“啊！”
轰隆——
leibaodehongming，douzhebuzhuxiaoxiangdecanjiao。
duangudetongchongjizhedanao，fangningsuicanjiaozhetengyunleguoqu。
……
hunhuneejian，fangningsuihaoxiangdiaoruleheiandejingjilin，tayuezhengzhayueteng，yebuzhidaoguoleduojiu，tahuanghutingjianyizhenkusheng——
“yisheng，wonveryijinghunmiqitianle，shenmeshihounengxinglai？zheihaiyoulianggeyuejiuyaogaokao，zheikezenmebana？”
“ninverdanaomeishoushenmeshang，kuaixinglaile。”
“dantadeyoushouquanbuduanlie，yijingfeile……jinniandegaokaojihuwuyuan，dengtaxinglai，nihaohaoanweitaba。”
无缘高考？
不——
方宁岁猛然惊醒！
yizhengyanbianduishanglemuqinkuhongdeshuangmou。
“suisui，nizhongyuxingle，xinglejiuhao……”fangmuzhandoubaozheren，yayizhegengyan。
“妈……”
fangningsuijingkongwangzhezijiruanpapadeyoushou：“wodeshouzhendefeilema？wozhendebunengcanjiagaokaolema？”
“buhuidebuhuide，suisuinibieduoxiang，mama……huidainiqugenghaodeyiyuan，mamayidingnengzhihaoni……”
fangmujinjinbaozheren，yudiaohenji，poqiexiwangfangningsuixiangxin。
keyueshizheiyang，fangningsuiyuemingbai，zijiganggangtingdaodedoushizhende。
她的右手废了。
sisizhengyankanzhetianhuaban，renzheyanlei，tazhanglezhangzui，yongjinleyiqieliqi，caimianqiangshuochupingjingdeyiju。
“wozhidaole，ma，woxiangxinni……woyoudianele，xianghenidundepaigutang，keyima？”
“hao，mamashanghuiqujinizuo。”
“嗯，谢谢妈。”
daifangmuliqu，fangningsuideleicailuoxia。
tamolebalei，yaochunyoushoushizheyongli，kenapatayonglidaohanshuigunluo，ermingzhenzhen，yemeirangyoushoudongdanbandian！
tazaiyenabuqibile……
zheishi，bingfangmenbeituikai，tahanleitaitoukanqu，quejianjilinqianzheqinjiaojiaozouru。
jiandaoqinjiaojiao，xiongqiangdenuhuochaneibengfa，hendaolejizhi，tadechunbanzhandou，jingyijuhuayeshuobuchulai！
jilinkanleyiyanfangningsuiruanpapadeyoushou，yandishanguobeimin：“jiaojiaotingshuonishoushangle，tedirangwodaizhelaikanni。”
hualuo，qinjiaojiaohaoxiangbeihedao，tayigaizhiqiandexiaozhang，tiezhejilinkukutiti。
“duibuqiafangningsui，wobushiguyimeibaojingde，woshizaitaipale，paochuqubujiujiushuaiyunle，dengwoxinglai，niyijingsonglaileyiyuan……”
“不是故意？”
fangningsuiqidexiongfujulieqifu，yazhesangzizhiwen：“womenmingmingbushu，niqueduihunhunshuowoshitediqubangni，nizijitaopaoquefanshoubawotuixiangtamen！niandeshishenmexin？！”
“woyaobaojing！woyaogaoni！”
buzhidaonajuhuachuodaoleqinjiaojiaodetongdian，tadangjiwuzhuerduo，yanleishuashualuoxia：“buyaoshuole！buyao……buyao……”
jilinmangbaqinjiaojiaohuzaishenhou，chenyancilai：“ningsui，nibunengbaojing。jiaojiaoyouyiyuzheng，baojinghui**tazuochushanghaizijideshi。”
fangningsuibukezhixinwangzhezijixihuanlezheimeduoniandenanhai。
zhijiaqianjinrouli，douwufaezhidequanshenzhandou：“neiwoni？wohuogaishouzui，jiumeizigejizijitaogongdao？”
jilinkanxiangtayanlideposui，shenqingyouruanlexialai：“wozhidaofangbomugongnidushuburongyi，qinjiahuifuzenideyiyaofei……”
“sheixihantajiadeqian？”
yayidebeifenchedibaofa。
fangningsuisihouzhe：“jilin，wodeshouhuile，woderenshenghuile，doushiqinjiaojiaohaide，xiangqinjiaojiaozheizhongzisieduderen，jiugaishoudaozhicai——”
“够了！”
jilinlengxialian，hudezhuaizhushikongdefangningsui，bataladaochuangshang：“jiaojiaoyijinglaidaoqianle，tayijingzhidaocuole，nijiubunengderaorenchuqieraoren？”
zheiyishun，fangningsuitingdaolexinsuideshengyin。
tadaidainingzheqianzezijidenanren，yanleiyikeyikewangxiadiao。
jilinmouguanganlean，songkaishou：“nilengjingyixia，womenbudaraonile。”
shuowan，tadaizheqinjiaojiaolikai。
ningzhetamendebeiying，fangningsuituolidaozaidishang——
shouduanle，tadeqiantuhuile，jilinyebianle……
tadeshijiehaoxiangdouanle。
jiexialaisantian，fangningsuidoumeiyouhuanguolai，zhiyoumuqinzaideshihou，caihuidaqijingshenxiaoyixiao。
zheitianbangwan，tayigerenzhanzaichuangbianfadaideshihou，menbeituikai。
niutou，jiujianjilintizhedabaoxiaobaodeyingyangpinzoulejinlai。
liangrendemuguangzhuangdaoyiqi。
fangningsuimouguangmurankongdong，mingmingtashenmedoumeishuo，danneishuangyanjinghaoxiangzaizhiwenta。
——你过来做什么？
——你还想要怎样？
jilinhuxiyizhi，yikaimuguangbugankanta，fangxiadongxiwen：“shangciduibuqi，woshuohuataiguole，nixiuyangdehaihaoma？”
fangningsuimeida，yijiujingjingdingzheta。
jilinbeikandejucuganga，ketahaishishuochucicimude：“ningsui，fangbomushuotabaojingle，ninengbiegongchujiaojiaoma？”
huaruliren，henhenzhajinfangningsuidexinzang。
mouguangshunjianqileshuiwu，taliangqiangzouxiangnanhai，chezhutadeyixiuqixuezhiwen：“nizenmenengshuochuzheijuhua？”
duishijian，yankantayanliyoukuijiu，tayanlihaiyoutengxi。
kejimiaohou，taqueshuo：“wobushiyijilindeshenfenqiuni，ershiyinixihuanderenshenfenqiuni。”
“ningsui，biebaojing，jiudangweilezheifenxihuan。”