第4章
funeidelihuashubeikanguangle，zhishengyuanzhongzheiyike。
zineizhihou，wobianbuwensushi，qianxinxiulian。
haoduonianmeiyouhaohaoxiulian，zhichenmiyuqingai，woganjueyijinglibucongxin。
zhidengneidanchengxing，bianhaozaicifeisheng。
“zeze，jiejie，zheijiushirangnifangqifeishengdenanren，haishuozhishiliyong，tayijinglianxubanyuesuzaigebile。”
“guozhen，nanrendezuizuihuipianren，shanmenghaishideqinghuanengzhangkoujiulai，zuoxiadechengnuoyekeyibuzuoshu。”
yunquepazaiqiangtou，kanzhegebidedongjing，haobuliuqingdewakufengci。
zizixuelei，tixingwodangchuyouduomeyuchun。
“haishuolihuafenguomin，tazenmebubana！zhenshihenbudezhuoxialetadeyan！haihuaizheyun，yebupazheimezhetengxiaochan，zhenshijian！”
yunquejiushizheidiediebuxiudexingzi。
“nigenyigefanrenjijiaoshenme，ganjinxialaixiulian，nizheixiuwei，jiusuanwobangnixiulian，yedezailianerbainian，yihouwobuzainishenbian，nibukexiedai。”
wobayunquelaxialai，yunquebuqingyuandizuozailelihuashuxia。
zhishikexi，haimeikaishijinruzhuangtai，jiuyouyahuanguolaidaduanlezheifenpingjing。
“furen，furen，darenrangninquxiyuanyitang，shuoshilinyiniangduzitong，qingninqukankan。”
wodouhaimeishuoshenme，yunquecengyishengzhanleqilai，damadao:
“jitalianle！haijitakan！duzitengbuquzhaodafu，jiaowojiejiequganshenme！buqu！”
woziranyemeihaoxindaoyaoqujiyigeyiniangkanbing，yeshiyaoyaotou，lengshengdao：
“duzitengquzhaodafu，zhaobenfurenganshenme？”
yahuanhaimeihuiqubinggao，yuanmenhuranbeichuaikai，zhijianneilujinnianyilianhuangzhangdibaozhelinqianqianchuanglejinlai。
“niannian，niannian，kuaikuaikankanta，taduzitengdelihai。”
tamanlianjinzhangjiaozhuo，yizhenfengsidechongguolai，chongjinfangjian，erhuabushuo，baneilinqianqianjifangzaiwodechuangshang。
“ai，nizheiren，zheishijiejiedefangjian，shijiejiedechuang，nijingranbaqitanvrenfangzaizheili，ninini......”
raoshiyunquezuipizilisuo，cishijingranyeqideshuobuchuhualai。
lujinnianzhijiezhuaizhewozoudaochuangbian，wokandaoneilinqianqianmanliancangbai，duzichuyeshiyichouyichoudeqifuzhe。
“furen.....jiuwo，jiujiuhaizi.......”
takanxiangwo，yeshimanlianqiqiu，ruoshinengdongdan，pashiyouyaoguidikegetoupoxueliu。
“去给她请大夫。”
yunqueyiting，xunsufeibenerchu。
“niannian，laibujile，wozhidaonihuiyishu，dangchuzhaoguwodeshihounijiujinxinjinlizhaolehenduoyaocai，nixianjitakan，tatengdekuaishoubulele，haiyouhaizi，haizidebaozhu.....”
lujinnianzhuazhewodeshou，woganshoudaotashuangshouzhandou。
wokandaotayishanlingluan，zhongyiguazaishenshangtanluxiongtang，dangchushouruodeshushengrujinyeyoujiroule。
看起来格外硬朗
zaikanneilinqianqian，yeshiyishanbuzheng，guidouzhidaoliangrengangcaizaizuoshenme。
我心中隐隐作呕。
mingzhidaozheishitaixiangbuwen，furenyouyun，haidasixuanyin。
lujinnian，zheixienian，shiwozhaogunizhaogudetaihaole，nicaizheimeyouxinliba。
“lujinnian，niruciwuruwo，haiyaowojiuta？”
wolengxiao，zishibudongdan。
lujinnianxintouyijiang，kanlekantazijidezhuangban，sihumingbaileshenme，zaicizhuazhewodeshou：
“bushide，bushide，niannian，woshigenanren，nizheixierizidouburangwopeng，wo......woshigenanrena......”
他还委屈上了。
“furen，nibuyaoguailaoye，shiwobuhao......shiwoxiazuogouyindelaoye...”
chuangshangdelinqianqianyaochun，doudadehanzhuluolexiaqu。
“zenmenengguainini，niyijingtixinglewo，shiwokongzhibuzhu，niannian，yihouzaiyebuhuile，nijiujiuta，jiujiuhaiziba，neishiwodehaizia......”
陆瑾年痛哭流涕。
danshiwomeiyoucuoguotamouzhongdeneiyisibumanheweiweidehenyi。
youyisi，tahaihenshangle。
henwojueqing？bujiuneigenvrenhehaizi？
“不救。”
wozaicituchulianggezi，meirangtamenzhijierengchuqu，yijingsuanwolianminle。
lujinnianmuransongkailewodeshou，mouzhongshanguoyisidehenli。
“niannian，nijingranrucijueqing！woshigenanren，nisinianwusuochu，woyijingsuanshiduideqinile！”
“nizhibuzhidao，youduoshaoguinvxihuanwo，dangchuweileni，woshenzhihaijujuelezuofumadejihui，wozuodehaibugouma？”
“rujinjingzhongxiangwozheiyangdeguanyuan，nayigebushisanqisiqie？nirucibuzhizuhaishandu，nizhibuzhidao，wokeyisuishixiuleni！”
lujinnianluchuleyinzangdeliaoya，bianchengleyizhielang。
mianduiwodeshihouzhishengxialeyaobawochaichirufudehenyi。
tasihuyaobaxinzhongsuoyoudeyuanqidoujisachulai，jiuchazhizhewodebizimale。
zheiyike，wojuedetajingshirucimosheng。