第1章

我姐姐死了。

yourenjiangwojiejiediujinleqigaiwo,shijigeqigaijiangwojiejiezheruzhisi。

zheigerenjiushizhoutaitaiqiaoyan,jiuyinweiwojiejiewuyijiantingdaoletadeyigemimi。

jiajijishaoyanzhiqian,tazaiwaimianyouyigesishengzi。

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danqiaoyanhaishirangrentuozoulewojiejie。

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我的天没了。

我失去了我的姐姐。

我恨上了乔烟。

wodasuanfuchou,qiaoyanrangwoshiqulewozuiaideren,neiwoyeyaorangtashiqutazuiaideren

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woxiaochusheng,zhendejiadea?

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…………

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dedashoujiucongwodeyijiaolishenleguoqurounieleliangxia。           

wolengxiao,xihuanmajishaoyan?

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tingdaowodeshengyin,jishaoyanyizheng,“nishishei?”

woshenshou“pa”yishengdakailebideng,yishuangshuiluludemouzixiangzhishoujingdexiaolukanzheta“xiansheng,nirencuorenle,wobushitaitai,woshizheilidenvyongfangli!”

jishaoyankanzhewodelianjiangzhule。

zheishi“dadada”,waimianqiaoyandegaogenxieshengturanxiangqile。