负了卿心,悔了此生精选章节

lianyinsannian,woyizhiyiweiqiziyeqingyinduiwoqingshenyizhong。tazongshiwenroudiweiwozhengliyijin,

zaiwozhengzhanguilaishihanleixiangying,meidangwoshoushangshigengshicheyebumiandizhaoliao。zhidaoneiyiri,

wowuyijiantingdaotayuxinfuyahuandeduihua。"**,xiaoshiziduininzhenshiqingshenruhai,weileninlianmingdoubuyao。

"yeqingyinqingxiaoyisheng:"qingshenruhai?buguoshigetishenbale。taruozhidaowoxinzhongzhiyoushixiongyiren,

pashiyaoqifengle。""kexiaoshizizheisannianweininzuoleneimeduo...""zhengyinruci,

tacaishizuihaodeqizi。shixiongzaibianjiangjiangongliyexuyaochaozhongyourenhuchi,xiaojinyandeshenfenzaiheshibuguo。

"wozhanzaimenwai,zhijuedeyiguhanyicongjiaodizhichongtouding。yuanlaizheisanniandeenai,

doushiyichangjingxinbianzhidehuangyan。diyizhangwoqiangchengzhezoukai,huidaoshufangguanshangmen,

naohaizhongbuduanhuixiangzhegangcaitingdaodehua。shixiong...tashuodeshishei?wofanchuyeqingyindeguizhonghaoyoumingdan,

henkuaijiuxiangqileyigeren——linmubai。yeqingyindebiaoxiong,ziyouyutaqingmeizhuma,

sannianqianbeipaiwangbianjiangzhenshou。erwomendelianyin,zhengshizaitalijinghoubujiu。rujinxianglai,yiqiedoushuodetongle。

tajiajiwo,buguoshiweilejilinmubaizaichaozhongmougekaoshan。erwozheigezhenguogongshizi,jiushitazuihaodeqizi。

wokuxiaozhedaolebeijiu,yiyinerjin。zheisannianli,meidangtawenroudihuanwo"fujun"shi,

wodouyiweitazhendeaiwo。meidangtaweiwodanxinluoleishi,wodouyiweitazhendezaihuwo。yuanlai,doushijiade。

yeshenle,yeqingyintuimenerru,jianwoduziyinjiu,likeguanqiedizouguolai。"fujun,nizenmehezheimeduojiu?

keshizaifuzhongyudaoshenmefanxinshile?"tadeshengyinyijiuwenrou,yanzhongyijiuhanzhedanyou,ruoshibuzhidaozhenxiang,

wopashiyouyaobeitapianguoqu。"meishenme,zhishiyouxielei。"wodandanhuiying,bikaitashenguolaideshou。

yeqingyinsihuchajuedaowodeyiyang,meitouweicu:"fujun,ni...""woshuolemeishi。"woqishen,

"nixianxiuxiba,wohaiyoujunwuyaochuli。"shuowanwojiulikailefangjian,liuxiayeqingyinyirenzhanzaineili。

wobuganzaikanta,pazijirenbuzhuzhiwenchukou。danwogengpa,zhiwenleyounengruhe?tahuichengrenma?

haishihuijixubianzhihuangyan?dierzhangdierri,wojiekouyoushimeiyouhuifuyongshan。

shijishangwoqulechengzhongyichujiusi,xiangyaojiejiujiaochou。meixiangdaoquezaineilitingdaolegengrangwoxinsuidexiaoxi。

"nimentingshuolema?bianjiangdelinjiangjunyouliledagong,bixiayaozhaotahuijingle。""neigelinmubai?

tingshuotayuchengxiangfudeye**congxiaoxiangai,kexiye**jiajilezhenguogongshizi。""hei,nidongshenme。

wotingshuoa,ye**jiajixiaoshizijiushiweilejilinjiangjunzaichaozhongmougehoutai。xianzailinjiangjunyaohuijingle,

buzhidaohuifashengshenme。""zeze,neixiaoshiziqibushichenglexiaohua?tibierenyanglesanniandeqizi。

