第3章

buzhidaoshenmeyuanyin,wodelinghunhaicunzaiyushijian,danzhinengzailuqingshufangyuanwuchineiyidong,chaochuwuchi,jiuhuibeiyigubukekangjudelilianglahuitadeshenbian。

luqingshuzhongrishouzailingtang,zhidaowodeguanmuxiazang,tayemeiyouqukanguohaizi。

zhihougengshiliulianyujiufang,ririmaizui。

wohenshengqi,chazheyaohouta,

“luqingshu!woyaokanhaizi!nitingjianmei?!”

taturanzhengkaiyan,zhuantoukanxiangwo,woxinli‘gedeng’yixia,xiayishijieshi,

“qingshugege,wobushiguyixiongnide,shinitaibu……”

shenchuanqianlvshaqundenvzibaozheyingerchuanguowo,jingzizoudaoluqingshumianqian,tamianrongqingxiu,qizhiwenwan。

worenshita,tashilaofurensongdaoluqingshuchuangshangdeneigenvzi——guyueer。

neijianshihou,laofurenjiangtashouzuoleyinv。

yuanlailuqingshushikandaoleta。

takanzhetabaozhedeyingerxujiu,guanlezijiyikoujiu,pieguotoulengshengdao,

“你来做什么?”

guyueermeiyouhuida,ershijianghaiziqingfangzairuantashang,suihoutaishouhenhendeshanleluqingshuyibazhang。

wozhangkaishuangbeilanzailuqingshumianqian,fennudedengzheta。

guyueerdeshouweiweizhandou,kanshangqubiaidadeluqingshuhaiyaoteng,

“luqingshu,qinwanwanyongmingjinishengxiadenver,nidasuankanyebukanyiyanma?”

woyizheng,daidaidekanzheta,shoubeibuyouzizhudefangxiale。

原来她是个女儿。

原来这是我的孩子。

wohuiguotouqukanneigeyinger,shixianquebeiluqingshudangzhule,taxiangshidamengchuxing,fushenguoqubaozhuyinger,dishengwuyan。

neizhihouwobeibangzailuqingshushenbianshinian。

wokanzhetazhongxinzhenzuo,haiziqumingnianwan。

kanzhetayandijianbingyidiandianronghua,daiguyueeryitianbiyitianwenrou。

guyueerbuguliuyanfeiyu,wumingwufendepeiletashinian,zhongyuzaiyiyueqian,luqingshuxiangtaqiuqinle。

wopiaozailuqingshushenhou,beiduizhetaliang,jinkenenglideyuanyuande,danluqingshuwenroudeshiyanhaishiwangwoerlizuan,

“luqingshuqiuquguyueer,cihoujuanqimei,yongbufuqing。”

woyouchaneidehuanghu,dangnianzaiwoqinjiazhengyuan,tayeshirucizhenzhi,

“luqingshuqiuquqinwanwan,yuanyishengyishiyishuangren,yongbuxiangfu。”

wowuzheerduo,henbudexiaoshizaikongqili。

luqingshumangdebukekaijiao,danhaishimeirichoukongqinziguowenhunshichoubeiqingkuang。

wozhuazhetademeiyigexijie,xiaodujichangdebijiaozhe。

wodexifushitaqinshoutiaode,woyingle。

tadangnianzenmemeiyoutoutoujiwozhunbeigaodian,chadianbawoesi。

pu,tahewochengqinshishibushiyezijitoutoulianguoliucheng?

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