第四章万念俱灰
jiangyuanfengkuijiunandang，zijiqianshizhenshitaihunzhangle，jingranganchutoulaopodeshenfenzhengqujiegaolidaizheizhongshi。
“liangwankuaideshi，wohuijiejue。”
jiangyuanfengxiangshenshouqulatangqianqiandeshou，danbeitangqianqianjishuaikai，“nibuyaopengwo！”
“nifangkuanxin，yizhouzhinei，woyidingbaliangwankuaijihaishang。zheiliangtiannijiuxianbuyaoshangban，xianggongsiqingjitianjia，dengwobaqianhaishangle，nizaiqushangbanhaobuhao？”jiangyuanfengroushengshuo。
quantangqianqianbuqushangban，yifangmianqueshishiweilebikaitaogaolidaideren。
haiyouyigezhongyaoyuanyin，dangranhaishidanxinqingxuhaimeiyouwanquanwending，haichuzaijuewangzhizhongdeqizihuiquzisha。
dangwuzhiji，yaojinkuaizhuandaoqian，rangtakandaoxiwang，kandaozijidegaibian，cainengduanletaxunsideniantou。
yanqianzheigenanrenturandewenrou，heyanlideganshangrangtangqianqiangandaobujie。
tadeliqihexionghenhaoxiangturanshouzangqilaile，bujianlezongying。
shifashengleshenme，rangtayourucijudadegaibian？
danxiangxiangyoubudui，tayiqianyegaibianguo，danneidoushiweilepiantabangtajieqianerzuodejiaxiang。
suoyibunengxiangxinta，yidingbunengxiangxinta！
“wobuqushangban，neiguoguochishenme？hexibeifengma？”tangqianqianlengdandiwen。
“wohuiyangniheguoguo。”jiangyuanfengjiandingdishuo。
tangqianqianlenghengyisheng，“zheihuashuochulainizijidoubuxinba？niyangguoguo？nilianzijidouyangbuhuo！nimaijiudeqiandoushitouwoheguoguodeshenghuofei，ni**！”
江远峰无言以对。
qianshideziji，queshi**。
“wozhidaowoxianzaishuoshenmenidoubuhuixiangxinwo，danqingnijiwoyizhoushijian，woyidingbasuoyoudezhaiwuhaiqing！rangniheguoguoguoshanghaorizi！”
唐芊芊没有说话。
danjiangyuanfengyanlidezhenchengrangtaxinlitiaoleyixia。
tabujidezijiyouduojiumeiyoukandaozheigelengmodenanrenyanliyouzheiyangdezhenchengle。
zheishitayiqiandeyangzi，tazhuitadeshihou，jiushiyinweizheizhongganjingerzhenshideyanshendadongleta。
xinliyougeshengyinzaishuo，yaobu，jiuzaijitayizhoushijian？
“hao，wojiujiniyizhoushijian，ruguoyizhouhounihaibuqingneixiezhaiwu，wojiu......”
shengxiadehuatangqianqianmeiyoushuochulai，danjiangyuanfengzhidao，taxiangshuodeshi‘wojiuqusi。’
“ruguohaibushang，wo......”
tangqianqianbingmeiyoujixutingxiaqu，zhuanshenwangnverdebingfangzouqu，liujijiangyuanfengqiaolidebeiying。
jiangyuanfengnannanbazijimeiyoushuowandehuajishuochulai：“ruguohaibushang，woyequsi。zheiyishiwozhongshenghuilai，jiushiyaorangnimenguoshangxingfurizi，ruguonihehaizihaishiliwoerqu，wojuebugouhuo，yidingsuinimenerqu......”
......
