第五章最后一次
shaoyanzaiyoutingpeilewosantian。
disantian,tashoudaofangtingtingyiyuzhengfazuoyaotiaoloudexinxi。
我和他一起回去。
yiyuanli,wokandaolebingchuangshangdefangtingting,suirantadeliansecangbai。
danwokanchu,tashihualezhuangde,baikaishuidezhuang,qingchunwuhai,rerenlianxi。
yikanjianshaoyan,tajiusisibaozhetadeyao,leishuidashiletadexizhuang。
shaoyantuikaita,shengyinweileng:“jiranwufazhengchangshenghuo,jiuyinggaizhuyuan。”
tahuranbashixianzhuanxiangwo:“ayan,wobushiyouyiyaodaraonide,wozhidaonizaihewanxinyuehui,danwoshitingdaolezheige,tainanguo,suoyicai......”
tajiangyizhiluyinbishuaizaidishang,shaoyanjianqi,anxiaboyinjian,limianqingchuchuanlaiwodeshengyin。
三分钟的录音。
wuyishibawozhixianghaitatiaoloudezuikuihuoshou。
luyinli,wodehuashuodefeichangnanting,shenzhishuochulerangtaqusizheizhonghua。
danwomeiyoushuoguozheiyangdehua。
shaoyandeyanshenshexiangwo,yandixielejifenfuza:“wanxin,shinishuodema?”
wolianseweibai,fouren:“bushi。”
wokanzheluyinbizhengzhengchushen。
luyinbishiwode,shidangnianbabacongguowaijiwodaihuilaidexiandingkuan,danzuizhongbeifangtingtingqiangzoule。
tafaxianwochanggehaoting,bingqieqiangzouwoderijiheluyinbi,zhidaowodeyiqiemimi,baokuowoduishaoyandexinsi。
tanazheigeweixiewo,rangwotitaqucanjiabisai。
wozaimuhoufuzechang,tazairenqianzuokouxing。
yinweizheici,tachenglexuexiaodefengyunrenwu,lianshaoyanyekaishizhuyidaoleta......
zhishimeixiangdao,xianzailuyinbihaizaitashouli,chenglexianhaiwodegongju。
womengdishangqianyibu,liaokaitadeyixiu,luchubaoguozhehouhoushabudeshouwan,liluokuaisudichaikai,wokanjianletagewandehenji,tingqiandeyidaohenji。
“gezheimeqian,shibushedesima?”
wonaguoshuiguodao,jiuyaowangtashouwangequ。
tajingkongdidahanchusheng,mawoshifengzi。
meidengwozhaxiaqu,shouwanyijin,woshoulidedaobeiduozou。
tadeshengyinlengjingdebuxianghua:“wanxin,biezuoshashi。”
“ayan,taxiangyaowosi,nirangtachuqu,chuqu!”
fangtingtingshuangshoubaozhetadeyao,tongkuliuti。
erwoxiangyigehuairenyiyang,zhanzaiyibian,xianggexiaochouban。
shuiguodaodedaojianhuadaolewo,shouzhangliulexue,wangxiadizhe,neimemingxiandehongse,taquedangmeikanjian,burushuoshimoshi。
tademeigedongzuodouxiangshizaiwoxinjiancuncunlingchi,jiangwodezhengkexinsichedeposuilinli。
自那天后
我很少见到邵宴
daoshijingchangkanjiantahefangtingtingchushuangruduidexinwen
tapeifangtingtingdaogezhongdifangsanxin,wanle。
wohexiayibeikudefasedekafei,queganjuewuweijile。
zaidiwutian,shaoyanhuilaile,jianwoguangzhejiaozuozaishafashang,qingtanlekouqi,jiangwodejiaozhizaishouzhangjian,weiwoqunuan。
woxiangsuohuijiao,dantajinzhuazhebufang。
“wanxin,tashengbingle,buyaogenyigebingrenjijiao。
wodeleishuiyaoyaoyuzhui:“neinijiuquzhaoguta,haihuilaiganshenmeni。”
shaoyanbeiwodeyangzidongrong,jiangwolajin,pengzhewodelian,wenganwolianshangdelei。
“别多想。”
wobaozhutadeyao:“ayan,wozhendehaoxihuanni,nibuyaolikaiwohaobuhao。”
shaoyanyanliderouyinongdehuabukai:“genwojiehundeshini,fangtingtingdeshiwohuijiejue,yihou,niyeshaogentajiechu。”
“好。”
我轻声应答。
shaoyan,wozuihouzaixinniyici。