第5章丧偶
“你在说什么？”
chengyuanshuangshouzhuazhechuangdan，mianduifumingshendezhize，tashizaiyitouwushui。
fumingshentoushangshenshangquanshishilinlinde。ganggangtazhengzaibingfanglijixiayouyouweifan，hewanyituranchonglejinlai，duanqizhuoshangdeyiwantangpitougailianyangleshangqu。
zheibizhang，fumingshenziranshiyaosuandaochengyuantoushangde。
tingmingbaileshiqingdelailongqumai，chengyuanzhijuedewunaiyouwugu。
talejiehewanyidexingge，zheiyangjiliedeshidaoshitanengzuodechulaide。erfumingshenzhisuoyikoukoushengshengqiangdiao，yueshizheiyangdeshihou，tayueshiyaogujiyanmian，bunengqingyijiangjiefaqizipaoqi，duobanyeshiyuanyuduimuqindejidan。
“nishibushiyiweizhangzhewomalaijinichengyao，jiukeyiweisuoyuweile！wogaosunichengyuan，zheigehunwolidingle！”
fumingshenyibazhuaqichuangtoufangzhedexieyi，“jiuzheigelihunxieyishu？kanlainizaozhunbeihaole。”
tachouchuyizhibi，yachihenhenyaoxiabigai，shuashuashualianzhefanleshuxia，gangyaoluobi——
“fuxiansheng。”yishengganjinchongshangqianlai，“zheishizhiliaofangandezhiqingshu，woqianmianyijinggenchengnvshigaozhiguole，tayaoxuanzedefangan，baotui，nanduda，youshengmingweixian，nimen......yaobuyaozaishangliangyixia？”
fumingshenlengleyixia，fanhuiqianmiandezhiqingshushouye。
yaoleyaoya，fumingshenyilianlengmodidingzhechengyuan：“neijiuantaxiangyaodelai，youshengmingweixianhaibuhaome？sangouyibudaowei，lihundoushengle！”
shuowan，tadabiyihui，henhenqianxiamingzi，touyebuhuidilikaibingfang。
chengyuanzhenglengyuandi，naozhongfanfuhuifangzhefumingshenzuihouliuxiadeneijuhua。
他竟然在盼着她死？
tasile，takeyimingzhengyanshundibaxiayouyouquhuilai，shenzhibuyongdanxinzhouweirendepinpingyumuguang。
shenzhibuyongbeifuyigefuxinnanrendemaming。
其实......
tagenbenbuxuyaozheimezuode。chengyuankuxiaozhexiang，tazaoyiwufuwumu，xiangyizhibeijiandiaochibangdejinsique，kansigaoaoshizebukanyijidemingyun，zaojiucongaishangtaneitianqi，jiubeilaolaobangzaitashenbian。taxiangqifuta，genbenyongbuzhegujirenherendelianse。zhipingbubeiaizheiyitiaojian，jiuzuyiboguangtadexuerou，luchusensendebaigu。
chengyuantaiqishou，momocaquyanjiaojiangchuibuchuideyidileishui。
taitouguanerkanxiangyisheng，tajiangshoushuzhiqingshudileshangqu：“dafu，wo......hewoxianshengyijingyizhijuedingle，jiuanzhaobaotuifanganzhiliao，yisheng......womenjiu，zhuajinshijianba。”
yishengtongqingdikanzhechengyuan：“chengnvshi，neiwogennishuoyixia，diyibubixuyaoxianbanizheitiaoshangtuishangdefuroubufentichuxialai，xuyaodaliangdejubumazui，youkenenghuishanghaigugutoujijisuishenjing。”
chengyuanhunshenyigejiling：“neibuxing！yisheng，wanyishanghailejisuishenjing，wobujiuyongyuanbunengzaitiaowuleme？”
yishengchenmobanshang：“danzheizhongfanganjiushinanmian，tacaozuodeshijiantaizhang，buxiangjiezhishoushukeyiduanxiaowancheng。wozhiqianjiuyijingshuole，zheiqizhongyaorennaideqiangdadetongku，zhendebushiyibanrennengchengshoude。”
“我可以。”
chengyuanniejinshouxin，jiandingdao：“mafanninjiaomazuishiguolai，woxiangdandugentaliaoyixiashuzhongyongliang，shenzhi......wokeyixianjieshoutengtongceshi。”
tayijingshenmedoumeiyoule，zaishiquzheitiaotui，zaishiquzhanzaiwutaishangdejihuiheyongqi，neigenshaletayoushenmefenbieni？chengyuanjiandingdixiang。
......
fumingshenjiangxiayouyouandunhao，chumenkandaozhulichenfeng。
“womahuiquleme？”tameitouzhoulezhou，wendao。
chenfengdiantou：“yijingsongfurenhuiqule，henbaoqianfuxiansheng，wozhiqianjieletadedianhua，meiyouyinmanshishi，zhishimeixiangdaofurenhuifaneimedadehuo......”
“shinishuode？”fumingshenjianbangweidun。
chenfengheleyitiao，xuanjidiandiantou：“shi，shiwojiedefurendianhua。tashuonidianhuameirenjie，wo......wojiushuolenihetaitaichuchehuodeshi。”
suoyi，bushichengyuanzhudongdadianhuajihewanyigaozhuangde？
fumingshenxinliyizhenandu，zhuanshenwangloushangpaoqu。
keshiloushangdebingfangkongle，chengyuanyijingbuzhiquxiang。