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ruguobushitiqianzhidaotashiyande，wodouchadianxinle。
bieyuannei，dafumozhehuzitanxijisheng，douzheshoukailehaojizhangyaofang，“zheiweigongzishangdezhong，dehaoshengxiuyang，zuihaowochuang，nengbudongjiubudong，buranjiuweixianla。”
wobaibaishou，rangyahuansongdafuchuqu。
wuzilizhishengxiawogentangzaichuangshangdeqitingze，yixiazianjingxialai。
meiyihui，qitingze‘xing’leguolai。
woqishenzouguoqu，zhengyaoxiabai，beiqitingzelazhuleshouwan。
“jiang**bubiduoli，nishizhendejiumingenren，zheiciyaobushishen**，zhenkenengjiumeimingle。”
woyaxiasangziyanlidexiao，shia，rangdamingdingdingdelongxingweijiazhuangfeituzijidaziji，youtiqiananpaihaodafubeidongerzhaodao，kebushi‘chadian’meiminglema。
“bixiabubiruci，nengjiulebixia，yeshichenfudefufen。”
qitingzeminleminchun，buzhidaoshineigezirangtatingdebushufule，yandiyouxiebuyu。
“zhenxianzaiyoushangzaishen，bubianyidong，zheijirikenengyaomafanjiang**le。”
wodiantou，“zheishiziran，chenfuhuijinxinzhaoliaobixia。”
wanghoujitian，qitingzeyibufangxinweiyou，heyaozhihewoduanqude，chishiyeshi。
sanrihounengxiachuang，meirizhiyaowochumenzoudong，yezongnengpengshangta。
youguoqujiri，zheiwanzhengguanghuayuanshi，qitingzehuranwenwo，“jiang**rihouyouhedasuan？”
wocemukanta，mulubujie。
qitingzezhalezhayan，dingzhejiaobiandehuakan，“jiang**zhengzhidahaonianhua，wanghouhaiyouxuduodahaoshiguang，youmeiyouxiangguo......zaizhaoyige？”
wogangxiangkaikou，zhijianjiubeipangbiandediwangjijiwozhu，wonengganjuedaotazaikeyiduwodehua。
tayanjingzhigougoudekanzhewo，“ruojiang**youzaijiadeyiyuan，kefoulvxiankaolvwo？”
“suhuashuo，jiumingzhien，dangyishenxiangxu！jiang**dangrijiulezhen，wowuyiweibao，kefou......jiwoyigejihui，yigezhaogunidejihui？”
wotaimoukanzheqitingze，yezaikanneixiezaitashenhoupiaodangdezi：
[hahahataijianzongguankuaikuleba！zuorijiaoleyixiawu，xianchangmoubaojunzhijideyijuyishenxiangxu。]
[ze——zheibaibiaode，buhege！woyaoqiujujueta！rangtaku！]
[suishuobiaobaitailakua，danwozuozheng！tashuodedoushizhende！tazuomengdouxiangquni！]
嗯？
真的会哭吗？
woyaoyaotou，paokainaoziliweixiandexiangfa，huiguizhengchuan。
“ruguobixiashiweilejiumingzhiencaishuozheixie，neibingmeiyoubiyao，wojiuni，jiechuzibenxin，bingbuxuyaobaoda，neirideqingxing，huanzuoqitarenheyigeren，wodouhuijiude。”
qitingzewanlewanyan，lianshangzhankaiyimojidanquejirouhedexiaorong，qingshengshuo，“wozhidao，yinweini......jiushizheiyangyigeren。”
duishangqitingzedaizhexiaoyideshuangmou，woxintiaokuaileyishun。
wopiekaitou，“jiruci，neijiuqingbixiafangkuanxin，buyaozaishuo......”
“woxinyueni！xiangyihuanghouzhiweiqiuqu，suoyanzizizhenxin！bingbushiweilesuoweidebaoen！”
wolengzhu，cishicike，zaiyuesexia，duishangqitingzedeyanmou，paokaineixiezisuoyan，wozhenzhenqieqiedeganshoudaoletadezhenxin。
dayingqitingzehou，buguobanyue，shengzhijiudaolejiangjia。
jufuqinxiongzhangshuo，qitingzezaichaotangshangmayunlelianggeshiguan，qiyunlesangewenchendayuan，kanlesigexiangyaozhuangzhudeshoujiulaochen，shunlidingxialewohuanghoudeweizi，banxialezheidaoshengzhi。
“bixiazaichaoshangshuo，yaofanghougongxianyoudefeipinguijia，bingjitamencixiajiazhuang，yihouxiangjiasheijiuquzhaotacihun，xianzaihougongyijingkongle。”
“wanshuya。”fuqinqingqingfumozhewodetouding，yuzhongxinzhangdeshuo，“bixiaweiniqiansanhougong，suoyourendouzaishuobixiachiqing，shuoniyundaohao。”
“kefuqinyaogaosuni，buyaobeiyanqianzheixieshurongmizhuyanjing，zheixie，bixiaxianzaixiainishinengjini，ruotaribixiabuzaixiaini，bazheixieshouhui，niyebuyaoshangxin，yaoguhaoziji，zijihuohao，fuqinwoyunimuqin，nixiongzhangcainenganxin。”
youjidedangnianwochujiashi，fuqinyeshuoguoleisiyiyidehua。
neishi，womanxinhuanxi，qidaizhejiajixinaizhirendexinshenghuo。
meixiangdaoliangnianbudao，woyoutingjianlezheifanhua，cishidexinjing，yiwanquanbutong。
worenzheyankuanglidereyi，fuzaifuqinxitou，renzhendediantou。
“fuqinfangxin，wanghouwohuiyouxinerhuo，weizijierhuo。”
wohuihuhaowoaideren，buzaiweibuzhidederenshanghuai。
sheiruoyaoshanghaiwozaihuderen，wodingrangtasiwuzangshenzhidi！