第4章
zaizhaoxiaziweiwoyeyexuanhaoxiazangdemuxue，chuliwanlingtangneideshihou，tacaibuhuangbumangdeweiwozheshouzhunbei，teyirangwobaquzhizhadianmailebushaodezhizhapin。
tashuozheixiedouyaozuoweijiazhuangshaoguoqu，zheiyangduifangcaihuikaolvzheimenqinshi，buguangshirentiaogui，guiyetiaozheren。
dengdaoruyeshike，zhaoxiazicaizhuazhexinzhedeshuzhidangguaizhang，zaidishangdianludaizhewowanghoushandefangxiangzou。
wobajideyankuangdouhongzhongleqilai，keduiciqueyeshiwukenaihe。
现在我只有两条路。
一，要么还命。
二，要么结婚。
wodangranxianghaohaohuoxiaqu，danqishixinligengduodeshibuyuanyizaizhongfuzuowandeemeng。
houshanyoupianhuangdishiluanfenchang，youjiaozuofengou。
cunlitourendoushuoneidifangnaogui，xianshaoyourengandaozheidifanglai。
luanfenchangshangdaochudoushilinglingsansandefenduixiaobao，yinlengdeqixizaishenbianhuanrao，dongdewodalehaojigeduosuo。
zhaoxiazizaifenduiqianzouzoutingting，buduandeyongshuzhizaimubeiqianqiaodianzhe，kouzhonghainannandeshuozhehua。
“zheigebuxing，sidetaiwanle，yabuzhu。”
“zheigesideshihounianjitaidale，yebuxing，laogebolaotuidenayadezhuneiniechu。”
“zheigesidedaoshishihou......yo！zheizashigegunianga？duibuzhu，duibuzhu，laotouziyanxiakanbuqing......”
“mafannuonuodao，nierzidouhaimeishengchulaizanengjieqinni？kebieweinanwolaotouzile！”
......
jiuzheimezhuanledeyouhaojiquanhou，zhaoxiazizhongyuzaiyizuomubeiqiantingzhulebu。
suishuomubeikanzhechenjiu，danzheichufenquegaidehaisuanshiqipailedian，heqitadexiaofenbaoxiangbi，wanquankeyishuoshidahurenjia。
“yatou，guixia。”zhaoxiazituranjiaowo，“bashoulitoudelazhufangdaomubeiqian，yaoshimeimiejiushuomingtadayingzheizhuanghunshile。”
wotingletadehuayouxiehaipa，danhaishizhaozhezuole。
lazhubeiwoxiaoxinyiyidefangdaolemubeiqian，yinweishirijiaojiudeyuanyin，mubeishangkezhedezijisuizhefengchuiyudazaojiubiandemohule。
zheichufendezhurengujikendingsilehenjiuba？
wozheimexiangzhe，shoulitoudelazhucaifangxia，jiuturanbeizhenyinfengfuguo，lazhuhuomiaoyegenzhedouledou。
zhaoxiazikaikouhechi，“buyaoluanxiangbugaixiangde！dangxinrenulerenjia！”
huomiaoyishijianbianleyanse，bianchengleyoulengdebinglanse，zaiwodeshixianneibuduandetiaoyuezhe，yinyueyoucuangaodejixiang。
wobeizheiyibianguhedaole，jingkongdezhengdayanyanlekoutuomo，buganzaichuaimoluanxiang。
天啊！
nandaoguihainengkanchuanrendexinsima？
youlengdelazhuhuomiao，bu，yinggaishuoshiguihuole。
tazhanzhanyouyoudedoulesanxia，yebuzhishishenmeyisi。
zhaoxiaziqueshijidongbuyi，“yatou！ganjinbaisanxia，tadayingle！”
wolikezhaozhezhaoxiazidehuaquzuo，guiguijujudechongzhezheichufenduibailesanxia，ermianqiandehuomiaoqueshizhujiancuangao！
erpangbianzhanzhedezhaoxiazikouzhongniannianyouci，buduandebapangbianzhizuodefangzihejiajuquanjiezhelazhuhuodianranshaoleguoqu。
guiyideguihuotunshizhezhihudefangzihejiaju，queshituranjianxiangwomengpuleguolai！
“shankai！”zhaoxiaziliansedabian，danmingxianyijingshilaibujile！
woyanqiandeshixianturanbeiguihuotunshi，liangyanjieshiyihei！
zaixingguolaihou，wojiufaxianzijishenchuzaiyichuguxianggusedeyoushendazhaiyuanli，daochuguamanletiezhe“xi”zidehongdenglong。
kerangrenguiyideshiqianyuanguadeshihongdenglong，houyuanguazhedequeshibaidenglong，rangzheichudazhaiyuanliyouguzishuobuchulaideguiyiheyinsengan。
jiuzaicike，qianyuanjinbizhededamenturan“gezhi——”shenghuanhuandakai。
shenchuanzhexifudenanrenmaijiaozouchu，tashencaigaodaxiuzhang，zuzubiwogaochugenaodai，lianshangdaizhezhangsixiaofeixiaodemianju，xiongqiangengshibiezhechengqindedahonghua。
zheishenzhuangban......
wokandemomingxinliyoudiankonghuang，zheibujiugenwozaidianshishangkandaodeminguoshidaidexinlangguandabanchabuduoma？
这死了得有多久啊？
dangengguiyideshitameiyibucaixiadoushibuzhandide，**zaiwaideshoubeifusebingtaicangbai，kequeyouhesishiwanquanbutong。
tazhujiankaojinwo，yinyuechuanlaidetanxiangweiwenzhexinkuangshenyi，hewoxiangxiangzhongdewanquanbuyiyang。
“baitang。”tasangyinbinglenglengde，wanquanmeiyoubandianhuorenqixi。