第3章临死前的记忆
dagaishizijichenmodeshijiantaizhang，neixiaoshinvshitanxingdewendao：
“sangsangni，shibushishenmewangleshenme？”
jiuzaizheishi，sangsangzhuyidaobaomupaidepazishangxiuyou【jiangtao】erzi，guoduanxuanzeduyiba：
“jiangtao，woshiyoudianxiangbuqilaile，zhijidedangshijiaoxiayihua......”
guobuqiran，jiangtaojianzijiwuzhenaodaipinminghuiyi，yixiazidanxinqilai：
“sangsang，nishiweilejifu......funianlanjianfengzhengcailuoshui，haijideme？”
jianjiangtaoshuo【funianlan】sangezideshihouyanshenpiaohu，sangsangbianzhidaozheifunianlanyouxieshenfen。
danweilezhuangzuozijihaiyouxiejiyideyangzi，sangsangbugankaikouxunwenfunianlandedixi，zhinengzhuangzuohuiyideyangzi，kejiangtaoqueturanlazhezijilaidaoleyijianhunhunanandedazashe。
buchuyiwai，zheiwuzijiushijishinvmenshuijuededifang。
paolebantian，errendouqichuanbuzhi，budengsangsangxiekouqi，jiangtaobianxunsujiangyigegunangnangqiandaizisaidaolezijishoushang：
“sangsang，nixiangbanfataoba，xiageyuefunianlanbianshizheiqinwangfudewangfeile，tabuhuifangguonide。”
zheihuashenmeyisi？zenmetingzhezijiluoshuishineigejiao【funianlan】derenyishouanpaini？
sangsangyouyicikaidule，jiranjiangtaozhidaoxijie，neimezijiluoshuideshihoutayidingzaichang，bianzhuangzhedanzikaishitaohua：
“nizaichang，weishenmebujiuwoni？”
“duibuqisangsang，funianlanyongwogegedexingmingzuoweixie，wozaizheishijieshangzhiyougegeyigeqinrenle，nizhidaode，funianlanshizhenguojiangjundenver，zhiyaotaxiang，meishenmezuobudaode......”
jiangtaozheifanzhutongdaodouzisidejiaodai，fandaobasangsangzhengdebuzhidaozenmejixuwangxiatao，xinxunsihaishiquxianchangkankanba，shuobudingkeyifaxiangengduo：
“jiangtao，woluoshuideshihoubuxiaoxinbaneigetaohuaduanzannongdiule，nipeiwoquzhaozhaoba，woyigerenhaipa。”
“xianzai？”jiangtaokanleyiyanxichendetaiyang，youxieyouyu。
danqishi，neiliangcunzhang，dingduanyouduobankaitaohuadexiaoyinzanyagenmeidiu，jiuzaisangsangshoulizuanzhe——
zhishizheizanzitaixiao，jihuwanquanzangzailetoufali，ruobushizhadaotoupi，sangsangyebuhuifaxian。
zijiliangeerdongdoumeiyou，shouwanjiaowanyemeiyoupeidaishipindehenji，xianranshibuhuihuaxinsidabanderen。
erqieneizanzizuogongbucuo，gujijiagedatoudouhuazaishougongfeishangle，zuoweibuhuaxinsidabanderen，dingbuhuimaizheizhonghuaerbushidezanzi。
suoyisangsangyoushuangruoduleyiba：
“ng，bijingshinisongwodedongxi。”
sangsangxinggejinshen，jirangandu，neibiranshiyoubachengyishangdebawo，yincizheiyiciyeheqianliangciyiyangduduile。
jiangtaojianzijishuodaozheifenshang，yezhinengdaying，yibianyinluyibianbangzhezijihuiyi：
“qishijutifashengleshenmewoyebuqingchu，zhishiyinyuetingjianbengbengdecuijisheng......”
