第2章

woyujiejieduoniandejiemeiqingshen,rujinjingbianderucilengdan,rangwokanbuqingtazhenshidemiansha。jiuzaineiyike,mingyunzhishoushenzhi,liuxialeyixingshenmidetishi:“xiugaijuqingdejihui,jinciyici,jiaoseyishijuexing。”

wodaizhefuzadexinqingningshizheneixiezi,jidaizhewujindejuewangyoujiandingjuexin:“ruguojiwozheigejihui,wojiangrangneixieshiqudetongkuhezhengzhayiqianbaibeidefangshi,qinshiniderensheng。”

yushi,wojingxinshejiletazaoshouyankuzhemohougudusizaiyewaidebeicanmingyun。guobuchusuoliao,qinyunshudeshitizaisantianhoubeishanyeshengnonghudegououranfaxian,hunshenshanghenleilei。

wozhongyubaolechengjinnianzheigexinfudahuan,raner,neigeyicidejuqingxiugaiquan,jingxiangshiyichangmeng,zhiliuxiawujindeyihan。

wofanzaodibonongzheeqiandesuifa,shituqusanzheixiepanraoduoniandeyihuohesixu。jiuzaikafeiguanfujindejiedaoshang,yiliangheisejiaochedechechuangqiaoqiaoshengqi,cheneinanzibujiasisuodibotongledianhua。

buchusuoliao,chengjinniandeshengyinyijiulengdan,quedaizheyisiqidai:“**,nengzaijiwoyicijianmiandejihuima?”

wodaizhekunraoyujuexin,jiangzheixiejiuchanduoniandeyiwenyibingpaozhunaohou。kafeiguanpangdeheisejiaoche,chechuanghuanhuanshengqi,dianhuaneitoudechengjinnian,shengyinlengjing,quedaizheyisiqingqiuzaicijianmiandejianchi。

chengjinnianshiruhemominghuodewodelianxifangshide,wosuiwucongzhixiao,dantaxianranyongyoudutedefangfa。jirantabaochichenmo,woyexuanzelemoren,buqushenjiu。

chucixiangjian,chengjinniandejingyarutongqingtianpili,yinweiwoyuqinyunshudexiangsichengdulingrennanyizhixin。raner,zheizhongxiangsiyeyunyuleyizhongweimiaodeyouhuo,xiang《shijing》lishuode'yuyuleiqing',womenhuoxukeyizanshibashensishulvfangzaiyibian。

disancihuimian,tazhongyuzhengshixiangwotichulejiaowangdeqingqiu,wobengaijinchi,querenbuzhuxinzhongxiaodong,qingqingfunongerhouyilvsuifa,bieshangneiduoxiangzhengzhejiejiezhangjiupeidaidetaiyanghuaerding,yiciyanshiwodezhenshishenfen。

chengjinnianshifoujuechadaowodexixue,wobudeerzhi,tadeyanshenweibukejiandizhandong,fangfotazishizhizhongdouduicileranyuxin。yishidaozijideshili,taqingkeliangsheng,yizhuanyedelimaohuiying:“chengjinnian,ninhao。”

woneixinmoxu,zuijiaoweiwan,guzuotianzhendifashengdao:“dingmingshu,nihao。”neikeyiyadidesangyinzaixiaotiqinyugangqinjiaozhideyinlezhongxiandeyichangjucu。

qishi,wodezhenmingshiqinyushu,erfei“dingmingshu”。bushiyinweihaipatashipo,ershixiwangtongguoyigetongyindeweizi,yiyizhongxixuedefangshixiyinta。bijing,"yuyuleiqing"deguanjianzaiyuweizhuangerfeizhenshi,guoyoubuji。

zhengchenjinzaizijidexiaoshijieli,chengjinniandekesoushengjiangwolahuixianshi,neifenpingjingdefanyinglingwoshiliaoweiji。

chengjinnianchenmopianke,qingqingtunxiashouzhongdefozhu,jingzhijiangtazhengzhongqishididaizaiwodeshouwanshang,diyudao:“ashu,yuanzheigefozhunengyouniyishengankang。”

tadeqianchengyuqisihudaizheyisixijuhua,fanerrangwojuedehaoxiaozhiji,zheiyanjiweimiantaijingzhileba。

ruguobushiwozaibijizhongqinyanjianzhengtaruhezaijiazuweinanmianqiancaiduijiejiemengshengaiyi,wohuoxuhuibeitazheidongtingdeshuocisuopian。

diertian,wobianbeianpairuzhulinjiangpanneiliangqianduopingfangmidehaohuabieshu,zheifujiagongzidedianxingshouduan,guozhenyijinqianweiwuqi,xiangyaobaipingyiqie。raner,huangejiaoduxiangxiang,zheibushiweiyigeshiyongqiepubiandecelve,renzongshididangbulejinqiandeyouhuo。

wozhanzaibieshuqian,yidongbudong,ningshizheneixiezhongshizhuangxiudedianyaquelvexianchenmendezhuangshi,neixinmaodunzhongzhong。wojiejiehuoxuxihuanzheiyangdefengge,danneishibushitazhenzhengdexihao,woqueyouxieyihuo。

“wobuxihuanzheizhongfengge。”zheishiwozaitaruneibieshuhoudediyijuhua,jianjieqiezhijie,xiangshiduizheishehuadewushengfankang。