"jirendeyilunshengchuanruwoerzhong,meiyigezidouxiangdaoziyiyanggezaiwoxinshang。yuanlaiwodeshi,

zaojiuchenglejingchengdexiaohua。woyikouyinjinbeizhongjiu,kusedejiuyeshunzhehoulongliuxia,quebibushangxinzhongdekuse。

huixiangzheisannian,woweiletajihudiuguoming。quniandongri,tashenglechangzhongbing,

taiyishuoxuyaoqiannianxueliancainengzhiyu。woerhuabushuojiubenfuxueshan,zaibingtianxuedizhongxunleqitianqiye,

xianxiezangshenxuebeng。qiannianchunri,tashuoxiangyaokanbianjiangdehuyanglin。woteyiqinglejia,

husongtaqianlitiaotiaoganfubianjiang。neiyilushangyudaomafeixiji,woshenzhongsanjianyeyaohutazhouquan。

jinniantadeshengchen,wogengshitiqianlianggeyuejiukaishichoubei,xiangjitayigenanwangdeshengchenyan。kexianzaiwocaimingbai,

taxiangqubianjiang,buguoshixiangqukanlinmubai。tadewenrou,tadeyanlei,tadeguanhuai,doubushiweilewo。

wozhishitashouzhongdeyimeiqizi,yigekeyoukewudetishen。tiansejianwan,wocaihuidaofuzhong。

yeqingyinzhengzaiyuanzhongdengwo,jianwoguilailikeyingleshanglai。"fujun,nijinriweihebuhuilaiyongshan?

wodengleniyizhengri。"tadeyanzhongmanshiguanqie,ruoshifangzaicongqian,wodinghuixintengbuyi。kexianzai,

wozhijuedexuwei。disanzhang"yihoububidengwo。"wolenglengdishuodao,jingzhiwangshufangzouqu。

yeqingyingenzaiwoshenhou,shengyinzhongdaizheyisiweiqu:"fujun,nizheishizenmele?

zheiliangrinizongshiduiwoailibulide,shiwonalizuocuoleshenmema?"wotingxiajiaobu,huitoukanzheta。

tachuanzheyixidanzisedeyiqun,wufaruyun,jifushengxue,queshishigemeiren。nanguailinmubaiduitaniannianbuwang。

"qingyin,niaiwoma?"woturanwendao。talengleyixia,suijiroushengdadao:"fujunweiheturanzheiyangwen?

womenfuqisannian,nandaonihaibuzhidaowodexinyima?""neinishuoshuo,nishiruheaiwode?

"yeqingyinsihubeiwoqiguaidewentinongdeyouxiebuzhisuocuo,danhaishirenzhendihuida:"woainidezhongchengyonggan,

ainidewenroutitie,ainiduiwodehao...""jincieryi?"wodaduantadehua,"neiruguoyouyitian,

nidexinshangrenhuilaile,nihuiruhexuanze?"yeqingyindelianseshunjianbiandecangbai,yanzhongshanguoyisihuangluan。

"fujun,ni...nizaishuoshenme?shenmexinshangren?wobumingbai...""bumingbai?"wolengxiao,

"neilinmubaisuanshenme?"tingdaozheigemingzi,yeqingyindeshentimingxianzhanleyixia。

"shixiongta...tazhishiwodebiaoxiong,fujunniweiheyaozheiyangxiang?""zhishibiaoxiong?"woyibububijinta,

"neiniweihezaitalijinghoucaidayingyuwolianyin?weihezongshizhaojihuitiqita?weihezaitaxuyaochaozhongzhulishi,

nijiujiajilewozheigezhenguogongshizi?"yeqingyinlianlianhoutui,yanzhongmanshijingkong:"fujun,

nitingsheishuodezheixiehua?zheixiedoubushizhende,woduinidexinyitiandikejian...""goule!