tongguogenzaijiangtaohoumianzou，sangsanghenkuaijiudaoleluoshuidedifang，neidifangbeiyintongfeng，shixiatianyonglaibishude，chunqiushijielengdegenjiaoyiyang，genbenmeirenguanggu。
shuichibusuanda，qizhongxinluozheyizuotaihushiduiqierchengdejiashan，yijiyilunhuanhuanyunxingdeshuiche。
touguoyidianxiyang，sangsangcongshuimianshangdiyicikanqinglezijidelian——
queshiruzijisuoxiang，zheizhanglianhebingchuangdeshangdezijizhangdeyimoyiyang，danquenianqinglexuduo。
youyubuhuiyongshengzipantoufa，gancuibanglelianggemahuabian，bingjiangqishouweixiangjie，zaijiashangyuanyuandexingyan，huoxianggerenchuwuhaidechuiertu。
“qiaoniliandouzhanhuile，kuaixixiba。”
jingjiangtaozheimeyitixing，sangsangzheicaifaxianzijilianqueshizangdehen，ganjinjieguoduifangdilaidepazi，zaishuizhongjindetoutoudechaolianshangmoqu。
gangyipengdaobingliangdechishui，sangsangbianjueyanjingcileyixia，lianmangzaizhanlexieshuicashi——
zhenshijianguile！zenmeyuecashixianyuemohu？
sangsanggangyaobaoyuan，naodaibiankaishifayun，jinjiezhe，yanqianfuxianchuyigemomohuhudehuamian，xiangshi......yikuaidashitou？
budui！neishijiashan，erzijizhengzhishenyujiashandingshang，zhanzhanweiweishenzhegebo，ermianqiandeshifengzhong，zhengkazheyizhiheihongxiangjiandeshifuyanfengzheng。
jinyizhidejuli，quezenmenuliyedabudao。
sangsangnengganjuedaojiaoxiahualiuliudeqingtai，buganwangdong，zhengzhunbeiniutou，xiafangturanchuanlaiyishenghechi：
“chunani，tiaoyixiabujiugouzhelema！”
“nianlanguniang，dengjiangtaonazhuganhuilaiba，woshizai......”
huahaimeishuowan，zijixiaotuichubianaileyishizi，budengzijihantong，youshiyikuaishizicazhenaodaizhuangshangjiashan，bengchudesuixiefeiruyanjing，cidesangsangzhengbukaiyan。
“nabudao，nibiexiangxialai！”
huayinggangluo，youshipadeyisheng，zheiyicishizizhijiedazailezijishoubei，dengshishenxuelai。
yishidaofunianlanzaixiasishou，sangsangsisibazhujiashanshangdekengwa，jidemantoushihan：
“nianlanguniang，wohechudezuinile？”
gujishihaipazijihuhan，funianlanbuzaixuanzeyongdangonggongjiziji，ershizhijiepaolaiyikuaiquantoudaxiaodeshitou：
“你休想和我抢！”
neishitouzhengzhongnaodai，shidezijishunjianshiqulepinghenggan，zhizhixiangxiazhuiqu——
genbenbucunzaipushanglaihujiudeqingkuang，zailuoshuideneiyimiao，zhanleshuideyifushunjianhuaweiduomingdesuolian，zhuaizhezijixiachen。
zheishihouqiushengdeyuwanghaizai，sangsangchangshizhetaishou，kezhenggerenjiuxiangbeijiaoguzaishuinizhongyiyang，dongdanbude，weiduyishixiangliushuiyibanchoulishenti，tingdaoderenheshengyindoufangfoshikongguzhongdehuisheng......
wanquandongbule，tebieshizheizhongshenshuichi，yidandiaoxiaqu，lianqiushengdejihuidoumeiyou！
buzhiguoleduojiu，sangsangturantingdaozhuganluodi，yijijiangtaohuhanzijideshengyin，danzijizheihuieryijingwanquanmeiyoushijuele，cigudebingliangyezaixiaoshi，weiyoutingjuehaizai。
yinyuezhong，sangsangtingdaoleyizhenqingcuidebazhangsheng，yijifunianlandeyidejiaoxiao：
“hanshenme？shibabuderangsuoyourendoulaikankannizheigesharenxiongshouma？”
meicuo，tashijiangjunzhinv，youdequanheqian，gengyoubenshijiangsharenzhizuiquanzaizangdaojiangtaotoushang。
sangsangcaicejiangtaoxianzaikendinghaizaizhengzha，yinweizhiyaojishijiaorenlaijiu，tabianbuhuidanshangsharenxiongshoudezuiming，danfunianlandeweixiemeiyoutingzhi：
“haishishuo，xiangrangnigegeshinianhanchuangquandoubaifei？”
dagaizhidaojiangtaohuizaizheijuhuaxiatuoxie，sangsangxiwangchedipomie，yixiazixianjinheianzhong......
jiuzaizijijijiangshiquyishidechanei，zuobanbianlianturanmaleyixia，yucitongshi，bingfangdehuamianyouchuxianle。