiandiancaqutalianshangdexueyuleihou。
woqinshoujiangtazhuangjinguancaihou，bianzaiyezhichengbuzhu，liangyanyibishiquleyishi。
zaixinglaideshihou，laofurenshuangyanweihongdishouzaiwodechuangbian。
xushiwodemoyangtaiguoqican，lianyixiangshafaguoduandelaofurendouluchuleburendeshense。
“huaiandagequshihou，worangtajiantiaoliangfang，benxiangyanxuxiejiadexuemai，buxiangquehailenihehaizi。”
“shiwomenxiejiaduibuqini，gengduibuqinisiqudefuqin，dengyuanerrutuweianhou，nixiangzoubianzouba，wojuebulanni。”