wanshangshidian，guoguochiguoyaohoushuizhele。
tangqianqianshenshouqingqinglinverrouroudetoufa，yanlishiciaiheyoushang。
jintianyaobushijiangyuanfengbahaizisonglaiyiyuan，tayijingdaizhehaizishangletiantai，lejiecisheng。
kanzhehaizishuizhehouqingxiudexiaolian，tangqianqianturanjuedezijiduibuqinver。
zijibatadaidaozheishishanglai，queyouyaorangtazheimexiaojiulikai，shizaitaiguocanren。
keshizijiyouyoushenmebanfa？
xiangzhexiangzhe，yanleiyoudiaolexialai。
dantayijingbuxiangdangzhejiangyuanfengdemianku，zheigenanrenbupeikandaotadeyanlei。
taniuguotou，kuaisucaqulianshangdeleishui。
qishitangqianqianneihunshensanfachulaidebeishang，jiangyuanfengzaojiuganjuedaole。
taxintongrujiao，quebuzhidaogairuheanwei。
yinweitaduizijimeiyourenhedexinren，shuoshenmedoumeiyong。
“qianqian，wozaizheikanzhehaizi，nihuiquxiuxiyihuiba。”jiangyuanfengqingshengshuo。
tangqianqianyouyiweitingcuole。
yiqiannvershengbing，jiangyuanfengjihucongbuguowen，doushitazijizhaokan。
jiusuanshiyaoshounvertongxiao，jiangyuanfengyezaipangbianhuhudashui，buhuititakannapayifenzhong。
jintiantajingranzhudongtichuyaozhaogunver，rangtaquxiuxi，nandaoyoushenmeqitu？
tahaishixiangchenzijishuizhedeshihou，banverbaoqumailema？
tangqianqianzheimeyixiang，gengbukenzoule。
zuozainvershenbianyidongbudong，renzhukunyi，buganrushui。
jiangyuanfengzhidaotaxinbuguoziji，yemeibanfa，zhihaorangtapeishou。
yeshenle，bingfanghenanjing。
zheishitazhonghui2001dediyigeyewan，shenbianyouqinvxiangban，suiranshenghuoyiranjiannan，danquexingfuwubi。
keshidayinglaoposhuoyizhourouzhuanliangwan，daodizuoshenmehaoni？
ruguoyouzugouduodebenjin，zaijiashangzijiduiweilaidelejie，bieshuoshiliangwan，ershiwanyeshiqingsongdeshi。
kenanjiunanzaizijishoushangxianzaizhiyouliangbaikuaile，yaozaiyizhouneirangliangbaikuaifanyibaibei，queshibushirongyideshi。
keshizainanzijiyeyaozuodao，buranbeijuhaishihuifasheng。
zaibenjinshao，shijianduandeqingkuangxia，daodizuoshenmexiangmucainengbaliangbaibianchengliangwanni？
jiangyuanfengkusixujiu，queyizhixiangbuchuzhuyi。
tangqianqianyijingkundaobuxing，jicitoudouzhuangdaochuangjiao，danhaishizaijianchihekeshuikangzheng。
jiangyuanfengtanlekouqi，jirantahaishibufangxinziji，neizijilikaibingfang，huoxutahainenganxinshuiyihui。
yushizhanleqilai，“nizaizheikanzhehaizi，wochuqujinimaidianxiaoyehuilai。”
唐芊芊没有理他。
chuleyiyuan，daofujindedapaidang，zhunbeijitangqianqianmaidianxiaolongxiachi。
jieguozhuanleyiquan，faxianzhiyouyijiayeshitanzuoxiaolongxia。
maileyifenchangleyixia，weidaofeichangnanchi，genbenwufaxiayan。
meixiangdaoxiaolongxiazheimehuobaodexiaoyebaokuan，jingranbeishangfanzuochengzheizhongweidao。
jiangyuanfengkanzhepanzilidexiaolongxia，turanyoulezhuyi。
“laoban，nizheixiaolongxiazainajindehuoya？”
“wojiaxiangxiaqinqisongde，meiyaoqian。zheiguidongxifanzhikuai，youmeirenchi，daochudoushi，buzhiqian！”xiaofanshuo。
jiangyuanfengdaxi，xianzaihaimeikaishiliuxingchixiaolongxia。
meiyouliuxing，bingbushiyinweixianzaiderenbuaichi，ershiyinweixianzaidexiaolongxiazuodebuhaochi！
ruguozijiyongershinianhoudepeifangzuochukekoudexiaolongxia，rangxiaolongxiachengweixiaoyebaokuan，neibujiunengzhuandaoqian？
“laoban，niqinqishinalide，nengbunengjiwoyigelianxifangshi，womingtianzhunbeiyaomaiyipilongxia！”jiangyuanfengdao。
laobanhenshuangkuai，“woqinqijiashishangshuicunde，nimingtiandaoshangshuicunqu，neierdaochushixiaolongxia，buyongmai，zijizhuodoukeyi！”
“xiexielaoban，wohaiyougeshihenishangliang，mingtiannizheitanweinengbunengzuyibanjiwo，zujinhaoshangliang。”
maibaitandezhangpenghecancheyexuyaoqian，zaixianjieduan，jiangyuanfengzhinengxianzugetanweile。
“niyaozuyibantanwei，maishaya？”
jiangyuanfengyebuxiangpianta，jiuzhijiehuida，“maixiaolongxia。”
“zheiwanyiermeirenchi，genbenmaibuchuqu，nijiubiezhetengle！”