"wolengshenghezhi,"daolezheigeshihou,nihaiyaosahuangma?""womeiyousahuang!"yeqingyinyanzhonghanlei,

"fujun,niweishenmebuxiangxinwo?zheisannianlaiwoduinidehao,nandaodoushijiadema?"kanzhetayanzhongdeleishui,

wodexinyouruanleyishun。kesuijiwojiuxiangqiletashuodeneiju"buguoshigetishenbale",

xinshunjianyouyinglexialai。"shibushijiade,nizijixinlizuiqingchu。"disizhangdangye,wocheyeweimian。

zuozaishufangzhong,woxianglehenduohenduo。xiangqichujiantashi,taditouqianxiaodemoyang。xiangqixinhunye,

taxiusedihuanwofujun。xiangqizheisannianlai,taduiwowuweibuzhidezhaogu。kezheiyiqie,douzhishitadeyanjima?

diertianyizao,wodeqinbingjicongconglaibao:"shizi,gongzhongchuanzhi,bixiazhaoninrugongyishi。

"wozhenglileyixiayishan,zhunbeirugong。yeqingyinzhuilechulai,weiwozhengliyijin:"fujun,

keshiyoushenmejishi?""bianjiangjunqing。"wodandanhuiying。"bianjiang?"yeqingyindeyanshenshunjianliangleqilai,

"keshishixiongtamenneibianchuleshenmeshi?"guoran,tazuiguanxindehaishilinmubai。womeiyouhuida,

zhijieshangmaliqu。zaigongzhong,bixiagaosuwolinmubaililedagong,yaodiaohuijingcheng,rangwoxiezhuanpaijiefengshiyi。

"xiaoqing,linmubaishizhendedeliganjiang,cicihuijingzhenyaozhongyongta。niyutashitongchuanghaoyou,

cishijiujiaojinibanle。""chenzunzhi。"tongchuanghaoyou...ruoshibixiazhidaozhenxiang,buzhihuizuoheganxiang。

huifulushang,woturanyouleyigexiangfa。jiranyeqingyinzheimexiangyaoyulinmubaizhongju,neiwojiuchengquantamen。

zhishi,wobuhuizaizuozheigeyuandatoule。huidaofuzhong,wozhijiequleshufang,tibixieleyifengxin。"shizi,

ninzaixieshenme?"guanjiawendao。"meishenme,zhishiyixiejunwu。"wofangxiabi,"quzhunbeiyixia,

mingriwoyaochuchengbanshi。""yaoquduojiu?""buyiding,kenenghenjiu。"diertianyizao,

woqiaoqiaolikailefudi。womeiyougaosurenherenwoyaoqunali,baokuoyeqingyin。

rangtayiweiwoshiqubanjunwujiuhaole。shijishang,woyaoqudeshichengwaideyizuopomiao。neiliyougelaodaoshi,

jushuonenggoujiasizhishu。jiranyeqingyinbuaiwo,neiwoyouhebijixuzheichangnaoju。bururangxiaojinyanchedisiqu,

jitahelinmubaitengchukongjian。diwuzhangsanrihou,jingchengchuanlaiehao:zhenguogongshizixiaojinyanzaichengwaiyushanfei,

buxingshenwang,lianshigudouweixunde。xiaoxichuanhuifuzhongshi,yeqingyinzhengzaiyuanzhongcixiu。"shenme?

"tashouzhongdexiuhuazhendiaozaidishang,zhenggerendairuomuji。"furen,

shizita...tazhende..."binvkudeqibuchengsheng。yeqingyinhuanhuanqishen,

liangqiangzhewangwaizou:"bukeneng,bukenengde...tawugongneimegao,

zenmekeneng..."tadiediezhuangzhuangdipaochufudi,zhibenchushididian。

keneilichulejidixuejihesisuideyishang,shenmedoumeiyou。"fujun...fujunnizainali?

"yeqingyinguizaidishang,sixinliefeidikuhanzhe。jiuzaizheishi,yourenlaibao:linjiangjunjinrijianghuijingcheng。

yeqingyinlengzhule。tadenglesannianderenzhongyuhuilaile,keshi...keshixiaojinyanqueyongyuanhuibulaile。

huidaofuzhong,yeqingyinjiangzijiguanzaifangzhong,sanrisanyebuchibuhe。"furen,ninzheiyangxiaquhuihuaileshenzide。